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  1. Love? I wish I could spend every day with her. If only I had not returned. If only I had not left. Each day of those few were the best of my life— and the start of a new one. Each day I sought her, Sat sown, talked. Just sitting by her, Was more than I could ask for. Doing anything, with her, no matter how boring, was what made the days, something I wanted. Each second I smiled. Did I love her, did she me? Now I'll never know. - Lily
  2. Hey, it's alright! It can be hard Congrats on the shaving!
  3. oh,nyiure welckmeN! ♥
  4. aight ima hop off in falling asleep..
  5. i have group irl but yeah i have it and yeah its prety good kinda yeah. for me its more myself idk. i mean with others yes but not as much since i dont hang out with people that much yk?
  6. HHahhahwhwhwhwh OMG OMG OMG OMGMGKTKRKRKRKEKEIIEODOCO yes i dont honestly like being known as smart, even by myself i feel miserable awful each mistake i feel like an embarassment a moron why did i say that why did i get it wrong i shouldve just shut the storms up and not said anything and then THEY eoxxPECT ME TO KNWP THINGS OR explain their MATH HomeWORK
  7. 2107, the year I'll die.

    haha, you wish. it's much sooner. much sooner than you think. good night, better enjoy it. it could be your last.

    1. Verdance

      Verdance

      I plan on dying no earlier than 2027

      if we make it to 2028 then im all set

    2. Usseewa

      Usseewa

      we will all die sometime soon...

      we will all die

      i will hopefully make it to 2027 but

      you never know what might happen ...

  8. you can give up and die or you can stand up and try the first, easy. the second is the real challenge the harder choice. HWHAWHHWHWHWEHSHSSH ithinkingoijginsane
  9. i hat eand love themme
  10. maybe cuz its night/evej ing
  11. by the way not saying you have to but if you want you could talk about this in mental health club since there might be more people to support you all but here seems working too especially since it's fast-paced anyway good luck have fun don't die /reference you are always sleep deprived my eyes are droppy and so so so so heavy
  12. ive stopped myself from making "jokes" in the past and you can too if you end up saying the second line then just maybe dont say the first or im being a stupidsticklerperosn
  13. i guess we dont need labels unless you want them yeah i feel like that sometimes and maybe some of it at least for me was because I wasn't doing what i truly wanted even though i knew i was good at it i idk idk what i feel anymore but but failures are learnings and treat them try not bad but neutral or good and regard them with curiosity but dont be a cat
  14. wrong it's 42 ok but fr i have to agree eith you in that i had eonderful times and friends brriefly and dome people can be great and ee are all flawed but we can have good and ... yeah but
  15. sounds kinda like perfectionism, perhaps i have it too i think it honestly depends, sometiems the A makes me feel good and sometimes it's just another A or i coulds done better or it doesnt matter or it was fluked or im surprised or it's too low or lately ive tried to care less about my grades but... i guess i still NEED to keep them all A's.... ehich im doig i think bjt idk and like perfectionksm stops me from starting soentimes and thats another thing
  16. because missnthropy idk because it sucks and humans suck and the world sucks and i feel like we cant do anything about it because the problem is us also uhh not saying im a misanthrope or anything since i think people hate them
  17. im just tired rn exhissyed so i csnt tell what i feel but there's a lingering sadness or anger like i want to cry for some reason like my face is in a tense frown i think, i can feel it and idk..
  18. how do you know when something relates to you and if it's not immediately obvious does that mesn thst it doesn't?
  19. nice i hate my country and all countries/nations
  20. From the Insanity Book / Deathnote Hangin' wit' da Girls Finally, I feel more alive than I ever have. More connected to reality, to these other living being. I feel like one of them, though my body still needs fixin'. Social Stuntin' I do it so they laugh—always have. I feel like I gotta vomit—but it's aight. I meed to fit in, stand out, be one, a human, just a girl. i wrote so much and so little.. - Lily
  21. Never Neat Always "not quite"—never explainable. I can never explain, never tell them what I am. Undecided, confused—no label letting me claim it. Why can't I ever be? Guess i only wrote on ethat day, hmmm .. - Lily
  22. entombed

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    2. Usseewa

      Usseewa

      heck no they wouldnt give it to me why eould they thats crXy they dont want theh wouldnt let

      indont wanna be a stalker snd

      its probably better to just keep the memory of her but live my life like

    3. Verdance

      Verdance

      Oh okay

      well idk if you can’t do anything about it why would you hang on to it

    4. Usseewa

      Usseewa

      because..

      idk i 

      it

      was

      ive 

      i felt new

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