Having a Bad Day?: Get 'yer Hugs here!!

[The Wandering Wizard he/him]

19 hours ago, Lunamor said:

I had to stop taking my pain medication because it was causing serious side effects, and it's been a rough couple of days. I'd been on it for two years and honestly forgotten what it was like to be hurting this much. I'm also pretty freaked out because the doctor seemed really concerned about the side effects and I have no idea how much damage has been done.

*hugs hugs hugs* 

[Lego Mistborn he/him]

21 hours ago, Lunamor said:

I had to stop taking my pain medication because it was causing serious side effects, and it's been a rough couple of days. I'd been on it for two years and honestly forgotten what it was like to be hurting this much. I'm also pretty freaked out because the doctor seemed really concerned about the side effects and I have no idea how much damage has been done.

Dang that sounds so bad. I'm praying for your doc, hoping they can find an alternative medicine or other treatment for you.

[Wittles he/him]

22 hours ago, Lunamor said:

I had to stop taking my pain medication because it was causing serious side effects, and it's been a rough couple of days. I'd been on it for two years and honestly forgotten what it was like to be hurting this much. I'm also pretty freaked out because the doctor seemed really concerned about the side effects and I have no idea how much damage has been done.

*hugs* Chronic pain is the freaking worst. I hope you find something that helps. *hugs again*

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

On 2/5/2024 at 2:17 PM, Lunamor said:

I had to stop taking my pain medication because it was causing serious side effects, and it's been a rough couple of days. I'd been on it for two years and honestly forgotten what it was like to be hurting this much. I'm also pretty freaked out because the doctor seemed really concerned about the side effects and I have no idea how much damage has been done.

*many hugs*

I really hope you’re able to find some relief soon.

[Ookla de los Cuervos he/him]

Im just done with today. Feels like nothing is really in order. and i wanna rip myself apart. fun.

[Ookla de los Cuervos he/him]

on top of all that, i have precisely one braincell to spare.

[Lego Mistborn he/him]

@TheRavenHasLanded

I sorry, symbolic hugs are in order for you.

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

Why is it that I feel most alone when surrounded by people I call friends?

 

[Edema Rue she/her]

35 minutes ago, Weaver of Lights said:

Why is it that I feel most alone when surrounded by people I call friends?

 

*massive hugs* because they're the ones who should care, so when they don't it hurts the most? Because they feel like somewhere you should belong, but you don't? I don't know. But I know the feeling. *more hugs*

[Ookla de los Cuervos he/him]

10 hours ago, Weaver of Lights said:

Why is it that I feel most alone when surrounded by people I call friends?

 

felt. keep on going, its gonna get better.

[Throw TheLiving Silverware he/him/il/lui]

On 1/24/2024 at 9:27 AM, Just a Silvereye said:

So actually... I restarted playing. And somehow, it is not taking over my life.

I might have to take that back.

 

I'm so fed up with myself. I have so many things that should have already been done by now. I had nothing else to do yesterday. But of course instead of trying to catch up, I'm gonna burn down the software that limits me and just play for half of the day.

Why can't I just do things? I have the means, the time, the documentation. All I have to do is just do it. And even then, nothing. Even when I wasn't playing, it was something else - Youtube, downloading another game on my phone, or just doomscrolling the internet. I don't know what to do anymore.

I have a presentation to do tomorrow and I can't possibly make anything decent by now; what am I supposed to tell them? They're not going to accept the "I couldn't do it" excuse again.

And all of that for a game I am not even having fun anymore with

Anyway, since games make it even worse (just have to check how well I slept last night vs the previous one) that's done. Steam account is going to be deleted forever, as well as everything game-adjacent on my PC. I'm so done with that.

Edited February 11, 2024 by Just a Silvereye

[Ookla de los Cuervos he/him]

4 hours ago, Just a Silvereye said:

I might have to take that back.

 

I'm so fed up with myself. I have so many things that should have already been done by now. I had nothing else to do yesterday. But of course instead of trying to catch up, I'm gonna burn down the software that limits me and just play for half of the day.

Why can't I just do things? I have the means, the time, the documentation. All I have to do is just do it. And even then, nothing. Even when I wasn't playing, it was something else - Youtube, downloading another game on my phone, or just doomscrolling the internet. I don't know what to do anymore.

I have a presentation to do tomorrow and I can't possibly make anything decent by now; what am I supposed to tell them? They're not going to accept the "I couldn't do it" excuse again.

And all of that for a game I am not even having fun anymore with

Anyway, since games make it even worse (just have to check how well I slept last night vs the previous one) that's done. Steam account is going to be deleted forever, as well as everything game-adjacent on my PC. I'm so done with that.

... dude. Wean yourself off of it. and be intentional. if you are gonna play for 7 straight hours, just say it. 

[Ookla de los Cuervos he/him]

there was a fight today i guess. *sighs* great. thats all anyone is gonna wanna talk about now...

[Through the living jeff he/him(straight)]

2 minutes ago, TheRavenHasLanded said:

there was a fight today i guess. *sighs* great. thats all anyone is gonna wanna talk about now...

Were you involved? 

That sucks. 

[Ookla de los Cuervos he/him]

6 minutes ago, TwinSouls said:

Were you involved? 

That sucks. 

no, thank god.

[Through the living jeff he/him(straight)]

1 hour ago, TheRavenHasLanded said:

no, thank god.

I’m glad

[Mags she/they]

2 hours ago, TheRavenHasLanded said:

there was a fight today i guess. *sighs* great. thats all anyone is gonna wanna talk about now...

Oh wow, that's really scary. I hope you're alright!

[Ookla de los Cuervos he/him]

2 minutes ago, justice magician said:

Oh wow, that's really scary. I hope you're alright!

me? im fine. the window? no.

[Mags she/they]

Just now, TheRavenHasLanded said:

me? im fine. the window? no.

I'm glad, better a broken window then someone getting seriously hurt.

[Ookla de los Cuervos he/him]

Just now, justice magician said:

I'm glad, better a broken window then someone getting seriously hurt.

im sure someone got hurt, although not specifically from the window.

[Mags she/they]

Just now, TheRavenHasLanded said:

im sure someone got hurt, although not specifically from the window.

Hopefully it wasn't too bad? At the very least I'm glad your okay.

[Ookla de los Cuervos he/him]

Just now, justice magician said:

Hopefully it wasn't too bad? At the very least I'm glad your okay.

Fair enough. tbh tho, if i were hurt, the person who hurt me would have some hell to pay for it.

[Mags she/they]

3 minutes ago, TheRavenHasLanded said:

Fair enough. tbh tho, if i were hurt, the person who hurt me would have some hell to pay for it.

Ah, alright 

hopefully the rest of today is more calm.

[Wittles he/him]

I am very much in spain without the s. Physically and mentally. I am super stressed out cuz I'm SUUPPPER behind in school and have very little energy to do said work because I am completely drained from dealing with my dad who has been incredibly combative and sensitive this week and it's really unpredictable about if he'll get angry about any given thing. This isn't a new development, but it is nonetheless sucky. Today's just kinda sucked and hugs would be appreciated.

[Faerie Braids she/her]

30 minutes ago, Wittles said:

I am very much in spain without the s. Physically and mentally. I am super stressed out cuz I'm SUUPPPER behind in school and have very little energy to do said work because I am completely drained from dealing with my dad who has been incredibly combative and sensitive this week and it's really unpredictable about if he'll get angry about any given thing. This isn't a new development, but it is nonetheless sucky. Today's just kinda sucked and hugs would be appreciated.

*hugs, hugs, hugs*