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The words
oh you guys
oh you GUYS
the writing is going like the most crazy it ever has
i’m obsessed
i might be evil
but I love it
Spoiler“Is that your best?” Teacher spat to the side. “Barely two minutes. I expect more from you.”
“I can’t,” Nite whispered, preparing himself for a hit, or the unnatural pain that came when Teacher was most angry. Neither arrived.
“Who taught you to say that?”
“What?”
“Who taught you to say you can’t?”
“I don’t understand.”
“I didn’t teach you to quit. I didn’t teach you weakness. Did someone else, or do you think you can learn on your own, that you don’t need me any longer?”
Nite swallowed. “Your dragon is too powerful, Teacher. Maybe if I knew your secret way of taming…” the words were bitter in his mouth. Even as he said them, he knew they were wrong.
“Look at me,” Teacher said. Nite did. The man was tall and haughty and proud. Fluid movements and a pair of thin swords. “You don’t have my permission to die, and so there is never a reason for you to give in. I expect you to put your chin up, wipe the sweat out of your eyes, and take the next step. You’ve done worse than this. You’ve done worse than this a hundred times over. Who gave you the right to let it beat you?”
Nite swallowed. “Nobody, Teacher.”
“Then get up and fight. I will not be so lenient if this happens again.”
“Thank you, Teacher.”
lemme know and I’ll post the whole scene when I finish
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tropes I love #1
two characters are the best in the world at their given discipline. But they’re the main characters, so you forget that everything they do, easy as breathing, is considered impossible for regular people.
then they meet those regular people, and you get to watch them shine
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ooooOOOOoo BYU sent me stickers to tell me their applications open tomorrow
but like
really CUTE stickers
one of them has my name on it
this makes me so happy
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Guess who finally started Isles of the Emberdark today?
about 150 pages in, feels good to read something that isn’t for an assignment
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holy scud
holy scud
no one said this would be so hard
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please understand, hard is not the opposite of good
but hard is hard
and there’s so much
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I believe I have missed caterpillar season
i cannot describe the overwhelming devastation this has wrought upon my soul
i wanted a caterpillar
theyre kinda rare and live on a really specific poisonous plant near alfalfa fields, but only for a couple months
and I was in Paraguay for much of that time
BUT I REALLY WANTED ONE
an eddie without a caterpillar is a sorry sight, my friends
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Day two…
um yes this is going to be a very hard year
i think I’ll thrive
but it’s gonna be tough
i’m in three very writing heavy college classes. Communications, English 2010, and philosophy and values. They’re…uh…something special. I’ve got a lot to learn from the people in the classes and the teacher, and I’m really excited, but with CNA and my college bio class there will be many late nights and weekends inside
I usually read the moon classical poetry from my roof at night but I fear I may need to start reading her ancient Chinese philosophy
guys I have 20 chapters of philosophy to read by Monday (they’re super short, but it’s ancient Chinese translated to modern Chinese translated to English and you can tell)
I also have 4 quizzes and two pages for my CNA by tomorrow. And I need to register for 4 classes through uvu (but it’s $5 a credit which is absolutely lovely)
I better be a scudding GENIUS by the end of this year
also I’m the only one from my high school in a lot of my classes and storrrrmmssss some of the guys from other high schools…hehehehehe
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College applications
scholarship applications
writing contests (aka more scholarship apps)
on a board to help plan Storycon, a writing convention especially for teenagers in Utah which Brandon Sanderson (among many others) is going to.
new classes
three campuses
6 college classes this semester
CNA program
first day of school, and none of my classes are at my actual high school
watched the sunrise from the football field with beautiful friends I never expected to have
new nails
beautiful resin and flower necklace I made yesterday
i have stories to tell
i have people to meet
i have a whole world to see
and this whole world is going to see me, and i dare it to try to stay the same when I’m done with it
guys, I know a lot of you are struggling. I know there are days when you don’t want to wake up. I know there are nights when you curl up on the bathroom floor, broken in pieces, trying to remember how to breathe, tearing at your hair and itching at the tearstains that never seem to leave.
i know your ache
i have sat on that floor
i have looked in that mirror
i have imagined the world if all it contained of me was a few words I’d left behind
i have screamed at the wind and begged the earth to let me go
and it didn’t
because it knew that the person I was then wasn’t the person I’d be today
it knew that there were untold wonders I couldn’t bear to imagine
it knew that today was worth the hurt it took to get here
And I know that the person you are now isn’t the person you will always be
i know that there are untold wonders you can’t bear to imagine
i know that some distant tomorrow is worth the hurt it takes to get there
this whole life thing?
it’s pretty amazing
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You guys
I was looking through old photos and aawwwww my heartttt raise your hand if you miss Fadran
Spoiler
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Day three of being so hot and not around anyone all day
i should’ve stayed home
buuuuuut i went to a bakery and got DIVINE macaroons and a scone
and I picked acorns and made a necklace with them, it’s actually one of the cutest things I’ve ever made I love it
and maybe I can find someone at hxp. Or at least a whole new group of someones.
Speaking of which, Tuesday night I will be disappearing from all technology and going to South America for like three weeks, if you have warnings, prophecies, or assassination plans, speak now. Soon it will be too late.
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I look so hot today and it’s MEANINGLESS


just wandering through idaho
hoping a man will pick up on just how beautiful I am
grrrrrrrrrrr does threatening help you get a boyfriend
what about knives
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How the scud did K-pop demon hunters lowkey slay?
like how did that even work


