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[Bird Furious she/her/un/important]

4 hours ago, echo74 said:

today i was looking at this thing abt best friends and i was thinking abt my best friend

and it made me really sad because i realized that i don't really have one anymore

at the beginning of this school year, i thought i had three

so the first one is my one friend who i've known for many many years and we've been really close but then one day she just started ignoring me for no reason

i had to text her many many times before she would text me back but then eventually we talked stuff out (it wasn't even abt me lol) and i kinda felt like i was walking on eggshells and then i made a huge mistake and i broke a huge commitment i'd made to her and then she wouldn't talk to me or anything for months but now we're talking again but we never really ever made up and it makes me uneasy bc sometimes i'm worried i'll go back to being invisible

the second one is my friend who i've known for like two years but we became really close and i love her so much

but lately idk i just haven't been feeling super connected to her and idk if that just means that we're drifting apart or if it was something i did idk

the third one is my sister

and this one makes me the saddest because out of everyone, i've always had my sister to depend on and now she's gone off to college and we were going to call every day but it's become more of a once a week thing and it makes me really sad bc i love her

and i know that we've slowly been drifting apart and i don't know what to do and it's really scaring me

and i feel like i need to find a new best friend bc all the ones i've had in the past have slowly disappeared from my life

and i...

i just want a hug

*hugs* 

that’s… hard 

It’s one of those things that happens as you grow up… you outgrow things faster than you can replace them

it’s a callous way to talk about people but that’s how it is 

[strmblsd he/him]

ok its me again. it hit me at lunch today at school. everyone has someone. someone who knows them who talks to them who messes around with them everyone has someone who they know super well who they talk and share stuff with. but ive lost my someone. i used ot hve my best friend but he doesnt like me anymore i think at all. he doesnt even tlk to me respond to me o anything. he looks at me with hatred. and its not just him. peopel snap out at me for being who i am. it makes me wish that i could be like someone else and not be me anymore. i just dont want to be me becaise peopel dont like me. my friends exclude me from the group and i just always feels so alone. i dont know what to do. i dont like confronting people because everytime i confront someone they turn it into an attack on me. like im asking why they exclude me and they just be like because you this and this and this and nobody likes and and nobody does whatever and then ill ask what can i do to fix that and they say thigs. i do these things and nothing changes. they just dont want me to be me. i dont have a friend i canhang out with anymore. last time i hung out with someone was like over a month ago almost 2 and it just ruins me. i feel so alone. i have 2 friends who i talk about this with one of them is just my friend and just talks to me but like its not enough becasue its just with both of these people i feel that i have a very fragile relationship. so i cant toalk to them very much. i wish i could confront my friends and tell them but i know that if i did it would make things worse and theyould just like me less.there is more too.. if you have questions or advice you can just ask them here or pm me..

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

2 minutes ago, strmblsd said:

ok its me again. it hit me at lunch today at school. everyone has someone. someone who knows them who talks to them who messes around with them everyone has someone who they know super well who they talk and share stuff with. but ive lost my someone. i used ot hve my best friend but he doesnt like me anymore i think at all. he doesnt even tlk to me respond to me o anything. he looks at me with hatred. and its not just him. peopel snap out at me for being who i am. it makes me wish that i could be like someone else and not be me anymore. i just dont want to be me becaise peopel dont like me. my friends exclude me from the group and i just always feels so alone. i dont know what to do. i dont like confronting people because everytime i confront someone they turn it into an attack on me. like im asking why they exclude me and they just be like because you this and this and this and nobody likes and and nobody does whatever and then ill ask what can i do to fix that and they say thigs. i do these things and nothing changes. they just dont want me to be me. i dont have a friend i canhang out with anymore. last time i hung out with someone was like over a month ago almost 2 and it just ruins me. i feel so alone. i have 2 friends who i talk about this with one of them is just my friend and just talks to me but like its not enough becasue its just with both of these people i feel that i have a very fragile relationship. so i cant toalk to them very much. i wish i could confront my friends and tell them but i know that if i did it would make things worse and theyould just like me less.there is more too.. if you have questions or advice you can just ask them here or pm me..

