A scream shattered the calm. Star was brought back into consciousness, coming to herself at a painfully jarring speed. She sat up in bed, trying desperately to catch her breath. Memories of what had happened in Astral’s castle swirled in her head, but they paled in comparison to the very urgent need for air. Her limbs shook, her mind and body weakened from such a rapid transportation. “Oh Author,” she choked out. Star threw off her covers and climbed out of bed, dizziness and nausea assaulting her the moment she began walking forward. She was barely able to catch herself on a small dresser, her hands disturbing the resting place of a glass flower vase which tumbled to the floor and shattered. Star moaned, holding her side. The edge of the dresser had stabbed her there. Finally, supported by the wooden platform, she allowed herself to slow down and remember what had happened in the last few minutes.
Astral had failed. Star remembered it all now, watching the scene through her couterpart’s eyes. The huge fight. The Master of Silence. And… Xino’s death. Her face fell. Xino had been a good man. Certainly not without his flaws, but a good man. Not that there was anything she could do about his death. Narrators had great power, but that did not include power over life and death and she knew enough not to try and gain such an ability. Such a quest was a fool’s errand.
The fact remained that Star had been woken prematurely. And that left her with absolutely no idea what to do. Astral was supposed to have lived a lifetime so that she could work through the problems that Star didn’t know how to fix. Her grief over Maverick’s death was far too strong for her to carry on this way. But it hadn’t worked. Astral had begun to release her anger, but the sadness and regret was still there. She inhaled sharply, stepping away from the dresser. What now? What would she-
Star howled as she stepped on a shard of the glass from the vase she had shattered earlier. She cursed loudly, then Narrated the removal of the vase’s remains. The edges of the wound closed up, she said tightly, her flesh reweaving to heal her. She breathed heavily, trying to calm herself. Then, however, her eyes fell on what the vase had carried. Three roses. Or at least, what was left of them. The flowers were completely rotten. But… she remembered what they had looked like when she had first put them there. Her eyes widened. This… this was her house. She put a hand to her mouth, looking around the room. The wood flooring, the dusty clothes hanging in the closet, the bedding, the mirror. Undisturbed after all this time. This had been her and Maverick’s bedroom. She shivered, cold despite her warm pajamas. Memories came flooding back to her like ghosts, each the representation of the story that she had been living just a few… years ago? Months ago? How long had it been? She didn’t know. She really didn’t know.
Silence filled the air. Not the silence of quiet nights spent with him, but a heavy silence, the silence of a dusty, lifeless house. Star was honestly quite shocked that the Narrators had left it untouched. They had such fun toying with her and her husband. Why hadn’t they destroyed this place, just to spite her? Her face grew red with anger. The Narrators. She hated them, every single one. Luna, Jay, Shadow, the whole lot of them. They would pay for what they had done to her and hers. Star clenched her fists, thoughts of revenge coalescing in her mind… But then her shoulders fell. She felt defeated. She felt tired. She felt… alone.
The golden-haired Narrator sighed heavily, running a hand through her wavy locks. Of course, she still had her children. But she simply couldn’t face them. They deserved a better mother. A better life. Their aunt and uncle—Maverick’s brother Darrin and his wife Riva—could give them the family they needed. It would be better if she didn’t interfere. Hopefully that would keep the other Narrators away from them. And on top of that…. she had no idea how she could pick up where she had left off. Without Maverick… how did she live? The other Narrators could never understand what it was to love. Even though her family had just been regular characters, she had still loved them. For as powerful as he had been, Maverick could never truly comprehend her true nature. But it hadn’t mattered. A Narrator had married a Shade Knight and had children with him and it had worked. Apparently her anarchist friends simply couldn’t stand the idea of a story with an actual plotline. A Narrator interacting personally with the story was too foreign. And because they hadn’t understood it, they had destroyed it.
Could she really go back out there with them? Could she really go back to conforming with the randomness? Her fellow Narrators simply threw their words out there, making empires rise and fall in mere sentences. They crushed life after life underfoot and didn’t even notice. Star clenched her fists. She’d show them. She’d give them something to reckon with. But one thing was certain; she couldn’t stay here anymore. The memory-filled silence would drive her mad.
With a snap, Star had left the house miles behind. Her pajamas had been traded for a purple dress with constellation patterns and poofy sleeves that she firmly believed could only be pulled off by her alone. She took pride in dressing well. As a Narrator, she felt she had a right to. She’d never understand why Narrators like Jay took the matter of their appearance so flippantly. But the dress was not enough. She needed something more, something that would visually express the anguish in her soul. The accessory of choice was a black iron tiara with three points. It was sparsely ornamented, but, heavy and dark as it was, it didn’t need to be. She smiled. Yes, such an accessory was fitting. Its weight gave her a reason to hold her head higher. And why shouldn’t she? She was a majestic creature of words. Besides, she would need to look the part if she was going to go back to the Hall of Words. She’d made up her mind. There was no way she was going to stay on this Narrational Plane without paying her old colleagues a visit.
