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23 skidoo bye! cya l8r!

7*3, yippee!

"@Through The Living Star you died another time when me and Coder killed you because of something to do with ai" — @GG0z

i ask myself that same question

Huh, yeah they do I'm not into sports but I'm sure there's some people here who like baseball lol I love making connections like this. I related Seons to those glowing floating things in Dune (I watched the new movies) And then... something else I forget, too

Not sure if this is an ND thing or anxiety or regular or if it even matters but: Anyone else have a fear or being wrong, and a desire to know everything before speaking? For me this manifests in a few ways. Like, when I'm texting someone or talking online and cite a fact (even something very simply) or use a word I don't oft use, or something, I always look it up first to make sure I'm correct or using it correctly. When writing research papers, sometimes it's really hard to start cuz I feel like I gotta know everything in order to write about it, cuz what if I'm wrong or miss something etc.! In class, sometimes I don't raise my hand cuz I feel literally awful when I give a wrong answer. Like my face gets hot and I hunch down and aggressively scribble in my notes or write a word or something over and over and berate myself and hate myself cuz "why didn't I see that" or "I knew I was wrong" or "why would I even say that, it's so stupid!" I both dread and somewhat appreciate when instructors say something like "yeah, that's part of it..." or "well, ...." or something that is basically a polite way of saying "nope." I feel a pang in things that give you instant feedback (like, say, Duolingo or whatever) when I get it wrong, and I just feel relieved when I get it right. I hate being mocked, even when that isn't the intention and I just see it that way in my twisted mind. I hate saying something and then waiting for someone to reply, all the while I'm trying to guess their response/reaction from their face or sounds. Then what's also bad is when I say my guess too early and it's wrong or partially right or whatever. But I absolutely feel like crem when I'm mocked/ridiculed/jested at/someone laughs me off/misinterprets me due to their own human ignorance and DOESN'T EVEN LET ME TALK to explain myself better. But anyway, all of this hinders me, I think. I don't always trust myself. Maybe that's just when I'm uncertain. But even when I'm certain, sometimes I question/doubt and recheck. Because I've had it happen where I was sure, but ended up having completely missed something and been wrong and felt like a fool. I don't want to be seen as a fool, or be one. I vaguely remember this time a while back in school when the instructor randomly called on me when I don't think I had an answer ready, and I was stormin embarrassed and stuff. I live in fear of saying the wrong thing. I say something, then beat myself up analyzing each word (I know that's a common experience for some, it seems). I spiral and break down worrying about how what I said will be interpreted, or if I just said the wrong thing. Was I too informal? Too stupid? Too cliche? Was that word the wrong one? Do I actually feel the way I said? Oh Veil, I forgot to say something... Storms, did I mess up? Too late to fix? Etc. etc. It's not with every message/post/text, but it is with a good amount of them and it kinda sucks. Sometimes I don't speak, in class or to others. I'm sure many of you know the feeling of having an answer in mind, but holding it in, then someone else says it and is correct and gets the praise. I think I live off of praise, tbh... So, in my view it's better to say something and endure the pain of being foolish than to miss your opportunity. Or, if you don't think about it, is better or good. Yeah...

like part of it is with stuff like RPs big stuff communities where everyone knows everyone and everything and fits right in and is natural and stuff idk

OMG SAME i never realized it really but same (Fear Of Joining In?)

don't give in to the FOMO

love it xD i was gone for a week so I missed pretty much all of it

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OMG THAT SOUNDS SO FUN AND AMAZING LEMME DO IT TOOOO SH I went to a restaurant and ate the lemon slice

Who? How?

lol sorry

3 in binary, then take that as base10

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