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  1. That1Cellist
    Welcome back, Elf! You're return is most happily accepted! Wait...
  2. That1Cellist

    Happy birthday!

    1. The cheeseman

      The cheeseman

      Thank you!

  3. That1Cellist

    Fellow humans, I just got feedback from my solo I did for a school thing. I PLAYED A STORMING SONATA. HBUIOHNIOFHNSUOLBGUOEBNHUNJU(GSNHOJHGVSNOBFIJLBOLIFBOLBF WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHY 

    The other thing? I apparently had the strict judge. It seems the band kids got off way easier.

     

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    2. Shining Silhouette

      Shining Silhouette

      jazz judges rock

    3. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      Violin judges probably eat nails. As a snack.

    4. Telrao

      Telrao

      Judges are spoopy. Even the nice ones are tough!

  4. That1Cellist

    Happy birthday!

  5. That1Cellist

    Well, my fellow humans, it has happened. My parents finally decided to sit down and talk with me. I am not allowed to be as outwardly depressed and self-insulting as before.

    And, based on other parts of that conversation, I’m really beginning to realize something.

    It might be time to let go. To let it all go.

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    2. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      *hugs*

      It may get even darker before it gets lighter but I know from personal experience that there will be light again and that it may never completely go away. But there will be light again and we all love you for who you are Cellist. 

      Umm do you have a plan for suicide and if you do can you promise me that you will talk to someone?

    3. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      As long as you’re breathing, you’re winning. If you do get suicidal, talk to someone. Anyone. 

    4. Tea Leaf

      Tea Leaf

      Pal, let me tell you something, and I will keep telling you this, life is AMAZING! Also try to live think about this: I have been able to get a list of 20 - 30 cons of life on good days and 5 - 7 pros, top, I have been fighting suicidal thoughts for years. Sometimes it is worthless to keep going, but there will be tomorrow where you might see the light at the end of the tunnel. Also Ranryu that is the random message's topic. On that day I had hundreds of cons while only 1 pro and 1 reason, that reason is Ranryu will hunt you down through the grave. 

  6. That1Cellist
    My controversial opinion is that Star Wars in general really just isn’t good. It constantly introduces new things that are plot wholes in previous things, as well as mess up whatever they’re doing now. The older stuff isn’t great either.
  7. That1Cellist

    Happy birthday! You certainly deserve it. Thank you for existing!

    1. Exotic Almond

      Exotic Almond

      Wait it's Ranryu's B-day?

      Cool happy birthday I hope you have a great one!!!!!!

  8. That1Cellist

    Truth

    I have always thought that it is better to be realistic than to hope or dream. I have recently had reality slapped in my face because on my own I was having a hard time accepting it. So what if being realistic takes away the few things that bring me happiness within this fleshy, mortal, societal, cognitive prison of mine? It is better to understand what is real and what is fantasy. It protects me from future agony. I would rather I understand rationally how life must progress as opposed to hoping and dreaming until the very last moment when I am dropped into the abyss. It is better to be prepared, to understand how my life will proceed instead of wanting. Wanting? Hope? Dreams? I must cast them aside. They are not achievable. I must be done with them.

    Why doesn’t it make me feel better?

    Please… stop.

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    2. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      Give yourself time

      to know who you are

      to become all

      that you already are

      -Unknown(by me at least)

    3. Telrao

      Telrao

      Cellist...

      Never give up on your dreams. Yes, they may seem unattainable now - impossible, unreachable, distant. But all it takes is a leap of faith.

      Scud, bro. I'm going through the same troubles you are - I have these hopes and dreams that seem as impossible to reach as a distant star. But I can still see that star - it's there, twinkling in the corner of my vision. Reality is tough. Reality is hard. Reality can be a pile of crem rubbed into your face. But what I say to you is this:

      Life is a balance. We hope for the best, but expect the worst. We have to be strong to stand, and yet we are soft inside. Our dreams, our hopes... they are the chinks in our armour, that one target in the face of reality. And boy, does the world love to stick a dagger in and twist. But just because we have to follow the path of reality does not mean that our dreams are suddenly unattainable. Poof, gone. Never to be seen again. No, the path we follow is just that - a path among many in our lives. We can choose what paths we take.

      So don't be afraid to dream, don't be afraid to fantasize. That is what makes us human. What makes us real. Continue to dream. It's not a bad thing to have a reality check now and then. We need it - but do not bottle up your dreams and throw them in the trash. You are worth it. Remember: It's okay to stumble. Do not fear failure. *hugs* You're awesome, mate. I hope you know that.

    4. Frustration

      Frustration

      Huh, I have like the complete opposite mentality.

      I want dreams, hopes, plans, ideas! They give me something to work towards, something better than where I am now. They may not be true yet, they may never be. But just having them, makes life worth living, and makes my burdens easier to bear.

  9. That1Cellist
    Thank you my fellow human in slipperiness.
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  11. That1Cellist
    So, everyone, just generally, how depressed am I allowed to be? Because sometimes, frankly, I am quite mentally unwell. And I have some close friends that I talk to, but the thing is that I just keep being sad and I think it's getting frustrating for them to have to deal with my endless problems they don't think they can really do much to help me with, because of how constantly I repeat myself. But more than anything, I want to be able to be ready when my friends need help themselves. Like recently my closest friend was having an especially difficult time (almost assuredly still ongoing to some degree) and I felt unprepared and powerless. I don't know what to do. I feel as if I can't help because I'm constantly on the verge of collapse myself. The result is I end up piling all of my problems on my friends in addition to their own. I know I must be tiring them. Surely I must be. And I want them to be able to lean on me if they need it. Maybe they do and I just don't notice. In that case, I must not be doing a very good job. I understand that we all have struggles and problems, but it breaks me to see people sad, especially those I care about most. Surely, if I was a good friend, I would be able to do better for them. More for them. I would be able to make their burdens easier like they do for me. But it hurts to say that too because then they might feel like they can't be sad around me because it'll make me feel bad, when that is essentially the opposite of what I want. I want to help.
  12. That1Cellist
    Storms. That really does hurt through a couple of peripheral pathways in additional to the direct one.
  13. That1Cellist
    Sure. Maybe I won't look quite so stupid this way.
  14. That1Cellist
    *Dies just thinking of exercise*
  15. That1Cellist
    Wait, you can get Mog in world of balance? How?
  16. That1Cellist
    This is quite nice! Thank you for sharing!
  17. That1Cellist
    Hahaha I’ve got rep at least.
  18. That1Cellist
    How do you unlock new dances? I'm confused how that works and I think it's going to cause a problem.
  19. That1Cellist
    Who is the best in your opinion? (I assume it's Relm, so if it is, then besides her)
  20. That1Cellist
    Huh, I was unaware of that buff. Thank you. Thoughts on Edgar in general?
  21. That1Cellist
    I'll have to try it. I had the dragoon stuff on Locke but I'm realizing that's likely not a good idea.
  22. That1Cellist
    So, so many times I've healed the enemy. I tried to use it with the master scroll for amazing party heals but ummmmmm yeah that doesn't work very well.
  23. That1Cellist
    Gogo takes too much brainpower for me to use. Especially if he has a healing rod equipped.
  24. That1Cellist
    Nah, edgedancers are just dustbringers but less cool.
  25. That1Cellist
    That's fair. I like that. Some of the late game items are so broken.
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