Star snapped and a door appeared out of thin air. The Hall of Words lay beyond the fourth wall, above the eyes of the characters below. Most of the Narrators never left. Even Star herself had spent most of her life there. But only when she had left had she truly begun to live. It was something the other Narrators would never understand. Telling the story and manipulating the board was one thing, but it was quite another to walk among the story itself. Not that she had a real reason to do so anymore… Star glared forward at the door. “Well, here goes nothing…” she muttered. She pulled open the door, stepping into the world beyond.
Narrator Star found herself in a long corridor with a wooden floor. The familiar but muted sound of riotous laughter and hundreds of Narrating voices rumbed in the background. To Star, it was haunting. She pulled the door shut behind her, then heard voices behind her. Well, she didn’t exactly hear them, but rather felt them.
Oi, Mike! said the first voice. She actually closed the door!
Finally, a Narrator doing our job for us.
Star raised an eyebrow and turned her head slightly to find two Ennulers standing behind her. The servants of Silence himself, Ennulers—more commonly called “Nullies”—were in charge of fixing the fourth wall whenever it was broken. The silent speech that both they and their master used was rather hard to get used to and undeniably strange, but they kept to themselves and didn’t bother anyone, so no questions were ever asked. Star nodded to the pair without saying anything, then proceeded down the hallway. There were entrances to the Hall itself all over this place. There were also entrances to other places. The Void, the Dream World, countless alternate realities. You could spend a lifetime wandering this place and there were undoubtedly some Narrators who did so. But that certainly wasn’t the majority. No, most Narrators stayed put, using their words to wreak havoc on the Narrational Plane below. That said, it wasn’t that much safer in here. Narrators weren’t kind to their characters and they certainly weren’t kind to each other. But there wasn’t really any other place that Star could go. Traversing the Plane itself would leave her vulnerable to the Narrator’s tampering and making a new reality pocket like the home Astral had been given wouldn’t be worth the effort.
A door lay at the end of the hallway, which, judging by the loud noise behind it, led right into the Hall. Star pulled it open and walked in unceremoniously, a cacophony of voices exploding around her. Hundreds upon hundreds of Narrators, each manipulating their own characters, creating and destroying carelessly. No one noticed her, of course. They were far too engaged in what they were already doing and new Narrators were always popping up here, so a single arrival was not even worth glancing up at. Star took a look around the place. Her fellow Narrators sat in groups, huddled around tables. At the center of each table was a view into the Plane below them, showing the place that those particular Narrators were messing with. It was hard to believe that she’d spent all of her life before Maverick here. How could anyone possibly call this place home? It was loud, it was crowded, it was chaos. But at the moment, it was the best place for her to get a decent meal.
As Star walked between tables to get to the center, she noticed that she was beginning to draw the gaze of those she passed. She raised an eyebrow, looking for people she recognized. There were several new faces in the Hall, but there were still plenty of faces she could put names to. She had little nostalgia for this particular place, but it was still a bit odd to see people that she remembered. Soon enough, however, she finally found her way to the center of the Hall and took a seat. A short blonde woman stood behind the counter, doing something or other.
“Hey, Zeoy,” said Star, getting her attention. “Can I get some soup over here?”
“Narrator Star?” Zeoy asked. Her face lit up with a smile. “Aww, gee, I haven’t seen you in quite a while. I can get’cha some soup right away. What have you been up to all this time?” Few characters ever found out about the Hall of Words, and far fewer ever set foot in it. Zeoy, however, had been created to reside here. Narrators technically didn’t need to eat, but that certainly didn’t stop them from doing so and Zeoy existed to provide them with whatever their culinary pleasure might be. Even though she couldn’t Narrate directly, she could still channel Narrative energy and use it to cook up what was needed.
Star sighed. “I’ve been on the Plane,” she said. She didn’t want to say any more.
“Well you musta had a good time, it’s been ages.” Zeoy handed Star a bowl of soup and a spoon that she’d created in the seconds passed. “Enjoy your soup, sweetie.”
“Thanks…” she muttered. Star picked at the soup. It was good, as expected. Zeoy always delivered. And yet, she couldn’t bring herself to enjoy it. She placed her elbow on the counter and rested her cheek on her fist, spooning bites of her meal into her mouth. The noise around her could be quite deafening, but she’d spent enough time here in the past that it hardly bothered her anymore. In fact, there was a special kind of anonymity here. So many words and faces. She had no doubt that if she stayed in the Hall for long enough, the sound would swallow up her grief and change her back into the careless Narrator she had been before she found Maverick. She could not allow that to happen.