*hug*

I'm sorry

That's awful

I hate that feeling

[The Wandering Wizard he/him]

4 minutes ago, strmblsd said:

ok its me again. it hit me at lunch today at school. everyone has someone. someone who knows them who talks to them who messes around with them everyone has someone who they know super well who they talk and share stuff with. but ive lost my someone. i used ot hve my best friend but he doesnt like me anymore i think at all. he doesnt even tlk to me respond to me o anything. he looks at me with hatred. and its not just him. peopel snap out at me for being who i am. it makes me wish that i could be like someone else and not be me anymore. i just dont want to be me becaise peopel dont like me. my friends exclude me from the group and i just always feels so alone. i dont know what to do. i dont like confronting people because everytime i confront someone they turn it into an attack on me. like im asking why they exclude me and they just be like because you this and this and this and nobody likes and and nobody does whatever and then ill ask what can i do to fix that and they say thigs. i do these things and nothing changes. they just dont want me to be me. i dont have a friend i canhang out with anymore. last time i hung out with someone was like over a month ago almost 2 and it just ruins me. i feel so alone. i have 2 friends who i talk about this with one of them is just my friend and just talks to me but like its not enough becasue its just with both of these people i feel that i have a very fragile relationship. so i cant toalk to them very much. i wish i could confront my friends and tell them but i know that if i did it would make things worse and theyould just like me less.there is more too.. if you have questions or advice you can just ask them here or pm me..

*hugs fiercely*

That sucks :(( 

[echo74 she/her]

5 hours ago, strmblsd said:

ok its me again. it hit me at lunch today at school. everyone has someone. someone who knows them who talks to them who messes around with them everyone has someone who they know super well who they talk and share stuff with. but ive lost my someone. i used ot hve my best friend but he doesnt like me anymore i think at all. he doesnt even tlk to me respond to me o anything. he looks at me with hatred. and its not just him. peopel snap out at me for being who i am. it makes me wish that i could be like someone else and not be me anymore. i just dont want to be me becaise peopel dont like me. my friends exclude me from the group and i just always feels so alone. i dont know what to do. i dont like confronting people because everytime i confront someone they turn it into an attack on me. like im asking why they exclude me and they just be like because you this and this and this and nobody likes and and nobody does whatever and then ill ask what can i do to fix that and they say thigs. i do these things and nothing changes. they just dont want me to be me. i dont have a friend i canhang out with anymore. last time i hung out with someone was like over a month ago almost 2 and it just ruins me. i feel so alone. i have 2 friends who i talk about this with one of them is just my friend and just talks to me but like its not enough becasue its just with both of these people i feel that i have a very fragile relationship. so i cant toalk to them very much. i wish i could confront my friends and tell them but i know that if i did it would make things worse and theyould just like me less.there is more too.. if you have questions or advice you can just ask them here or pm me..

*hugs*

i'm so sorry

being excluded is really hard

i hope it gets better for you

[TheWanderer he/him]

Not quite sure how to articulate what is precisely wrong of late. But I am feeling a bit melancholic as I realize I got a birthday coming up soon and well. With my move and everything I have less people in my day to day life than ever. I am overall better off and healthier but still feel unfulfilled and isolated. 

Thanks to anyone who read this.

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

2 minutes ago, TheWanderer said:

Not quite sure how to articulate what is precisely wrong of late. But I am feeling a bit melancholic as I realize I got a birthday coming up soon and well. With my move and everything I have less people in my day to day life than ever. I am overall better off and healthier but still feel unfulfilled and isolated. 

Thanks to anyone who read this.

*hug*

I'm sorry. I know the feeling 

[Bird Furious she/her/un/important]

4 minutes ago, TheWanderer said:

Not quite sure how to articulate what is precisely wrong of late. But I am feeling a bit melancholic as I realize I got a birthday coming up soon and well. With my move and everything I have less people in my day to day life than ever. I am overall better off and healthier but still feel unfulfilled and isolated. 

Thanks to anyone who read this.

*hugs* 

Yeah, moving is awfully hard  

[TheWanderer he/him]

3 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

*hug*

I'm sorry. I know the feeling 

Sorry to hear that, but thank you.

