Mags she/they Posted May 20, 2025 Posted May 20, 2025 (edited) I just wish graduation could wait I few weeks until my crisis isn't so bad and I'm less depressed. I want to be happy and celebrate but I just don't know if I can right now. I'm trying so hard but it's a struggle willing myself out of bed in the morning. My sister is coming to visit next week for my graduation which might help, because she and my niece always cheer me up. I've just been having a hard time with my parents lately (I love them and they are amazing, it's just me and my emotions and my stupid heart having different opinions then them). On a lighter note, I spent like 15 minutes on my sewing final and got a 96% lol. Also after I finish studying tonight I'm gonna watch the Hobbit movies for fun !! Edited May 20, 2025 by Mag 1
Keke They/he Posted May 20, 2025 Author Posted May 20, 2025 10 hours ago, Through The Living Glass said: *sad sigh* just stuff idk all the things tired sleep now *sleep* *HUGS HUGS* 3 hours ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said: Hey guys I wanted to let you know I’m doing a lot better than I had been but even despite all that I still have like a feeling in the back of my mind that just bc it’s better now doesn’t mean it will stay better and that it’ll just get bad again. But I’m having my friends over for a pool party next Saturday so that’ll be fun yay? *hugs* *comes to pool party* 49 minutes ago, Mag said: I just wish graduation could wait I few weeks until my crisis isn't so bad and I'm less depressed. I want to be happy and celebrate but I just don't know if I can right now. I'm trying so hard but it's a struggle willing myself out of bed in the morning. My sister is coming to visit next week for my graduation which might help, because she and my niece always cheer me up. I've just been having a hard time with my parents lately (I love them and they are amazing, it's just me and my emotions and my stupid heart having different opinions then them). On a lighter note, I spent like 15 minutes on my sewing final and got a 96% lol. