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That1Cellist

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  1. So, as a follow up, what do I do if I have an intense fear of my friends moving away or becoming otherwise unavailable? Saying it that way does not do it justice, or really convey how I feel. I can't even explain it. But... it's definitely present.
  2. How do I deal with general feelings of inferiority? Especially when it comes to thinking about other people. Like, that I am definitely inferior to everyone in every way imaginable and it's messing with how I interact.
  3. Spoiler

    I’m terrified.

    Of being alone.

    I have no choice. I’m also not supposed to be like this. I don’t understand.

    I’m out of time.

    Okay, something happy.

    I have a cello recital next Sunday. I also have a couple of concerts coming up, and some performances I’m going to see. I’m pretty excited.

    Can we get Steve banned from the Smash Ultimate competitive scene? Please?

    Thanks for listening, everybody.

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    2. That1Cellist

      That1Cellist

      Me too. Character diversity is still pretty good, but not like then, and the sort of mystery over who was actually good was also fun. Unfortunately, I didn’t pay quite as much attention back then.

    3. Ranryu

      Ranryu

      You guys are speaking a language I don't understand. :lol:

    4. Shining Silhouette

      Shining Silhouette

      Nooooooooooo VoiD lost

      I'm so sad

      That set over Sparg0 was insane

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      You guys are speaking a language I don't understand. :lol:

      It's a fun one B)

  4. Yes, witch. Burn burn burn fire axes yes.
  5. Oh, well I already lost before now, but okay.
  6. What. Who are we looking for? What are we doing?
  7. Wait what is going on? Why am I summoned?
  8. BURN HIM We want fire fire fire fire burn burn burn the witch yes yes yes Witch language. If there is evidence to the contrary, it is simply because the witch used spells and magic to confuse us into thinking the witch isn't a witch.
  9. Sweet, I suppose. I don't like breakfast but salty would probably feel really weird. Favorite song?
  10. Seven hours, I think. What is the most strange thing you've written?
  11. I like this. I do try to be nice most of the time. I tried it. It turned out that either the person wasn't mad at me and my brain made it up, or that they are mad at me and just lied when I asked, which wouldn't make sense. Since I should trust people when they say things I'm assuming the former, especially because it's probably more likely. Thank you guys!
  12. Happy Birthday!

    1. Mystic Syn

      Mystic Syn

      Thank you :))

  13. So, I've been having an interesting time.

    A song was really sounding good to my brain last night for some reason so I listened to it a lot, even though I've heard it quite a few times before.

    I've also become emotionally attached to a helium balloon and may or may not have begun to use it as a metaphor for life, among other things.

    I convinced myself a person who said they weren't mad at me was mad at me.

    Somebody attempted to kick me in the shins twice, and punched me a couple other times. (Actually that one's pretty normal but I did get punched in the hand which is unusual)

    I wrote a short story about people with square shaped heads.

    I tried to come up with alternate personalities for myself but I didn't like them so I'm going to have to redo them until I get it right.

    Hmmm that's all besides the normal things, which might be abnormal for you guys, but I have no way of knowing that because I only live in my own head and not other people's. Shocking, I know.

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    2. That1Cellist

      That1Cellist

      Cubes. I wanted to try my hand at some magical realism. Chances are it's garbage, but I've been too scared to look back at it.

    3. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      I bet it's better than I could do.

    4. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      You can always revise it because you have to revise the first run through! Always! 

  14. Can somebody give me a general list of things that people will do when they're annoyed with you? I get the feeling I've offended someone but I worry asking could make it worse and I'm really confused as to what I should do or what is even going on.
  15. Guys I've become annoying by accident. I didn't mean to be annoying. I feel so bad, but I guess I'm not surprised. I'm just annoying. It represents the feeling that I'm pretty sure everyone gets from me and is just too nice to say. Also stupid and a bunch of other things but whatever. Wait why am I doing this? Silly selfish Cellist.
  16. I like this phrase. "Polite romantic intentions"
  17. Indeed they are. It's really not fair to define people in huge groups, but our brains have a hard time working other ways. I don't know what my opinion is on this. I don't have enough observations to say anything.
  18. I'm good at multiple choice. That's not really a sign of intelligence. I'm just do less visibly dumb things than a lot of other boys my age, and I hate it when people assume I'm like all the rest of them. I am in some ways, but I do try to be more mindful.
  19. 1. If I splash someone in pool class, I get yelled at. If a girl splashes someone in pool class, the teacher thinks it's funny and laughs. 2. People assuming I must be stupid somehow (I am, just an abnormal stupid though) 3. Teachers giving more recognition to girls in general, even on standardized tests I did better on. I want people to notice me too. I guess I'm worthless and accomplish nothing, actually 4. The general feeling of biological inferiority. But maybe that's just me.
  20. I don't even know anymore either. Let's change the subject.
  21. What does that mean? IF you mean on the phone, I think I have. I don't remember. TPBM recently realized that the feeling you thought was normal for everybody was actually just anxiety humming in the background of everything you do.
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