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Today I woke up at noon and ate two meals (which is good) and did some stuff and overall had a pretty good day. I did a bunch of stuff downstairs instead of hiding in my room and it felt better. Maybe not perfect, but it felt much much better. A little bit less bleak.
And I wonder, is this normal enough? Is this what it was like before?
I need more plans of things to do to look forwards to, I think. Tomorrow is an appoint
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topics:suicidal-ideation
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Fate has a funny way of catching up to us.
But perhaps I've evaded it more than enough times. There's a calling to the world you experience naturally, one that makes you stay, makes you think. For some people this is goals. For others it may be their legacy.
I am very much a person who cares about legacy. I want to leave a lasting impress
topics:suicidal ideation,self-harm
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There's a duty of care that I feel like I must maintain, that is my calling to life. There are a few facets to this:
1. There is a duty to protect others from preventable harm, to a reasonable degree;
2. There is a duty to ensure respect to spaces I occupy;
3. There is a duty to listen to others, and avoid doing harm to others;
These are very
Topics:gender
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Unfortunately we don't ever get to be pure, you know. Because there are people out there who influence us and who guide us.
What does it mean to be trans?
The definition is easy enough to find: Someone who's gender identity does not align with that assigned at birt