I find it horribly ironic and honestly kinda fascinating just how far my voice has shifted from what it was when I originally joined

Like, initially I was chaotic and childish and kinda stupid. That was for a variety of reasons, but that tone is just…not here anymore?

I want to present like that. To yap and be energetic. It’s fun, and I assume that’s what people relate with me.

For some reason tho, I just can’t

Sorry if you miss that person. Honestly, I don’t know if she’s coming back

(this is stupid and angsty, I know. I just needed to say it)