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Can we all just
take a moment
And imagine
Imagine not having
To hear the sound
Of persistent arguing
Every single night
As you sit in the
dimly lit closet
and cry yourself to sleep
Imagine knowing
What having a
"normal" childhood is like,
And not having to be
switched between families
Because we all know that makes
family gatherings even more uncomfortable
all the people claiming to know you
When you barely even know yourself
Imagine
actually being okay
And maybe even happy,
instead of having to wear a mask
constantly worrying about
if people can see through the cracks
Imagine not having to
worry about
the opinions of others
every time you step out in public
Because it doesn't take much
for it to weigh us down,
but it takes nearly everything
to lift ourselves back up
But I don't want to imagine.
I want it to be real.
I know it won't,
But I can only imagine.
Imagine
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How do you imagine your fellow Sharders?
shortcake replied to S. Stormy's topic in General Discussion
IM SCREAMING RN IM BLONDE NOW, I GUESS??? lol, also my hair is much, much, m u c h more curly and FLOOFY than that (I'm also naturally a brunette but I bleach random chunks of it because I either get bored, or I have an existential crisis /j lol -
How do you imagine your fellow Sharders?
shortcake replied to S. Stormy's topic in General Discussion
Do meeeeee -
People who want to keep in touch with me, sent me a PM or post on my profile or something. Might end up leaving the shard
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@Edema Rue I mighttttt Id have to check
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THE FACT THAT I BOUGHT CARGO PANTS TWO DAYS AGO AND WORE THEM FOR THE FORST TIME TODAY,AND THE BACK POCKETS ARE FAKE
THEYRE FAKE
THEY LIED TO MEEEE
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@SmilingPanda19 *offers fist bump in response to joke
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Hi guys
I'm back lol
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wait is Ookla season over?
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GUESS WHO GOT A 95.5% ON THEIR SPEECHHHHHHH :DDD
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ahh, procrastination, my main frenemy
i procrastinated writing a speech for a little over two weeks, and i wrote the entire thing withiin two hours yesterday
i completed it
I'M NOT GONNA FAIL MY ORAL COMM. CLASS!!!
:DD
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How do you imagine your fellow Sharders?
shortcake replied to S. Stormy's topic in General Discussion
:0 the only thing off about that is that i'm around 5'5" almost 5'6", and i have blue eyes and the right one is more green than blue but yea that's crazy.. -
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*boing*
y'all post too much
not that im complaining,
but
i had
frickin
274 notifs
W H Y
W H Y Y Y
??
AHH
anyway hi guys
lol
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shortcake replied to S. Stormy's topic in General Discussion
*cough* someone should do me- -
:0 wowee TY!!! @Ookla-The-Stick positively positive big-brain Hamilton?? *turns round spookily*
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guys it's frickin 7th period right now and my left ring finger and pinky finger has been numb since the beginning of 3rd period..
i have no idea why though lol
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I forgot my anxiety meds at home I am not okay
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hello my besties and broskies
how are my favorite people doing on this lovely day? (yes, y'all are actually on my favorite people list :# )
i've been pretty okay
didnt have any panic attacks today (let's hope it stays that way)
i finally did my oral communication speech that i've been panicking about for multiple weeks now. i did it yesterday after school, and i didn't fail, so thats good. i still have to write and present the second speech, but i'm allowed to do it in a small group still, so yay
i didn't even have the first speech fully finished, but the teacher said it was fine, since finals week is literally next week, so we dont have much time left to do speech stuffi'm doing a 4-person group (that we didn't get to choose) project for that class, as my final, and we started working on it today, and the other girl in my group is someone who i always thought of as one of the mean popular people, but she's actually really nice. there's a non-binary person in my group, and they like to drawwwwwww :33 the only boy is this really tall guy that i also thought of as one of the mean popular people, but i don't know if he actually is still or not, since he didn't really talk much today. i think he's the girl's boyfriend, though. but yeah they're all pretty nice, and we got a lot done today, so woohoo!!
but yeah, im alive, i promise
how are y'all?
oh, also, i've been able to listen to musicccccccc
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gooood afternoon peoplesssss
im alive, I promise
im sorry i havent been super active anymore..
i dont know how long this will be happening, but if anyone wants or needs to talk to me, I'll give you my discord. just PM me and ask, I'll be moree than willing to givee it to you, i love talking to y'alls
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@Ookla the Magician that works!
@Ookla the Believer and @Ookla the Raveness, and also you too, Magician- thank you for all of your support, it means a lot
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Potential Sharder Secret Santa: Intrests and Singups
shortcake replied to a topic in General Discussion
what exactly are we "gifting"? -
alright peopleeeee
hi yes its me hey hello mhmm yes im here im alive
i am so sorry that i have been so INACTIVE AHH
there's been some
things going on in my life uh-huh,i know, right? who would have thought that i have one of those?? thats crazy man
but yeah
if you want life update stuffs, feel free to read, and if you're curious about anything, just ask me. i like answering questions (when im not being aggressively interrogated lol)
mental health update:
Spoilerwoah, okkay, so this is fancy
i was talking to my therapist on tuesday, and i told her about how ive been super high-stung and stressed and paranoid and angry and super sad and all that fancy stuff, and she was like, "hey, im gonna have you do a depression screening" and then she asked me questions, and then she went to another paper thing and asked me more questions, and then she did that again one more time. the last two papers were for overall/social anxiety and also for trauma ( *cough*
foreshadowwww)
but i didnt know that when she was asking me questions.
but basicallyyyyyy
overall anxiety: moderate
social anxiety: very severe (go figure)
depression: ...it's bad. i don't remember the word(s) she used, but i just remember that it's pretty bad.
trauma: ...IT'S REAL BAD, Y'ALL- I DIDNT REALIZE HOW TRAUMATIZED I AM UNTIL THIS HAPPENED AND UGHHHHH MAN IT'S MESSED WITH ME THIS WEEK
also she's wanting to have me do an autism screening just so i can get some appropriate accommodations on my 504 plan for school
also she wants me to start writing things down whenever i get anxious and/or upset/sad, so now i have to carry around a little notebook thing around with me wherever i go. i've wantede to use it a few times already, but i ended up not using it, because i didnt want people to see what i was writing
yea.
anyway HI GUYS!! :DD
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HIIII! We love you shorty!
glad you're back!SpoilerOkay but honestly, you don't need to feel embarrassed about randomly needing to journal during class. Sometimes I use my seminary journal to help prevent anxiety attacks and no one ever notices. Don't do it if it makes your anxiousness worse, but I promise not as many people are looking as you think. I also have a friend who has anxiety and they journal in our class together all the time.
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Potential Sharder Secret Santa: Intrests and Singups
shortcake replied to a topic in General Discussion
@Ookla the Yellow Sock idk if you saw this yet or not but hello thought you might be interested -
some people at this school are really stupid
5 suspensions within less than half an hour, according to my teacher
because of some fight that happened last period, apparently.and i just heard people in one of the classrooms next to the one im in start screaming and then a kid starting hitting the wall and cursing at the teacher
anyway hi y'all how've you been?
Yay?
