Usseewa
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.... is that you?
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i didn't notice sadknees
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(read my edits btw) it's cuz I'm a looossrrrrr
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Hehe basically my punishment was double yours wait wanna see one of the things I wrote?
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pov my pms are off
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but pls have me help pls i rlly want to
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ah ok great sorry i ended up being super tired in class and writing two questionable poems but don't worry I think they're better than usual :3 I'll try to write some happier ones
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*shudder* men hehe I'm so tired I'm basically falling asleep but i have class so i can't edit: not basically, pretty much literally yes what kancis said
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Haha that'd be hilarious omg best christmas movie everrtr
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okay actually so I might not be able to help today cuz I forgot it's Thursday and I have lots of stuff so... maybe tonight or tomorrow or over weekend or whatever i apologize
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dieharddddd im a lesbian
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... but
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yeah.. it's making it kinda painful/hard to stare at my laptop screen reading some boring thing about who-knows-what Ha ha quite the opposite I'm a huncher I look down when walking or doing anything i hide
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oh yay that's great!
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I'm fine also doing work in-between classes sigh oooh!
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my neck is sore lol
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hehe
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Yeah ty I think you're right about noticing vs starting.. Yeah I will, thanks
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ok I'm gotta go but I'll quickly say yes I'm struggling eith trans enough i think and uhh yeah
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Well, the people who'd be giving me HRT want me to be clear and certain and stuff. And now idk if I am. Like I think the main thing I want is the mental/mood changes that will hopefully happen. Like is that valid? I mean for the physical changes I want all of them too, but I guess I don't feel like I want them as much as mental stuff. Maybe I'm just depressed (cough i kinda am but I digress) and want smth to help me (dw). But like I guess the main physical change I want is breast growth, but even then I'm... like it'd probably be nice to have that but - aside from taking a long time - idk... It'd be nice when I wear shirts I think (with no hoodie/jacket, or open-fronted. Cuz certain clothes just look weird without... yk. And like with the whole fat distribution thing, I'm not against it and it'd be good but idk it's like a bonus not the main thing? Like for me the main stuff are probably mental and breasts, then the rest is stuff that I'd also love, but are more extra? idk wtvr — yay congrats! Does it feel different right away? edit: also, I've kinda always had trouble expressing (or knowing) what I think and feel.. so yeah
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So... I'm probably gonna be waiting a few months for HRT... because I guess I'm still not sure about everything. So, yeah edit: and I'm kinda just resigned to it, idk. But I'm just doubting if I actually want or need HRT, yk?
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NO IT'S SO EARRRLLYYYYYYYYY FOR YOU idk lol also
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How do you mean? It was basically what was playing as I wrote that, and it's a nice lyric UwUcuziminsaneUwU Ya sure... i tried... at least to feminize it.. (voice training) but... it's hard
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ya i kinda get that (Holland) Maybe cuz u want them to care abt u and stuff ya knives suck TW SH ig And I sound like a loon, But don't you feel it too. yah im always quiet and i hate it. People have to ask me to repeat myself, they move their heads closer, etc. etc. and I hate it I hate it and it's been going on forever but I hate it but I can't do much abt it.
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i rarely if ever scream i dont think ever not recently hehe hehe im also a stupididiotnobodyloser so yah yeah the ending for TMBTE is funny actually in that screenie the shuffle button was disabled but yes, I usually do listen on shuffle. i got triggered by SO MUCH way back in decemebr or whenever that was i was pretty bad then ive brought this up a few times but yeah like everyday objects like TW SH kinda and so i kinda, like, moved them around on my desk so they were out of view. hehe. basically every day i was having intrusive thoughts and they kinda sucked and i couldnt rlly get rid of em
