Usseewa
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I do remember the nightmare from last night
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I agree with Aeo. You don't have to write a novel tho. You could do short stories. Though a "novel" would be fine too. Idk.
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CW/TW: Self-harm, depression, possible interpretation as suicide/suicidal ideation, dissociation I think. Spoilered for the above CW/TW's. Also note that it might be a bit long. Sorry if it gets repetitive or whatever. I'm still posting my writing... and I'm trying to improve with my newer stuff. Note that the next entries will be posted one-per-day in the following days. I also took a bit of a break from writing... so there'll be less than you may think. If you feel I shouldn't have posted this or other depressing stuff, let me know, I guess. - Lily
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SH
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"huh" "I... I don't know.." *her brain implodes into a black hole, causing Star's to do the same*
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The Longest Thread https://www.17thshard.com/forums/topic/68760-the-longest-thread-misadventures/ It's like an RP or something idk, but has been going on for a while and is literally the longest thread on the site These are totally tubular lol btw I added Star's Law and CG0Z's Law, is there any I missed? Looks like Coder's Proposition hasn't been fully accepted yet? What about Ink's proposed Law? Ink's: "Can I propose a law that no one ever understands what's happening, and if anyone begins to, Star immediately dies?" Coder's: "Yeah Physics kinda just... doesn't here. Tbh rules are kinda just arbitrary you can chose not to follow them, and that also applies to physics now, we decided" Sorry lol I can't keep up with this thread but I love it That's kinda sweet lol I agree
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What's an @Usseewa? What's a me?
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yeah, that's a good idea.. I'm talking to a crisis hotline again edit: update, I'm feeling much better, for now. I think it helped to talk about stuff. I'll try to.. stay strong until I can meet with my therapist. But yeah.
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yeah ... that could be something I'm feeling
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thanks.. I know it can be hard to give advice sometimes. CW/TW SH, suicide
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I feel like crying right now I feel overstimulated even though there's no one around The Shard takes 10-20 seconds to load each page. I have work to do. My stomach is somewhat hungry (I skipped lunch...) and I know it's probably making it harder. I just feel so depressed it's probably obvious to others. I don't want to talk to anyone but I also do. I think I'm afraid of what will happen I guess. Also my therapist cancelled so the next session is later than it was going to be. I don't want to use a hotline because last time it was over an hour and I don't have much time to spare. Sooner or later people are gonna notice and ssk if I'm okay or something and bring attention to me that I don't want, and it's hard for me to lie and keep shrugging it off or giving lame answers. Too much to take into account when I'm making up the answers. I started a new med, so I guess that's supposed to make me feel better. I'm already depressed, so it's fine if I say something about being depressed. I can't talk about self-harm, because no one knows. I also won't be able to lie if somehow the topic of lunch comes up. I can say I forgot, which is pretty believable, but still. Also.. (SH I guess)
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i mean not the cheating part.. probably not. i'd just end up hating myself a lot and being miserable.. actually it kinda did happen (not the cheating), where I was so stuck on a test and thought i was gonna do poorly. ended up getting a 98 somehow. but I was miserable that day.
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ado... that's some story. I could see that happening to me.
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why text file can you paste it instead
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i don't really feel like eating i ate some earlier i still eat each day, 3 meals, just not usually big enough but yeah ... did i not post this? huh..
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Ohhh I thought there was writing too or something *facepalm*
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I like your banner/cover photo, did you draw it?
Is it Kaladin and a chasmfiend or smth?
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Thank you! I did draw it, though it's a somewhat older drawing.
As for what it is...
*slightly amused sigh* I get that a lot.
So that would be the Obsidian Nightmare, it's something I made up, but had to design in less than 10 minutes, so the older drawings of it look a lot more like chasmfiend.
The person is also one of my own characters, who I've accidentally made way more similar to Kaladin than I intended.
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With g(x) = x^3 - 5(x^2) + 8, concatenation sum of g(x) from x = -1 to x = 1 Lol -
Idk at this point. maybe the new antidepressant is doing it's job i just wanna realax and playe celeste but now I'm feeling so dizzy and somewhat nauseous....
