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  1. The Paradoxical Phenomenon
    I saw your edit you fool of a took
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    Aw heck, we’re dead
  3. The Paradoxical Phenomenon
    Once again, spelling mistakes aren’t grammar mistakes that colon was pretty atrocious tho
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    I pretend to be Chris Hemsworth sometimes also you always use good punctuation and proper grammar and I only do when I want to
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    lol you’re good we’re basically the same person, except he’s cranky and I’m grumpy huh @Ookla the Black Sock
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    oof I should have known the height one i went with brown eyes since that’s common
  8. The Paradoxical Phenomenon
    Very short, like 5’1”, brown hair, brown eyes, kind of overweight but not really, just a little chubby, usually either angry or smiling too wide
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    Give me your best conspiracy theory about red 40

  10. The Paradoxical Phenomenon
    Lol I’m a geek
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    Yeah, that’s why I asked. Thanks! Also, Twinborn is a pretty cool one.
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    https://link.brawlstars.com/invite/band/en?tag=29C9UCPGJ&token=n8nk69x2

    Hey guys, how are y’all? I had a temple trip today. It was pretty fun. My ward has a big bus with lights and a big tv that we drive to stake events and such, so we watched some BoM videos, as well as The Christ Child. Then we pirated the Prince of Egypt on YouTube, before realizing that one of us could just sign into his Peacock account and watch it legally, without ads and poor video/sound quality.

    That movie… the soundtrack is out of this world. It is SO. GOOD. I can’t even describe it. That ALONE puts up high in my favorite movies. Very few movies have such good music, save a few musicals in the Phantom of the Opera vein.

    I love it.

    In other news, I am narrating the primary’s Christmas Program tomorrow during church. I lost the “script” so I guess I’ll just read whatever they put in front of me. I’m also getting sick so hopefully my voice will work. I’d hate for Narrator 2 to have to do the whole thing. I’m not really sure why I was the one YM asked (besides my buttery smooth voice, captivating tone and personality, and dashing good looks), but I am probably one of the least awkward of my friends. We’re an odd bunch.

    I kind of forgot how to close a statement, so pretend there’s some sort of a clean finish to my random thoughts. I actually didn’t have a plan for what I was going to say when I started typing, so I hope it’s interesting. 

    1. Mags

      Mags

      The prince of Egypt is one of my favorite films too!!

    2. Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Prince of Egypt is such a good movie.

    3. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      It's an awesome movie! That bus sounds so cool we...all pile into one or maybe two of our leader's cars. Good luck!!

  13. The Paradoxical Phenomenon
    What am I?
  14. The Paradoxical Phenomenon
    I am a geek. It varies sometimes, when I venture into nerd after forgetting to not be socially awkward
  15. The Paradoxical Phenomenon
    Lollll
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    42.
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    Hello ask me something
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    ^nerdy activity^
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    Eddie, you’re literally a nerd And short, I forgot short
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    lol nice
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    Gosh dang it, do y’all ever feel yourselves teetering on the edge? Like you know that as soon as you stop smiling… the self hatred will seep in? That as soon as you stop going, going, going all the time, hopelessness will take over?

    I try not to let the world kick me down for my beliefs over and over again, but I’m a straight, white, Christian (specifically “Mormon”), conservative male, and everything society tells me is that I’m worthless. That I should kill myself and everyone like me. That we’re parasites upon society. That all I do is make others feel like trash by standing in the same room. That I hate everyone, even though everyone hates me.

    I’m sorry. I know everyone on here will disagree with me, and I might offend some other group that will scream at me that I don’t know what bad emotions feel like and I’m oppressing them. I should just hold backspace and turn off my phone. But I’m a weak little guy, and I’m just going to complain instead. 

    Spoiler

    Guys, it’s probably all good. I’m fine, or trying to be. I’m sorry.

     

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    2. Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Dang.

      Aeo, I just realized what I was forgetting to add- lol.

      That was it.

    3. The Paradoxical Phenomenon

      The Paradoxical Phenomenon

      Thanks guys. You’re right. 

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      I don't think it has to do with what you believe, or your gender identity, or even the storming color of your skin. People will make you feel bad no matter what and eventually, you just have to kind of ignore them. Because they aren't worth your time, and you shouldn't be focusing on what they think, or what they want

      You are totally right here, but the thing is people will nitpick at that sort of stuff without getting to know you first, regardless of how you fit into those demographics.

      Normally I’m very much the type of person to ignore everything, but that’s easier said than done, as I’m sure you can all agree.

      I can feel myself starting to fall down a slope, with my hands and feet constantly moving, trying to grab rocks that just slip away.

      But your words of advice and comfort are very appreciated. You guys are truly some of the best people I have the privilege to communicate with. 

    4. Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      *hugs*

      For that in specific, my best advice is to hold on to people, hold on to the people who love you as best as you can, and if you that feels too hard, then hold on to a clear as glass idea that you can hold. It's worked for me.

  22. The Paradoxical Phenomenon
    Do me again, the voice demands
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    My apologies everyone, but life comes before the Shard. I’ll be more active this cycle, and try to read through last cycle in my free time. Sorry again, and I’ll talk to you soon
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    Like 1:30-6:20
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    I’m so freaking sick of being my family’s housemaid

    1. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      *hugs*

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