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That1Cellist

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  1. Yes we are incredibly stupid and dumb and disposable. Stupid. Very much stupid. Instead of making us feel bad about ourselves, someone should just put us out of our misery. There are various ways to do that. Not all are death.
  2. Clinic: Lobby "Okay. I eat badguys now!" Shark exclaimed, bouncing up and down happily. Shark then began to glow. His fur was replaced by tough, silver scales. He now looked like something akin to a pangolin, only rabbit shaped. Additionally, he had now grown to be a couple times larger than before. He was still fairly small, but quite a bit bigger than before. (Rabbits are small creatures) His rabbit nails had also elongated into vicious looking claws, and his teeth gleamed menacingly, in a way that shouldn't have been possible considering the lighting of the room. Shark then charged the hoard of skeletons, doing as Calano had asked.
  3. Clinic: The lobby Shark was behind Calano. He didn't really know what was going on. He had gotten there after after a time of wanderings and confusion. He missed Haly. And he was hungry. However, he did know that Haly and that other girl were gone, and he was still here. Haly was gone, and so were the marshmallows, and Shark was angry. He did not like the look of those skeletons either. "Mr. Guy Who Does Not Have The Skeletons, (@CalanoCorvus) can I help you beat up the badguys? They look very mean and strong and scary and I am wanting to help you! Can we beat them? Where is Haly?"
  4. Yeah, we musicians can only count in multiples of two and sometimes three.
  5. Huh, that's interesting.
  6. Yes yes yes I agree when it doesn't make my head spin.
  7. Frustraton is going to be very rich That's really cool! How in the world did that happen?
  8. "Oh, I guess I'm a skeleton now." Said the Cellist, who had been missing and doing various nothings. He hadn't the slightest idea what he was doing. "I don't even have a traumatic backstory or magic! What in the world am I doing!"
  9. You know, all things considered, I've been doing pretty well recently. Thank you all.

    I'm trying really hard not to see myself as useless and unwanted right now. It's very difficult. And because I'm so stupid I feel the need to tell this to random people on the internet. Am I not amazingly intelligent?

    In other news, has anyone read Howl's Moving Castle, the book? As opposed to watching the movie?

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    2. That1Cellist

      That1Cellist

      I'm reading the sequel to the book right now, and I've seen the movie a couple times. I think I like the first book better, but it's still good.

    3. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      I’ve heard that the movie is really good. I just finished the book, it was awesome.

    4. Robin Sedai

      Robin Sedai

      Good, I'm happy for you!

      And yes I have read Howl's Moving Castle :D it's one of my favourite books ever.

  10. Unfortunately a newcomer hit the anime fire sword with their own anime electricity sword.
  11. Yeah, here's something I have to play for cello. Like seriously, come on Mr. Composer guy. The clefs. I mean. Really? Also, apologies, that isn't a physical copy. It looks weird because I brought the image over from the internet.
  12. Fair point. I simply thought it should be taken into consideration.
  13. I would like to point out the presence of this comma. If it wasn't there then it would indeed imply that there is more than one dawnshard. However, the comma's existence shifts the meaning from that to a description, I think. I would not be at all surprised if this theory turned out to be correct, and I find it likely there is more than one dawnshard on Roshar, or at least another one being used in the past, but I thought I'd point out that this line doesn't necessarily allude to a second dawnshard being in use.
  14. My sister came back with a goose egg one time.
  15. Granted! You discover that nothing is real! I wish for the ability to instantly be transported back to my house, and then the ability to instantly return to where I was previously when I want to.
  16. The question was, “When is the future, and what does it have in store?” It is unanswered, but my answer is for myself, I suppose. ”cluck cluck cluck”
  17. I can also pass messages as needed. I would say though, don't get your hopes up. I wouldn't be surprised if she's gone for quite some time... I think this is a fantastic Idea!
  18. Yeah, I've done that too. Not to an absurd amount, but there is so much interesting stuff on there.
  19. I have done this.
  20. Isn't the future scary?

    I don't want to think about it. Not just because of the things that I'll have to do, but the things that I won't be able to do. I am fully prepared to fail, even though you'd think with my emotional safeguards it wouldn't hurt so much.

    It will. It will. I don't want to say goodbye.

    Isn't it funny how we all cling on to life so closely? What is it that makes us so afraid of it? Many of us claim not to be, but then, why do we hold on to it so closely? Why do we live? Why do we keep going?

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    2. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      I’m late, but here you go anyway.

      Tired. That’s the emotion. That’s all that’s left; being tired. Tired of living. Tired of thinking, and making choices. Tired of ruining what you try to fix. Tired of saying the same words, crying the same tears, dreaming the same dreams. Tired of the lies you are told, and the lies you tell yourself. A thousand tears you cry, and they change nothing. A thousand tears won’t fix what’s broken inside you. A thousand tears won’t make the world care. So a thousand tears hide, unshed. A thousand tears, forgotten and ignored. 

      Nothing, nothing. Oblivion. Being gone. What could be better? For if you can’t change the words you say, the things you feel, what is the point? Why do we try? It is the blessing, or the curse, of being human. To feel. Why, why, must we be cursed with such a thing as love? Love makes people fight. Love is something we cannot seem to understand. Because love lets others care. No matter how much you fail, no matter how much you hurt them, there are people who, against all logic, will continue loving you. 

      Death will not fix it. 

      Life will not stop it.

      We can only run for so long.

      We can’t hide in false worlds forever.

      If today were your last day alive, how would you live it? Who would you be leaving behind? Is the unknown really so much better than this life? The pain ends. The darkness leaves. You can find the moments of joy, and treasure them like the gems they are. Hold on through the bad, and savor the good. It is there. You can create it. You can find it. 

      My words may change nothing. Words rarely have the effect we want. But death will not fix a heart. Death will not bring what you desire. “I don’t know just how, but it’s not over till you’ve one. When you see the storm is coming, see the lightning part the skies, it’s too late to run, there’s terror in your eyes. What you do then is remember this old thing you’ve hear me say: it’s the storm not you, that’s bound to blow away. Hold on, hold on to someone standing by. Hold on. Don’t even ask how long or why. Child hold on to what you know is true. Hold on till you get through. Child oh child. Hold on!”

      —Hold On, the secret garden. 

      I don’t mean to get too deep or long or depressing (although I already have), but I’ve had these thoughts, these feelings, and death won’t help.

      You’re a great human, feel free to ignore me I’m probably just making things worse. Bye!

    3. That1Cellist

      That1Cellist

      Thank you @Aes Sedai. I would like to respond with my own thoughts, but I am out of words it seems.

      I will come back to this and read it again, as your words have moved me greatly. Thank you.

    4. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      Of course, I’m glad I could help.

  21. Happy birthday Cinnamon. Have you, by any chance, listened to the Star Wars Bad Lip Reading song "Hostiles on the Hill"? They talk about cinnamon the spice in that song.

    1. Cinnamon

      Cinnamon

      Thanks!!! Yes I have, my little cousins are obsessed with the Stick one and Seagulls :P

  22. How do I preserve my will to live?
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