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I imagine death so much it feels more like a memory; this is where it gets me, on my feet, the enemy ahead of me, if this is the end of me, at least I have a friend with me, weapon in my hand, a command, and my men with me. ~Hamilton
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Woke up in a cell, where am I at? Yeah, it's cold, but I like that What am I, trapped? Heart's beating out of my chest Door's locked, but the keys are in my hands Hmm, yeah, that's where it doesn't make sense, does it? I make songs, I don't make friends,
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judge me Might smile, but it ain't that funny Sing along to the pain, they love it Life's like a merry-go-round And I'm still tryna figure it out I like space, I don't fit in the crowds ~ Outcast, NF
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I see you Crying in a gown that's blue Screaming through a breathing tube "How'd I get to this place?" I see you Wondering how you came unglued Feeling like your whole life's screwed "Who could love me this way?" ~ ICU Citizen Soldier
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All my life I had to keep fighting And I'm a prove 'em wrong or I'm a die trying Head like a stone, heart like a lion I'm a prove 'em wrong or I'm a die trying ~ Die Trying New Medicine
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Used to pull down my sleeves Used to put makeup on So everyone would think I'm fine and nothing's wrong I buried all the pain, used to feel so ashamed Of all the things I wrote about myself with razor blades ~ Tattoos Citizen Soldier
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Broken legs, but I chase perfection These walls are my blank expression My mind is a home I'm trapped in And it's lonely inside this mansion ~ Mansion NF

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I didn’t grow up in an abusive home. I am one.
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I love books, books, books, Brandon Sanderson books, God, asking questions, my cats, my family, my friends, my house, buying expensive Stormlight Archive t shirts from Etsy, writing my own stories with my writing group ( aka my three best friends and me) making valiant attempts at writing romance, writing "juicy" scenes, avidly hating math, being socially awkward, drawing, memes, nightblood, singing songs from various musicals (HAMILTON!) and movies, country music, gardening, animals, foreign cultures, the beach, the mountains, geeking out with my friends about all kinds of junk, eating gummy bears, exercising. POETRY! oh, and did I mention reading? ( This is NOT in order of importance)

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6 words for today:

Henna: My beautiful way to hide.

I've been getting into henna again, my mom is still WAY better at it than me, but I'm learning and I'm ridiculously proud of what I did do.

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So, here is the side views, the henna paste is on and it's pretty thick ^

Top view ^

Other side ^

Added fingertips!!! ^

Full on top view with fingertips ^

2nd day, paste washed off. ^

It'll keep getting darker for a lil while, then it'll stay, then it'll fade.

If I'm careful, it could last 1-2 weeks

And, Just for the heck of it, MY ENTIRE ARM!!!!! THIS TOOK AN HOUR AND I'M SO PROUD OF IT!!!

I USED THE REST OF THE HENNA CONE!!!

So anyway, that was really really fun, and I'm going to get more henna and keep practicing!!

For those of you who would like to try this, I got the henna paste off of Amazon, and found a few YouTube tutorials about beginner designs and such. Pinterest also has some great stuff.

It's fairly easy, but it does take practice. I like to trace my hand on a piece of paper, then put the henna on the paper to practice before I do it on my skin. It's an amazing art form, and I'll probably do some symbols from some different books and such at some point

Anyway... I have so much schoolwork to do before tomorrow... even though I just want to procrastinate and go outside cause it's freaking 66 degrees!!! (F)

*sigh*

I hate decisions....

Anyway!

Love you all!

Have a good day/rest of your day!!!

My PMs are open!!!

*hugs*

~ Stick
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1. The Wandering Wizard
  
  That's awesome sis!! Love you too
  
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2. Kajsa
  
  I saw this!! I was typing up my response and then I had to go and I lost it but the henna is BEAUTIFUL!!
  
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3. Anguished_One
  
  Thank you!!
  
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