Usseewa
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widow
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yarrow
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Telemetrical
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Avant-garde
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omg like cute canine teeth? (covered in blood ofc) and then hold up my hands and fingers in claw shape and hiss at people like this except longer sharper vampire teeth
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hah.. i never smile ... okay that's a lie i smile sometimes and more also lately but yeah i guess but like irl be unnatural and look weird like speaking to other people? thanks for tip tho
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voice training or singing? I've... basically sung my whole life (what matters of it anyway) (tho just the standard cringy singing that everyone does) plus how does that even help I'd rather continue meowing instead actually i meow *and* sing separately
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well.. I guess
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OMGGGGGGGGGGG yesyesyes i think I might've related to him a lot but i forget but yeah his whole problem is basically mine and it kinda sucks..
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Revamp
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hehe i love singing tho my voice sounds like crap so I don't do it often (like, when around people, I don't wanna irritate them...)
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oh sorry, I didn't see this yeah I've read WaT motnhs back. But I forgor what you mean
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... that sounds like something I'd say when confused and tired or something ... o-okay
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sigh how start tho also why'd u ignore my question sob is it cringey?
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People who memorise digits of π
Usseewa replied to KaladinsSenseOfHumourSpren's topic in Social Groups, Clans, & Guilds
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what's a good place to start also what do u think of my new pfp uwu
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kind of
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them finding out or, consequences
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i mean if you mean steps to transition, I've... ...got new clothes, now I only wear new, more fem clothes (tho currently I'm wearing a hoodie but it's more androgynous). This includes skirts and tights/thigh-high socks, as well as crop tops (i stormin love crop tops omg. and have basically my whole life hehe... tho never wore until transition). ... I'm basically out to everyone at this point, including in public. ...using new name and pronouns. ...new shoes even. and jewelry (tho i haven't worn as much lately cuz sometimes it's a hassle... Same with skirts cuz they're not the easiest to spend the day in, even if they're super cute and I love them) ...tried makeup once, it was nice. ...paint my nails often, i love it ...tried on fem/tucking-kinda underwear, but didn't fit quite well. Also... I still wear my old underwear and i sometimes hate it, but i also HATE shopping for men's underwear, like it gave me dysphoria last time I tried. And I don't really know how women's underwear works. ...tried to get HRT once. failed. gotta try again sometime, but not sure if they'll want me to have wanted HRT for six months (I'm only at like 3 or so rn) ...talked with a gender therapist. still meeting with them. idk what this has done but probably good i guess? ...i kinda wanna try on a bra or something like that, but like if i do it in public people will notice and it'll be weird so... ...tried voice training exercises. Like, once. After watching a bunch of YouTube videos. it's so hard though and i didn't really get it... How's yours going? are you, like, making noticeable progress? cuz idk I'll undoubtedly struggle with it but also want to at least get a start so in like a year or two years or however long it takes, I'll actually have something going for me instead of waiting a year to start when i could've already had progress by then, if that makes sense. idk, how do i determine if I want hrt? and if i do, how do i verbalize stuff? stuff that i might not even be able to form thoughts for to myself. idk . should i just wait a few months? i don't really want to but probably can if necessary.
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oh oop— I would have more but I wasn't active much in March or this month i mean for some of it but yeah kinda anyway yeah it's cuz i post a lot, i guess i was super active the first few months (cuz i was super lonely irl/otherwise coughcough) also I'm not sayin' my age uwu but people've thought I'm anywhere from like 13 or 14 to like 22
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btw i wasn't really looking at Heya :3 for any reason
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hmm okay well life is a mixture of misery, yearning, and fun
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is that sarcastic or smth? they actually do in some ways, and it depends how you see it ig
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but i gotta prove it to the doctors.. i gotta learn to speak to them Yeah, ik, but...idk Yeah.. you seem to be bringing this point up can you give me some advice on next steps or something? like... should i try writing out my thoughts again.. shudder shudder..? (in like a document or journal or something)
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yeah well... that's life. life is hardship. that's growing up for ya, kid.