1 minute ago, Halcyon The Only said:

*hugs* 

Yeah, moving is awfully hard  

I needed to, and it has been good for me overall.

[echo74 she/her]

8 minutes ago, TheWanderer said:

Not quite sure how to articulate what is precisely wrong of late. But I am feeling a bit melancholic as I realize I got a birthday coming up soon and well. With my move and everything I have less people in my day to day life than ever. I am overall better off and healthier but still feel unfulfilled and isolated. 

Thanks to anyone who read this.

aww im sorry

that sounds hard

*hug*

[Keke They/he]

On 2/12/2025 at 11:42 AM, strmblsd said:

ok its me again. it hit me at lunch today at school. everyone has someone. someone who knows them who talks to them who messes around with them everyone has someone who they know super well who they talk and share stuff with. but ive lost my someone. i used ot hve my best friend but he doesnt like me anymore i think at all. he doesnt even tlk to me respond to me o anything. he looks at me with hatred. and its not just him. peopel snap out at me for being who i am. it makes me wish that i could be like someone else and not be me anymore. i just dont want to be me becaise peopel dont like me. my friends exclude me from the group and i just always feels so alone. i dont know what to do. i dont like confronting people because everytime i confront someone they turn it into an attack on me. like im asking why they exclude me and they just be like because you this and this and this and nobody likes and and nobody does whatever and then ill ask what can i do to fix that and they say thigs. i do these things and nothing changes. they just dont want me to be me. i dont have a friend i canhang out with anymore. last time i hung out with someone was like over a month ago almost 2 and it just ruins me. i feel so alone. i have 2 friends who i talk about this with one of them is just my friend and just talks to me but like its not enough becasue its just with both of these people i feel that i have a very fragile relationship. so i cant toalk to them very much. i wish i could confront my friends and tell them but i know that if i did it would make things worse and theyould just like me less.there is more too.. if you have questions or advice you can just ask them here or pm me..

*hugggsss* that sucks. I get that tho. Ima pm you to help out ok? 

22 hours ago, TheWanderer said:

Not quite sure how to articulate what is precisely wrong of late. But I am feeling a bit melancholic as I realize I got a birthday coming up soon and well. With my move and everything I have less people in my day to day life than ever. I am overall better off and healthier but still feel unfulfilled and isolated. 

Thanks to anyone who read this.

*huuuggsss*. That sucks. It can be hard but sometimes you just gotta get out and find people with similar interests. *hugggsss*

[InfiniteInsanity she/her]

Y'all I need to rant so I'm going to rant. I don't care if you care I'm just kind of going to go for it.

This weekend is my last show choir competition which is fine and great and sad and all the things. It was going to be great. I really enjoyed this competition last year, Kajsa's school is going to be there and they have amazing shows. And I was super excited except now I have to go to a funeral in the morning. So I'm going to miss all that. I'll still get to perform my show but I really won't be able to see anyone else's and given the way our season has gone so far I don't think I'll have ton of time to actually do anything I'll probably perform, go to day time awards and then have to perform almost immediately after.  Which means I probably also won't have time to say hi or talk to the people I was looking forward to seeing there. I take forever to grieve. I just don't have time to do it quickly. And so like I'm going to the funeral but I haven't really processed that fact that this person is dead and I'm probably not going to process it at all until I'm at the funeral. So I am in fact going to be sad all day. And I'm tired and for the past two weeks I've just wanted to go home and cry or stay in bed all day. And just yeah.

[Mags she/they]

26 minutes ago, InfiniteInsanity said:

Y'all I need to rant so I'm going to rant. I don't care if you care I'm just kind of going to go for it.

This weekend is my last show choir competition which is fine and great and sad and all the things. It was going to be great. I really enjoyed this competition last year, Kajsa's school is going to be there and they have amazing shows. And I was super excited except now I have to go to a funeral in the morning. So I'm going to miss all that. I'll still get to perform my show but I really won't be able to see anyone else's and given the way our season has gone so far I don't think I'll have ton of time to actually do anything I'll probably perform, go to day time awards and then have to perform almost immediately after.  Which means I probably also won't have time to say hi or talk to the people I was looking forward to seeing there. I take forever to grieve. I just don't have time to do it quickly. And so like I'm going to the funeral but I haven't really processed that fact that this person is dead and I'm probably not going to process it at all until I'm at the funeral. So I am in fact going to be sad all day. And I'm tired and for the past two weeks I've just wanted to go home and cry or stay in bed all day. And just yeah.

