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2026/05/29 - An Idiot's Thoughts

Uhh... stuff about gender. If you don't agree with me then... idk. Yeah.   False Dichotomy We have taught ourselves that To be human is to fit into the binary— Moreso to be constrained within that box. But this is a false dichotomy— An unnecessary binary—who gives a storm if You want to wear suits or skirts—or both, or neither? Ehy do they assign is to one— Something we have no choice in—[illegible word] And reluctantly follow along with all

Usseewa

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I Don't Know...

Oh, sigh. My life is a sigh, a sigh extending until no breath is left. A constant sigh. Disappointment, sadness, exhaustion. I lose breath constantly, and lose more perhaps sometimes—breath I can never regain. I am tired, having slept but a mere 9 hours. I am tired, despite having slept longer than the previous days. I am tired, sad, uncomfortable, and I do not know what to say but I must say something. I cannot waste precious breath that could be used for words. I am confused, I am up

Usseewa

Usseewa in Ramblings

Rantings

I find it horribly ironic and honestly kinda fascinating just how far my voice has shifted from what it was when I originally joined Like, initially I was chaotic and childish and kinda stupid. That was for a variety of reasons, but that tone is just…not here anymore? I want to present like that. To yap and be energetic. It’s fun, and I assume that’s what people relate with me. For some reason tho, I just can’t Sorry if you miss that person. Honestly, I don’t know if she’s co

Rynturning_Light

Rynturning_Light in Random

Dear rich people.

Hello millionaires and billionaires, stay the storm out of the American political system please. And if you are going to fund groups then please think abt what your funding, and  I’m not talking abt the political aspect of it while I do hate the things that many billionaires *cough the Walton’s cough* are funding I’m aware that both sides of the political spectrum need to receive funding I’m just pissed that yall don’t understand that on the dems side at least cali does not need more funding you

Tainted River

Topics:gender If you do not feel comfortable with any of the topic(s) listed above, read no further. I will not spoiler the text in this blog to accommodate for you. This is your only warning.   Unfortunately we don't ever get to be pure, you know. Because there are people out there who influence us and who guide us.    What does it mean to be trans?   The definition is easy enough to find: Someone who's gender identity does not align with that assigned at birt

Aeoryi

Aeoryi in Entries

On Not Knowing (What I Want)

Sometimes, as now (I think), I don't know what I want. Sometimes I'm overwhelmed or get so and then I can no longer decide what I want, even if I could recently. Or perhaps it's more subtle and build-up than that but I have no clue! I am rethinking my whole identity and everything I wanted or thought I did. I decided on growing my hair out but didn't quite know. Now I think it looks good how it is—not long but not really short. Would it look good long/er? Should I keep it as-is or whereabou

Usseewa

Usseewa in Ramblings

2026/05/26 - Stupid stupid stupid...

To Learn I must learn, through life. "If it's easy am I doing it right?" Does it matter?   Nature We were mot meant for classification—nothing was. It doesn't just fit into neat little boxes or boxes within boxes, some walled off and others connected with tunnels and red yarn.   Confidence I now see— what they say. I can believe— in myself—my voice, my body, my mind. I can appreciate— and, finally, lov

Usseewa

Usseewa in Main

Fire

I love how it dances. It is unrestrained, it does whatever it wants. It lights up the world, the glows so many beautiful hues. It is not matter, but it is close to being alive. It dances from here to there, bringing destruction in it's wake. For many it is terror, but even that is beauty. For all the pain it causes, we harnessed it for warmth. It is the air we breath, and what we make out of it. It breaths like we do, it eats like we do. Who is to say

Beauty in the Mundane

Do you ever see beauty in something mundane, random, or plain awful? There was an artwork once from someone young that I saw and I love it even though it would perhaps be considered poor in the general sense. I've heard of - and experienced - something similar. I doodle here and there. Well, they are considered doodles by most, I'd say. They aren't too good, and when I redraw it later in more detail or a bit of a larger scale etc., then I see what others likely do. Until then, however, a sm

2026/05/23 - Heartombed

Love? I wish I could spend every day with her. If only I had not returned. If only I had not left. Each day of those few were the best of my life— and the start of a new one.   Each day I sought her, Sat sown, talked. Just sitting by her, Was more than I could ask for. Doing anything, with her, no matter how boring, was what made the days, something I wanted. Each second I smiled. Did I love

Usseewa

Usseewa in Main

2026/05/21 - Day 2

From the Insanity Book / Deathnote   Hangin' wit' da Girls Finally, I feel more alive than I ever have. More connected to reality, to these other living being. I feel like one of them, though my body still needs fixin'.   Social Stuntin' I do it so they laugh—always have. I feel like I gotta vomit—but it's aight. I meed to fit in, stand out, be one, a human, just a girl.   i wrote so much and so little.. - Lily

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1995; or, Lead Eyelids

uhmmmdnn very tried trigjr now... tried to pres the newline return key thrice brfore thfoirjt time it elrked ineed slepeo but csnt go to bed uet my eyes are dropoing like they did earijer toddy i close them and think just one second and rhen so relieving and its hard to open them agsin. i understand. i feeel oke my eyelids srr very vmhesvy snbthey are eightingbon nen sndi and fona fsll ssleepep ammybe. i know im eritnngincoherenellble but i tried reading the mhrhkd syiso
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