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  1. Lotus Blossom

    i miss everyone

    sad to see that so many people left/are less active now :( 

    any life updates from the people who are here?

    its been so long since @Edema Rue checked the shard

    1. Through the Living Hope

      Through the Living Hope

      Just played volleyball for an hour with church people so that was fun :D 

    2. Lotus Blossom

      Lotus Blossom

      YAY :D 

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    HEY IZZY! ppl on here typically call me lotus girlfriends are amazing i highly recommend
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    almost 4 months with my girlfriend
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    honestly ive been better i did know her getting there!
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    hey yall its been a sec since ive last posted here a classmate of mine took her life on friday idk its been a lot i really want to tell everyone here that life is too precious for this and you deserve better and there are so many people who love you even if at times it feels lonely out there reach out please. doesn't have to be anything long or deep or serious but even just sending a and getting a back can be something. or it could also be starting a conversation thats long or deep or serious. please just know there is help waiting for you wherever you are. the world is so much better with you in it, and ik that sounds cliche but in situations where there are no more words left, thats all we can say okay thats all love you folks
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    OFC
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    there's a spreadsheet on the internet somewhere! here you go: https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1NwmbOj3x0TjZE37VWINuzlmXFeqG6lts/edit?gid=1025339982#gid=1025339982
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    ..........appreciate you as always
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    Astra could feel herself closing again. Was it self protection or self sabotage? After loss, she always jumped to cauterize the wound. Dump alcohol deep into the marrow of what's left. And scowl a bit downwards, rubbing her eyes dry with sandpaper and wake up. She forced her nails further downwards in her pockets and looked around and nodded, a short nod that was indicative of nothing else but all the blinks an eye will never have---glassed over with rot and rolling in the sockets with austerity. "Well." she said, and that was all. The negative space filled the rest. @The Stormfather @Through the Living Hope
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    Astra looked over at Mark, and offered out her hand. How could she possibly offer comfort? By simply saying syruped words about how the world is all the darker with Maj no longer in it? Death was Twisted. In weird ways. It didn't let people breathe. Like an asthma attack that spiraled endlessly and caught you when you least expected it. And came back again and again. Amyra had killed herself in the hunger games long before Astra was born. And Astra hadn't even heard of her existence until years ago. She hadn't talked to anyone from her family for years, actually. It was lonely. And now, Mark had lost family. Another relentlessly unhealing wound cut into a lifetime. How could "I'm sorry" be enough? @The Stormfather
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    wow i really love how you put that!! i guess it's not really up to me how the school tells my parents, so the initial conversation isnt even one i get to be a part of. but this definitely helped me feel less alone and more prepared to talk with my family, so thank you <33
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    aww thank you thank you my parents would probably be concerned, but not in a good/beneficial way, exactly. they wouldn't really understand it and i think they'd naturally feel upset and sad, but i fear that most of that will be directed in anger towards me.... to them, getting a therapist is a worst-case scenerio, so i doubt that will be the result of a conversation with school more so yelling and "i can't understand why you'd do this" and "do i even know who you are anymore?"
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    omg hi you're here i missed you! reported for mental health problems. well, more specifically, they saw some marks on my arms i'm just terrified that they'll contact my parents.
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    y'all i rarely post anywhere anymore but the other day i was reported to my school by my theatre director it's not been great.
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    theatre is going!!! just closed seussical last week (i was the cat in the hat ) and our first read through for marie antoinette by david adjimi is this afternoon (i'll be her brother, joseph). i'm very excited HOW ARE YOU!!! HOWS LIFE BEEN HOW ARE THE SHOWS
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    much better after being pinged on the shard! despite losing the game @Edema Rue you can return again too
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    best game to lose if it means im brought back with yall i dont come by here too often these days
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    Caerin intervenes, grabbing Ceru's arm holding the dagger and kicking her own leg out to try and trip him.
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    "Sorry," Caerin stood back up and dusted off her arm.
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