*huuuuug* 

Gosh, I don't know if I have any really good advice because I completely understand the overwhelm and exhaustion. I guess when so many hard things start to happen at the same time, I just try to focus on getting through the current task or moment, instead of thinking about all the other stuff I have to do.

I'm so sorry for your loss, grief can be really hard, especially when daily life stuff gets in the way. I'd say try not to push yourself if you're really feeling down. You're feelings matter and if that means you need a break or some quiet time at some point, then you absolutely deserve it. 

[Through the Living Hope]

50 minutes ago, InfiniteInsanity said:

Y'all I need to rant so I'm going to rant. I don't care if you care I'm just kind of going to go for it.

This weekend is my last show choir competition which is fine and great and sad and all the things. It was going to be great. I really enjoyed this competition last year, Kajsa's school is going to be there and they have amazing shows. And I was super excited except now I have to go to a funeral in the morning. So I'm going to miss all that. I'll still get to perform my show but I really won't be able to see anyone else's and given the way our season has gone so far I don't think I'll have ton of time to actually do anything I'll probably perform, go to day time awards and then have to perform almost immediately after.  Which means I probably also won't have time to say hi or talk to the people I was looking forward to seeing there. I take forever to grieve. I just don't have time to do it quickly. And so like I'm going to the funeral but I haven't really processed that fact that this person is dead and I'm probably not going to process it at all until I'm at the funeral. So I am in fact going to be sad all day. And I'm tired and for the past two weeks I've just wanted to go home and cry or stay in bed all day. And just yeah.

[Throw TheLiving Silverware he/him/il/lui]

1 hour ago, InfiniteInsanity said:

Y'all I need to rant so I'm going to rant. I don't care if you care I'm just kind of going to go for it.

This weekend is my last show choir competition which is fine and great and sad and all the things. It was going to be great. I really enjoyed this competition last year, Kajsa's school is going to be there and they have amazing shows. And I was super excited except now I have to go to a funeral in the morning. So I'm going to miss all that. I'll still get to perform my show but I really won't be able to see anyone else's and given the way our season has gone so far I don't think I'll have ton of time to actually do anything I'll probably perform, go to day time awards and then have to perform almost immediately after.  Which means I probably also won't have time to say hi or talk to the people I was looking forward to seeing there. I take forever to grieve. I just don't have time to do it quickly. And so like I'm going to the funeral but I haven't really processed that fact that this person is dead and I'm probably not going to process it at all until I'm at the funeral. So I am in fact going to be sad all day. And I'm tired and for the past two weeks I've just wanted to go home and cry or stay in bed all day. And just yeah.

*big, big hugs*

I'm really sorry for you

*more hugs*

*even more hugs*

And I get you. It's really, really hard. And it takes so much time and energy to process. 

Listen to Magi btw; don't force yourself. You have the right to take the time you need to grieve. 

*all the hugs* 

[The Wandering Wizard he/him]

1 hour ago, InfiniteInsanity said:

Y'all I need to rant so I'm going to rant. I don't care if you care I'm just kind of going to go for it.

This weekend is my last show choir competition which is fine and great and sad and all the things. It was going to be great. I really enjoyed this competition last year, Kajsa's school is going to be there and they have amazing shows. And I was super excited except now I have to go to a funeral in the morning. So I'm going to miss all that. I'll still get to perform my show but I really won't be able to see anyone else's and given the way our season has gone so far I don't think I'll have ton of time to actually do anything I'll probably perform, go to day time awards and then have to perform almost immediately after.  Which means I probably also won't have time to say hi or talk to the people I was looking forward to seeing there. I take forever to grieve. I just don't have time to do it quickly. And so like I'm going to the funeral but I haven't really processed that fact that this person is dead and I'm probably not going to process it at all until I'm at the funeral. So I am in fact going to be sad all day. And I'm tired and for the past two weeks I've just wanted to go home and cry or stay in bed all day. And just yeah.

