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Usseewa

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  1. i always look away i don't think I've ever seen a needle enter my body, and I don't wish to. i struggle both during and after. i feel weird after. i don't remember exactly since most of today i haven't been able to rhink properly/as much (it happens) but yeah. i got an anti-androgen med, yes.
  2. IT DEPENDS WHEN/HOW I SEE IT actually i think it always unsettles me, except for random minor stuff I guess but cuts and blood draws it's not always the blood itself but what it implies and what it is
  3. oops. i got it drawn again after that (way less tho) and it bruised too. i hate it so much. i was barely breathing during it, or was doing shallow. I think I could see fine, though. But what was also bad is when I closed my eyes during the draw to try and handle it, I got very distressing images so I had to open them and of course I also saw the vials of blood afterwards and oh god.... It's just scary for some people, i guess? Like Tess and Lily. why
  4. Yeah, 'tis cool. gulp, yeah. i got bloodwork (not related to HRT, though) a bit ago and it gave me something (anxiety attack, anxiety, panic attack, idk what it's called). It also bruised badly... uhhhhhh check and check. cool
  5. quality french accent and pronunciation

    there's something about french that is pleasing to my ears

    1. Verdance

      Verdance

      Je crains de devoir révoquer votre licence française.

    2. Shatter

      Shatter

      I wish to share the Québécois accent with you.

      (Technically, it's 17th-century French. It's more French than French.)

    3. Usseewa

      Usseewa

      non, non!

  6. do i overuse hyphens or

    does everyone else just

    not use them enough?

    1. Show previous comments  2 more
    2. Verdance

      Verdance

      I love hyphens 

      ITS SPIDER HYPHEN MAN

      Voice is getting raspy easier, hahahaha

    3. Factor

      Factor

      *blinks at you both*

      I am not good at understanding, as a rule.

      Ooh, the typey thing!

      ‘tis chicken

      tis is among my favorite words

      I use it in normal conversation…

    4. Through the Living Wrath

      Through the Living Wrath

      I’m paranoid because of hyphens

       

      i rly like em

      but AI uses them more and more

      same with semicolons 

  7. Usseewa

    Green

    oh wait did you mean you are recording your own? i meant, like, making a spotify playlist just with metal songs i like
  8. haha they upped the dosage i dont share pictures even of the sky even though i want to because Rainbolt
  9. see my doublepostmerger also i think my meds have been inceeasing some of my adhd symptoms
  10. Usseewa

    Green

    why weren't the others lol yes i saw also i dont want a metal album because ill make my own if and when i want to but thanks for the offer and id love some songs
  11. audhd tbh i dont know anything about anything ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ audhd adhd + autism not always knowing the meaning of something etc.
  12. Usseewa

    Green

    WHY this is how it goes watching it unfold letting my [inaudible] ... this is what you chose I can't let him go ... in my house the quiet is so loud i can never hear a single [inaudible] ... uhhhhh yah that was lyrics except the "WHY" i still can't think also did u read all 3 of my blog posts :3
  13. Usseewa

    Green

    why
  14. There is a specific usage of the word "cute" that angers me for its being patronizing. It is/was used by this one person in particular- I forget if it was to me or not. Essentially, they would use "cute" to take away authority from something. "Oh, that's cute. So cute that you'd think you could ..." or something. Idk what else to explain about it.

    1. Verdance

      Verdance

      Literally the best i can hope for is to be called cute

      anything above that isnt possible

      oh wait 

      yeah i hate it when people call me cute actually 

    2. Usseewa

      Usseewa

      I mean I can love being called cute if they mean it in an adorbs way, like cute clothes or me looking pretty 🩷

      but if they mean it to patronize or mock me or say I'm a child then they can go to braize

  15. Good point, yeah true lol i was thinking of intestines and stuff but yeah organs are included too ig
  16. cool, witty is good... when done right. There's a specific type of "witty" that makes me cringe and want to vomit, and seriously negitvely impacts my opinion of whatever it is (book, movie, etc.) You saying doomslug makes me... jealous, or sad, or both. I won't explain why :3 O M G yessss. I think I definitely do that (trying to have things in common), or at least used to or do differently idk. But like I do things that "everyone does," *sometimes,* other times I just learn about it. But, like 6 7 is kinda a thing you can just do with nearly everyone these days, not just kids/teens/young-adults. Then there's just references/pop-culture, and popular memes and such. It's like... an asset/library pack, or arsenal, or whatever you wanna call it. A bunch of references most/many people understand that you can use to communicate and relate and share a laugh. I actually put off watching K-Pop Demon Hunters until, like, last week. It was actually really good lol, but I didn't watch it even though I knew about it probably pretty early, and knew it was "the thing." So it depends. I've watched all of MLP, just not in a while. But, things like Gravity Falls? I watched it maybe a year ago and I didn't know everyone knew about it. I haven't seen Digital Circus yet, but that's something everyone seems to know, too. It's funny, the things that become popular. It's not all these hollywood/MCU stuff, lol. If ya know what I mean. As for classics... I've known about many for a while, but mostly by name or maybe a little about them. I've never read any, but have some now. Mostly philosophy though lol. Though I do have an Oscar Wilde one, which is probably a "regular" classic.
  17. you know, kidneys and eyes and lungs and stuff. ... btw I'm "speaking" from beyond the grave, though it's not really speaking, it's more... A VOICE IN YOUR HEAD
  18. ive been interested in reading non-cosmere sanderson, like skyward or rithmatist or whatever. mmmmm lieeeess i will say that my age is... something eh, I mainly meant like what's your interest(s), since that might become what you major in. fair, sometimes it's hard to word. i got a crapton of books yesterday and today and im gonna read them hopefully im excited and not at the same time most are old as the stars meaning from the 1800/1900s classics i also got this newer (i didn't check the year) book which is basically a bunch of poems by this girl/woman about a breakup or something and how much she misses him and stuff and it's kinda sad idk but i already read a bunch of them
  19. *skin melts, as does flesh and bones, leaving just blood, bile, entrails, and other organs to fall on the ground with a squelch*
  20. Well, so is this text. Lots of "black" in UI design is just dark grey. It'd be accepted by Lego Batman, tho, for being very very very dark grey.
  21. ""I see how it is" — @Through the Living Shadow" — @Usseewa, last words
  22. "Stop him before he saves everyone!" — @Through the Living Shadow
  23. hELLO FACtor! good, me too. I was worried it'd be red for some people. do you read outside of cosmere and what are you interested in pursuing in college, if you go to college, or if you're already there. Feel free to not answer. And do you write poetry maybe should go in your AMA but I'm too lazy and plus others can answer too
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