Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 15 Posted March 15 (edited) 3 minutes ago, Through The Living Spartan said: I mean… you can still sound warm and informal while using coherent sentences he heheh hh ugh selfhate belike I can't write anything cuz when i wanna express my frustration at stuff and writing badly then I do it wrtiing badly and then HYPOCRITE and stuff? whatever whatever athwhtath I like the word 'whatever' because I can just say it when my brain spirals and I stop being able to think Spoiler im just a walking embararasment but why would I use good spelling when I don't want to? i should probably just get offline rn until i'm back to "normal" hehe if that exists or more normal than now ugh that sounded horrible why do i have to be so adhd Edited March 15 by Through The Living Girl
SpartanBrigade He/Him Posted March 15 Posted March 15 1 minute ago, Through The Living Girl said: he heheh hh ugh selfhate belike I can't write anything cuz when i wanna express my frustration at stuff and writing badly then I do it wrtiing badly and then HYPOCRITE and stuff? whatever whatever athwhtath I like the word 'whatever' because I can just say it when my brain spirals and I stop being able to think Well Trial and error right? If you avoid typing normally for fear of not wordsing good, you’re never going to learn how to words good Indeed
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 15 Posted March 15 (edited) 2 minutes ago, Through The Living Spartan said: Well Trial and error right? If you avoid typing normally for fear of not wordsing good, you’re never going to learn how to words good Indeed wdym trial of error for what typing? I can word good probably, but I just don't want to right nowww I don't know anyway bye im'a write some ig edit: crap ,I gotta update my siggy I forgot I intentionally made it depressing all those months ago ] Edited March 15 by Through The Living Girl
Honors Spectral Image She/her Posted March 16 Posted March 16 1 hour ago, Through The Living Girl said: okie i dont have that mindesset ifeeel like i had a coff3ee lol i feel so neurodivergent rn do u guys ever feel like u wanna claw urselfves apartt? Yes all the time That’s called dysphoria hun
Verdance he/him Posted March 16 Posted March 16 1 minute ago, Through The Living Ghost said: Yes all the time That’s called dysphoria hun Like specifically dysphoric claw yourself apart itis cause i want to tear myself open half the time too
Aeoryi she/her Posted March 16 Posted March 16 2 minutes ago, Through The Living Ghost said: Yes all the time That’s called dysphoria hun I want to sometimes just exist online and not irl it's so much harder to actually get anything IRL to line up like where's the character select where's the username change
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 16 Posted March 16 Just now, Through The Living Grass said: Like specifically dysphoric claw yourself apart itis cause i want to tear myself open half the time too well why? 2 minutes ago, Through The Living Ghost said: Yes all the time That’s called dysphoria hun hehheehhehhehehhehehe [just wrote something very disturbing hehe idk why :3] oh uhm yeah so yeah idk what i wnat to accomplish by it though or why, HENCE THE MEMBER TITLEEEEE!!! 1
Honors Spectral Image She/her Posted March 16 Posted March 16 Just now, Through The Living Grass said: Like specifically dysphoric claw yourself apart itis cause i want to tear myself open half the time too Yes but I think she’s experiencing dysphoria, and I think that dysphoria claw urself apart is dif bc like I don’t want to die I just want to escape the prison that is my body 1 minute ago, Through The Living Skies said: I want to sometimes just exist online and not irl it's so much harder to actually get anything IRL to line up like where's the character select where's the username change Yea
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 16 Posted March 16 1 minute ago, Through The Living Skies said: I want to sometimes just exist online and not irl it's so much harder to actually get anything IRL to line up like where's the character select where's the username change OMG frfr SIISIISSSSSSSSS i was kinda thinking that earlier that my physical body is a little weird yk?
Verdance he/him Posted March 16 Posted March 16 Just now, Through The Living Girl said: well why? hehheehhehhehehhehehe [just wrote something very disturbing hehe idk why :3] oh uhm yeah so yeah idk what i wnat to accomplish by it though or why, HENCE THE MEMBER TITLEEEEE!!! Shame and anxiety yall have it worse tho i cant imagine legit dysphoria actually i can i had a dream i was cursed into being a girl or smt stupid when i was like ten or smt but its not nearly the same as living in real life with it
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 16 Posted March 16 1 minute ago, Through The Living Girl said: OMG frfr SIISIISSSSSSSSS i was kinda thinking that earlier that my physical body is a little weird yk? lol I thought someone else wrote this for a sec haha
Honors Spectral Image She/her Posted March 16 Posted March 16 1 minute ago, Through The Living Grass said: Shame and anxiety yall have it worse tho i cant imagine legit dysphoria actually i can i had a dream i was cursed into being a girl or smt stupid when i was like ten or smt but its not nearly the same as living in real life with it I wish I could be “cursed” into beings girl
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 16 Posted March 16 1 minute ago, Through The Living Grass said: Shame and anxiety yall have it worse tho i cant imagine legit dysphoria actually i can i had a dream i was cursed into being a girl or smt stupid when i was like ten or smt but its not nearly the same as living in real life with it "cursed" smh nah jk for you yeha yep also lol even i don't understand anything and don't know what dysphoria is hahah (i mean for me) you know when you catch yourself smiling when texting (sharding) and then go back to stupid depression face?