*hugsssss*

Yeah take the time you need, grieving takes a long time.

[Bird Furious she/her/un/important]

3 hours ago, InfiniteInsanity said:

Y'all I need to rant so I'm going to rant. I don't care if you care I'm just kind of going to go for it.

This weekend is my last show choir competition which is fine and great and sad and all the things. It was going to be great. I really enjoyed this competition last year, Kajsa's school is going to be there and they have amazing shows. And I was super excited except now I have to go to a funeral in the morning. So I'm going to miss all that. I'll still get to perform my show but I really won't be able to see anyone else's and given the way our season has gone so far I don't think I'll have ton of time to actually do anything I'll probably perform, go to day time awards and then have to perform almost immediately after.  Which means I probably also won't have time to say hi or talk to the people I was looking forward to seeing there. I take forever to grieve. I just don't have time to do it quickly. And so like I'm going to the funeral but I haven't really processed that fact that this person is dead and I'm probably not going to process it at all until I'm at the funeral. So I am in fact going to be sad all day. And I'm tired and for the past two weeks I've just wanted to go home and cry or stay in bed all day. And just yeah.

I’m so sorry, Insa

 

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

5 hours ago, InfiniteInsanity said:

Y'all I need to rant so I'm going to rant. I don't care if you care I'm just kind of going to go for it.

This weekend is my last show choir competition which is fine and great and sad and all the things. It was going to be great. I really enjoyed this competition last year, Kajsa's school is going to be there and they have amazing shows. And I was super excited except now I have to go to a funeral in the morning. So I'm going to miss all that. I'll still get to perform my show but I really won't be able to see anyone else's and given the way our season has gone so far I don't think I'll have ton of time to actually do anything I'll probably perform, go to day time awards and then have to perform almost immediately after.  Which means I probably also won't have time to say hi or talk to the people I was looking forward to seeing there. I take forever to grieve. I just don't have time to do it quickly. And so like I'm going to the funeral but I haven't really processed that fact that this person is dead and I'm probably not going to process it at all until I'm at the funeral. So I am in fact going to be sad all day. And I'm tired and for the past two weeks I've just wanted to go home and cry or stay in bed all day. And just yeah.

Oh

I'm so, so sorry

That's awful

[echo74 she/her]

rant

Spoiler

you guys i am on the verge

the freaking verge

it feels like everything in my life is going wrong 

and i can't freaking do this anymore

i'm so freaking tired.

i haven't been sleeping very well

i've been burning the candle at both ends just to stay caught up in school

i have a few online classes that i procrastinated til now and now i have to get three months of work in those classes done by the end of the week

plus all my irl school

plus scripture study

plus sleep

plus i'm in another musical (not counting the one i already did this year) and i actually have a part but i lost my script and off-book is march 31st

plus senior thesis

plus keeping up with social stuff

plus church

plus mutual

plus choir

plus voice lessons

plus family stuff

plus friend drama

plus everything

 

and then on top of that i just feel this isolating loneliness that follows me wherever i go

i just feel so heavy all the time

and tired

like i don't wanna do anything

but i have to keep pushing myself bc i can't just ditch all the responsibilities in my life and go take a freaking nap

i have to be fine bc i need to be fine bc if i'm not fine then i can't do anything

and i can't just do nothing

and i'm so freaking done with school i just wanna graduate already

and i just want a hug

like not just a regular hug

like a long hug

a hug i can cry in

bc that's all i want to do rn tbh

and now i'm going to go to mutual

cuz maybe that'll make me feel better

anyways yeah

hugs would be nice

 

[The Wandering Wizard he/him]

4 minutes ago, echo74 said:

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you guys i am on the verge

the freaking verge

it feels like everything in my life is going wrong 

and i can't freaking do this anymore

i'm so freaking tired.

i haven't been sleeping very well

i've been burning the candle at both ends just to stay caught up in school

i have a few online classes that i procrastinated til now and now i have to get three months of work in those classes done by the end of the week

plus all my irl school

plus scripture study

plus sleep

plus i'm in another musical (not counting the one i already did this year) and i actually have a part but i lost my script and off-book is march 31st

plus senior thesis

plus keeping up with social stuff

plus church

plus mutual

plus choir

plus voice lessons

plus family stuff

plus friend drama

plus everything

 

and then on top of that i just feel this isolating loneliness that follows me wherever i go

i just feel so heavy all the time

and tired

like i don't wanna do anything

but i have to keep pushing myself bc i can't just ditch all the responsibilities in my life and go take a freaking nap

i have to be fine bc i need to be fine bc if i'm not fine then i can't do anything

and i can't just do nothing

and i'm so freaking done with school i just wanna graduate already

and i just want a hug

like not just a regular hug

like a long hug

a hug i can cry in

bc that's all i want to do rn tbh

and now i'm going to go to mutual

cuz maybe that'll make me feel better

anyways yeah

hugs would be nice

 

*hugs fiercely*

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

1 hour ago, echo74 said:

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you guys i am on the verge

the freaking verge

it feels like everything in my life is going wrong 

and i can't freaking do this anymore

i'm so freaking tired.

i haven't been sleeping very well

i've been burning the candle at both ends just to stay caught up in school

i have a few online classes that i procrastinated til now and now i have to get three months of work in those classes done by the end of the week

plus all my irl school

plus scripture study

plus sleep

plus i'm in another musical (not counting the one i already did this year) and i actually have a part but i lost my script and off-book is march 31st

plus senior thesis

plus keeping up with social stuff

plus church

plus mutual

plus choir

plus voice lessons

plus family stuff

plus friend drama

plus everything

 

and then on top of that i just feel this isolating loneliness that follows me wherever i go

i just feel so heavy all the time

and tired

like i don't wanna do anything

but i have to keep pushing myself bc i can't just ditch all the responsibilities in my life and go take a freaking nap

i have to be fine bc i need to be fine bc if i'm not fine then i can't do anything

and i can't just do nothing

and i'm so freaking done with school i just wanna graduate already

and i just want a hug

like not just a regular hug

like a long hug

a hug i can cry in

bc that's all i want to do rn tbh

and now i'm going to go to mutual

cuz maybe that'll make me feel better

anyways yeah

hugs would be nice

 

Ohhh, Echo, no . . .

*biggest, biggest hugs*

[Existential]

1 hour ago, echo74 said:

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you guys i am on the verge

the freaking verge

it feels like everything in my life is going wrong 

and i can't freaking do this anymore

i'm so freaking tired.

i haven't been sleeping very well

i've been burning the candle at both ends just to stay caught up in school

i have a few online classes that i procrastinated til now and now i have to get three months of work in those classes done by the end of the week

plus all my irl school

plus scripture study

plus sleep

plus i'm in another musical (not counting the one i already did this year) and i actually have a part but i lost my script and off-book is march 31st

plus senior thesis

plus keeping up with social stuff

plus church

plus mutual

plus choir

plus voice lessons

plus family stuff

plus friend drama

plus everything

 

and then on top of that i just feel this isolating loneliness that follows me wherever i go

i just feel so heavy all the time

and tired

like i don't wanna do anything

but i have to keep pushing myself bc i can't just ditch all the responsibilities in my life and go take a freaking nap

i have to be fine bc i need to be fine bc if i'm not fine then i can't do anything

and i can't just do nothing

and i'm so freaking done with school i just wanna graduate already

and i just want a hug

like not just a regular hug

like a long hug

a hug i can cry in

bc that's all i want to do rn tbh

and now i'm going to go to mutual

cuz maybe that'll make me feel better

anyways yeah

hugs would be nice

 

*biiig hugs*

I get you. Burning that much… it’s hard. It’s so hard not to just give up. Cut out your need vs your want, cause yourself issues, and listening to everyone else’s. My advice, when you finish it all, take time to yourself. To spend with those you care about. Do the things that make you happy, the things you wanna do. Take a break. It gets better

[Bird Furious she/her/un/important]

1 hour ago, echo74 said:

