Usseewa
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I also wanna ask... you said earlier you weren't a girl? Are you comfortable sharing anything? Like has something changed, cuz I thought you said earlier you were. Feel free to ignore that if you aren't comfortable sharing. So.. it's kind of a relief, because I don't have to worry much. Now that I'm out to pretty much everyone (you can basically treat that as everyone), it's just.. easier. Like I can just say "Hi, my name is Lily" or something, or have people use the right name and pronouns, and I don't have to worry about some people knowing and some not. It's good. Yah tru Also I kinda never really thought it was okay for me to be LGBTQ+ or try out new pronouns, not like I do now. Even tho I was basically an ally. Idk.
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Yeah I kinda don't have the time either, but I kinda really want one. if only to be around people a bit more.. and do something
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Welcome, welcome! Welcome! Also, @Through The Living Grub, the pronoun field is meant to be taken seriously, so you may want to change yours
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It's... maybe a good thing? I mean technically I was always a girl but didn't realize it lol, and didn't like really feel it or know it, yk? Yeah so also lately I've been realizing I never actually thought of myself as a male, though not necessarily as a female either? Also it's not like I was like "I don't think of myself as male. Omg, that means I'm trans UwU!!" I also didn't know much about trans or didn't think about it or idk But basically I think of my old name and pronouns and the image (if there is one) or feeling associated with them is.. weird. Not me. I can explain more if u want.. but I'm stormin' hungry rn so i'ma eaatttt edit cuz I thought of smth else: I've also, like, always/for a while/on several occasions wanted to be seen as or .. be .. a girl, but I always either thought that was a bad thing or didn't think it meant anything. Yeah. 'Specially online.. but I never fully committed. I usually didn't tell anyone my gender or pronouns. I also.. kinda tried to make people think I was a girl or girly without, like, saying it, yk? Like sometimes I used ":3" and "UwU" and other stuff a bunch and yeah and this one time a while back I actually said I was a girl but then backed out hehe... because, like, just cuz I wanted to be one (I'm realizing I literally did, actually), didn't mean I was or thought I could be, and I thought I'd be decieving them, or that it just wasn't a thing I could do, idk. But I'm realizing I wanted to be a girl years ago... sigh edit2: also my favorite color has been purple for who-knows-how-long and I've always basically made it a point to tell people (mainly when they ask) and also to use purple lol. And pink. because I was well aware that people often associate those colors (or, at least pink) with femininity and stuff.. so yah. Basically I gave out hints (almost without fully realizing it) without actually saying anything, and then I wasn't... <word> enough to actually say "I'm a girl" cuz, like, I thought I wasn't. As I mentioned, I didn't know much about trans stuff. I knew some basics (especially later on), but never considered, like, that that could be/was me. I mean.. yeah. I guess it's somewhat obvious in retrospect, but such is the way of things. edit: I just kinda wish I'd actually been... brave? enough and, like, used she/her pronouns and stuff way earlier, cuz, like, I wanted to.
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oh almighty something so interesting: basically I don't identify with "my old" gender or name, to the point where saying "my old" doesn't even feel accurate. like I guess it feels like an "old me" but a very different "me," you know? Like not actually me. Like I guess this brain and body used to be that... apparition..., but I'm a different person from it. Idk yeah. Edit: Like I guess it doesn't feel like I was ever that person now. Edit2: Im hungry..
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ah... more like exposes them to good stuff so they actually like like i'd think that'd be good
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how so?
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might be fun, hmm..
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haha ive never had a job haha
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use lotion
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hmm yeah i only like them with long and painted nails otherwise they're just hands who needs 'em im scared
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yeah what's a lily u mean in the mirror?
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Me
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hehheheheheh yumyumyummy i love dark oopsies hehe
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ah yes
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is that the one u mentioned? i actually might wanna read it hehe uwu
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just finished reading wait a sec oreo is dead?
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oh i see yah it was very nice
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yeah they're actually yummyyummmmmmyyyy too just like raisins
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yah i figured lol ADHHDDDDDDDD GO BRRRRR why the ...? yah it was tho! who else likes getting fries just cuz?
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someone (prolly verde) gave me like 20 notifs cuz they repped a bunch
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all the repping? oh also guys guess what i just had a really cool experience so i went into the women's bathroom and there were two women there that I already knew somewhat and we talked as i washed my hands hehe
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Yeah, true.. Ah good pls tho I don't wanna be left out
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tyty i was gonna make it suicidal by accident but stopped myself
