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Shatter

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  1. okee. We need to get an updated Sharder family tree We got this so far (thanks Glass) and it is so out of date
  2. Soup takes A LONG time to simmer. Cholent (Jewish stew) takes longer
  3. Changed my pfp to this:

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    1. Kansas Stormcursed

      Kansas Stormcursed

      Ohh dude that's really cool

    2. Through The Living Glass

      Through The Living Glass

      whoaa . . .

      Ngl listening to Hope by NF makes anything 10x cooler :P

    3. Bird Furious

      Bird Furious

      That's beautiful 

  4. Bien. Toi? Eh bien... au moins tu sais que t'es un vrai sharder maintenant YAY!
  5. 202 notifs...

    *dies inside*

    1. Through the Living Wrath
    2. Bird Furious

      Bird Furious

      Hehe imagine having that many notifs :P

    3. Through The Living Glass

      Through The Living Glass

      HEY HUSH YOU TWO

      BE NICE

      *hugs shatter*

  6. AETHER. Also PICKLES and NOSES.
  7. *hugs* Guys! Haly is happy! Hug her!
  8. teammates killed zombies because CoD
  9. of not eating atomic bombs
  10. I'm 15% ginger 84.99% brown and 0.01% blond because of those times when I find random blond/white hairs. (my sisters cause those)
  11. Well, I guess. I called the Youth Services Jeunesse (The regional mental health centre). They helped me. Thanks for supporting me, Glass I am reaching out. Thunkoo fur halping mii. Tanks. *hugs* I thank'ee. *hugs* Thanks. *hugs* very subtle
  12. Bonjour and welcome to the chaos that is the Shard

    1. Belandrius Ohhmar

      Belandrius Ohhmar

      I have been here for a few days I don't know why the tag is still there.

    2. Shatter

      Shatter

      It'll go away soon... prolly

  13. Ok. I'm back. Still banned from the computer at home, so... yeah.

    Okay. Let's get into it.

    Extended Needs Service

    Spoiler

    Ok. It's like a governmental program for minors with special needs. Here's what it says on its website:

    “The Extensive Needs Service is a program that provides vital wrap-around services for children and youth with urgent and extensive needs in Ontario who have co-occurring urgent medical, physical and developmental complexities and/or social vulnerabilities. This integrated pathway helps streamline the process for children and families to access help in support of optimal health outcomes. The service is designed to reduce barriers to accessing timely, evidence-based, and trauma-informed treatment for some of the most vulnerable children in Ontario. This program is funded by Ontario’s Ministry of Health and the Ministry of Children, Community, and Social Services.”

    Thing is, I'm almost 17 and a half. I'm gonna age out soon. I'm going to get transferred to a program for adults. I had my first meeting and I think it went well and was productive. 

    I think I'm going to be transferred to Developmental Services Ontario, which does the same thing but for adults. I hate being treated like a child. I have very high-functioning autism and ADHD, but I'm too high functioning. I slip through the cracks in the Canadian healthcare system.

    Mental Breakdown

    Warning: Suicidal Thoughts

    Spoiler

    I had a really, really bad mental breakdown two nights ago. Just thinking, y'know, the usual. I'm useless. Nobody cares. I have nothing. No place. I am worthless. Somehow, I went to sleep but I'm still in that frame of mind, so yeah…

    SH

    Warning: Sh

    Spoiler

    I've learned that I do do self harm. I hit myself and pull my hair and hurt myself. I just hate this. Why?

    I'm breaking down quickly. I'm calling 988.

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    2. Throw TheLiving Silverware

      Throw TheLiving Silverware

      *hugs*

      You will be better, okay? You will be warm again. I promise.

      and in fact you already did a huge step by reaching out and getting help

    3. Bird Furious

      Bird Furious

      Hey

      good job reaching out

      we’re very proud of that

      *tight, tight hugs* 

      Lemme know if you need anything.

    4. Kansas Stormcursed

      Kansas Stormcursed

      *major hugs*

      PM's are always open for ANYTHING

  14. @Kaladin Stormcursed We can be your friends online but you need to find people who see you for who you are
  15. I've posted an SU on this, but: My parents have taken my technology away indefinitely at home due to my behaviour. Just wanted to let you guys know that this is why you can't contact me at night now. It's because I'm slightly erratic and can get a bit out of hand. Last night, my brain wasn't fully on board and I annoyed them one bit too much. Now I've got no tech at home except for homework. They don't understand the full reason why I'm on the Shard, even though I've tried explaining it to them. They're Generation X, so that's part of the problem; they don't fully trust the internet and the people on it. I've tried explaining that the Shard is tight-knit, and I am Internet-aware. The worst part is that I feel I'm on the edge of a mental breakdown. I can feel one incoming. I don't know why or how I can feel it, but I can, and it's the worst feeling. So now I'm anxious. (Reference @#1 Taln Fan's post above) My sister is still in the psych ward in the hospital, and I'm also freaking out about living on my own. When I turn 18, it's out of the house for me because over the last 17 years, I've worn my parents down, and they have very little patience, and they want me out. So, I'll have to find an apartment or shared house or someone's basement to live in until college starts. I also need a job. I'm not doing well in calculus. So… yeah… I ain't doing well.
  16. My parents have taken my technology away indefinitely at home due to my behaviour. Just wanted to let you guys know that this is why you can't contact me at night now.

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    2. Shatter

      Shatter

      It's because I'm slightly erratic and can get a bit out of hand. Last night, my brain wasn't fully on board and I annoyed them one bit too much. Now I've got no tech at home except for homework. 

    3. Through the Living Hope

      Through the Living Hope

      Oh.. well, I'm sorry that happened. I hope you get your tech back soon ❤️ 

    4. Through The Living Glass

      Through The Living Glass

      *hug*

      aw man :(

      *squeezes tightly*

  17. Naw. It's just chaos. This thread is entropy incarnate. OOOOOO. That's be a good band name. Entropy Incarnate.
  18. I wish I could visit my sister. She's in the psych ward at the local Children's Hospital. (If you know where I live, then you should know which hospital.) I'm not allowed to visit her because it'll stress her out. I'm sad. She was the 'peacekeeper' of the house. My younger sister and I fight a lot, and she would be the one who'd break it up. But she's in the psych ward. I'm worried I won't see her before I turn 18 and leave the house.
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  21. If the ground is soft, punch it. Like, do you have an unplanted garden? If you do, punch it. Go for a walk in the woods. Go t a friend's house and annoy them.
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