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I look in the mirror and and I think
i am beautiful
i am beautiful for all my scars; i am beautiful for the broken in me. I am beautiful for all my efforts at healing.
I am beautiful with my dyed hair and my nose ring and my tattoos.
I am beautiful for my dark tastes and my moments of idiocracy. I am beautiful for my opinions and my writing and my passion.
I am beautiful for my trauma. It does not make me any lesser and never will.
And slowly, slowly there will come a day when i look back on it with indifference. Because i refuse to give it power over me; because i have a life and i will move on.
Its been a ride, ya'll. But this site...its a relic from my past; from a person I no longer am. I will forever cherish the friendships i have made here and i will be forver grateful for all the times you acted as a therapist and led me through all the confusion.
Buy i also do not think being on here is good for my mental health anymore. You know I've gotta move on, into the real, big bad world. Gotta find my place in it. gotta make irl friendships and focus on the things in front of me.
I don't think I'll on here too much, if at all.
Thank you. I know i haven't always been the easiest person to talk to and ive been pretty indecisive. But i can surely say the two years here made me a better person.
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So long, Elf! It was great to have you here! Best of luck out in the world!
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Goodbye, and good luck with whatever comes next!
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How did I not see this-
Well, I'm here now.
ELF! MY FRIEND! MY GOOD FRIEND!
I wish you luck with everything and I hope you can make all those friendships, I hope you can become who you want to be and can do what you want to be!
You are a wonderful person and probably won't see this post, but that does not mean I don't need to post it. I'm sad to see you go, but it's wonderful that you're taking initiative for your own mental health! If you ever return, it will be glorious and I would love that to happen!
Go, enter the best of worlds that you will create!
And... farewell, my friend. *Raises glass* to tomorrow!
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