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you guys i am on the verge

the freaking verge

it feels like everything in my life is going wrong 

and i can't freaking do this anymore

i'm so freaking tired.

i haven't been sleeping very well

i've been burning the candle at both ends just to stay caught up in school

i have a few online classes that i procrastinated til now and now i have to get three months of work in those classes done by the end of the week

plus all my irl school

plus scripture study

plus sleep

plus i'm in another musical (not counting the one i already did this year) and i actually have a part but i lost my script and off-book is march 31st

plus senior thesis

plus keeping up with social stuff

plus church

plus mutual

plus choir

plus voice lessons

plus family stuff

plus friend drama

plus everything

 

and then on top of that i just feel this isolating loneliness that follows me wherever i go

i just feel so heavy all the time

and tired

like i don't wanna do anything

but i have to keep pushing myself bc i can't just ditch all the responsibilities in my life and go take a freaking nap

i have to be fine bc i need to be fine bc if i'm not fine then i can't do anything

and i can't just do nothing

and i'm so freaking done with school i just wanna graduate already

and i just want a hug

like not just a regular hug

like a long hug

a hug i can cry in

bc that's all i want to do rn tbh

and now i'm going to go to mutual

cuz maybe that'll make me feel better

anyways yeah

hugs would be nice

 

Dang...

I'm really sorry. I hate how life makes everything seem more important than anything else but we have to juggle three or four at least

*hugs*

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

2 hours ago, echo74 said:

rant

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you guys i am on the verge

the freaking verge

it feels like everything in my life is going wrong 

and i can't freaking do this anymore

i'm so freaking tired.

i haven't been sleeping very well

i've been burning the candle at both ends just to stay caught up in school

i have a few online classes that i procrastinated til now and now i have to get three months of work in those classes done by the end of the week

plus all my irl school

plus scripture study

plus sleep

plus i'm in another musical (not counting the one i already did this year) and i actually have a part but i lost my script and off-book is march 31st

plus senior thesis

plus keeping up with social stuff

plus church

plus mutual

plus choir

plus voice lessons

plus family stuff

plus friend drama

plus everything

 

and then on top of that i just feel this isolating loneliness that follows me wherever i go

i just feel so heavy all the time

and tired

like i don't wanna do anything

but i have to keep pushing myself bc i can't just ditch all the responsibilities in my life and go take a freaking nap

i have to be fine bc i need to be fine bc if i'm not fine then i can't do anything

and i can't just do nothing

and i'm so freaking done with school i just wanna graduate already

and i just want a hug

like not just a regular hug

like a long hug

a hug i can cry in

bc that's all i want to do rn tbh

and now i'm going to go to mutual

cuz maybe that'll make me feel better

anyways yeah

hugs would be nice

 

*HUGS*

[+Slowswift]

7 hours ago, echo74 said:

rant

  Reveal hidden contents

you guys i am on the verge

the freaking verge

it feels like everything in my life is going wrong 

and i can't freaking do this anymore

i'm so freaking tired.

i haven't been sleeping very well

i've been burning the candle at both ends just to stay caught up in school

i have a few online classes that i procrastinated til now and now i have to get three months of work in those classes done by the end of the week

plus all my irl school

plus scripture study

plus sleep

plus i'm in another musical (not counting the one i already did this year) and i actually have a part but i lost my script and off-book is march 31st

plus senior thesis

plus keeping up with social stuff

plus church

plus mutual

plus choir

plus voice lessons

plus family stuff

plus friend drama

plus everything

 

and then on top of that i just feel this isolating loneliness that follows me wherever i go

i just feel so heavy all the time

and tired

like i don't wanna do anything

but i have to keep pushing myself bc i can't just ditch all the responsibilities in my life and go take a freaking nap

i have to be fine bc i need to be fine bc if i'm not fine then i can't do anything

and i can't just do nothing

and i'm so freaking done with school i just wanna graduate already

and i just want a hug

like not just a regular hug

like a long hug

a hug i can cry in

bc that's all i want to do rn tbh

and now i'm going to go to mutual

cuz maybe that'll make me feel better

anyways yeah

hugs would be nice

 

*hugs*