Verdance he/him Posted March 16 Posted March 16 1 minute ago, Through The Living Ghost said: I wish I could be “cursed” into beings girl Im not making fun of you i was a ten year old kid, didnt really know anything about like, the talk, or dysphoria, or being trans but it was a weird storming dream and it made me really uncomfortable
Aeoryi she/her Posted March 16 Posted March 16 3 minutes ago, Through The Living Ghost said: Yes but I think she’s experiencing dysphoria, and I think that dysphoria claw urself apart is dif bc like I don’t want to die I just want to escape the prison that is my body Yea It's like when you look at a mirror and which you could just have a surge of regrowth and fix it all But you can't 3 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said: OMG frfr SIISIISSSSSSSSS i was kinda thinking that earlier that my physical body is a little weird yk? I don't like to separate things but yes it's like the physical body is a burden on my actual self 2 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said: actually i can i had a dream i was cursed into being a girl or smt stupid when i was like ten or smt but its not nearly the same as living in real life with it wow ... I had several dreams of myself as female and/or presenting female like, multiple times before I realized I was trans. One of them was wearing a skirt for the first time (early 2025) and I remember waking up and going 'wow I had a transgender dream' 1 minute ago, Through The Living Girl said: "cursed" smh nah jk for you yeha yep also lol even i don't understand anything and don't know what dysphoria is hahah (i mean for me) you know when you catch yourself smiling when texting (sharding) and then go back to stupid depression face? I smile fairly often I don't let it show hide the pain harodd Just now, Through The Living Grass said: Im not making fun of you i was a ten year old kid, didnt really know anything about like, the talk, or dysphoria, or being trans but it was a weird storming dream and it made me really uncomfortable yeah fair given your knowledge base at the time
Honors Spectral Image She/her Posted March 16 Posted March 16 1 minute ago, Through The Living Grass said: Im not making fun of you i was a ten year old kid, didnt really know anything about like, the talk, or dysphoria, or being trans but it was a weird storming dream and it made me really uncomfortable No Ik ik im just saying if I could wake up “cursed” to be a girl I’d be so estatic like witch pls curse me now
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 16 Posted March 16 3 minutes ago, Through The Living Skies said: smile fairly often I don't let it show hide the pain harodd oh I'm 100% NOT hidethepainharold tho I love that meme I literally never smile unless I'm actually happy. like, genuinely happy not just doing something fun. i have to not be realizing I'm happy for it to be happiness. or symptom-not-cause or whatever 1
Aeoryi she/her Posted March 16 Posted March 16 1 minute ago, Through The Living Girl said: oh I'm 100% NOT hidethepainharold tho I love that meme I literally never smile unless I'm actually happy. like, genuinely happy not just doing something fun. i have to not be realizing I'm happy for it to be happiness. or symptom-not-cause or whatever I smile so often especially when talking to my friends it's nice but you can still be happy and have depression
Verdance he/him Posted March 16 Posted March 16 1 minute ago, Through The Living Skies said: I smile so often especially when talking to my friends it's nice but you can still be happy and have depression Its so weird like you can be laughing and smiling but its like its like a storming youtube short and thirty seconds later you feel like bleeding out on the bathroom floor
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 16 Posted March 16 1 minute ago, Through The Living Grass said: Its so weird like you can be laughing and smiling but its like its like a storming youtube short and thirty seconds later you feel like bleeding out on the bathroom floor OMG YES I love yt shorts but then I hate msyelf for essentially brainrotting msyelf (using the old definition)
Honors Spectral Image She/her Posted March 16 Posted March 16 5 minutes ago, Through The Living Skies said: I smile so often especially when talking to my friends it's nice but you can still be happy and have depression I love smile I do it all the time
Aeoryi she/her Posted March 16 Posted March 16 5 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said: Its so weird like you can be laughing and smiling but its like its like a storming youtube short and thirty seconds later you feel like bleeding out on the bathroom floor Turn off watch history and it'll remove yt shorts 1 minute ago, Through The Living Ghost said: I love smile I do it all the time I like metaphors too 1
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 16 Posted March 16 3 minutes ago, Through The Living Ghost said: I love smile I do it all the time i love Smile i watch it all the time jk
Verdance he/him Posted March 16 Posted March 16 (edited) 17 minutes ago, Through The Living Ghost said: I love smile I do it all the time I am Nico de Angelo from Percy Jackson but white and not magical (or am i ). I dont smile but i wear more colours so thats cool trying to get more green and yellow and pink into my wardrobe because i wear a lot of blue and black and red Edited March 16 by Through The Living Grass 1
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 16 Posted March 16 2 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said: I am Nico de Angelo from Percy Jackson but white and much less cool. I dont smile but i wear more colours so thats cool trying to get more green and yellow and pink into my wardrobe because i wear a lot of blue and black and red omg i just expanded my wardrobe a bunch and lemme tell u it's actually fire like i have so much fun picking out clothes and stuff to wear and then i have fun wearing them and i look nice and UwU
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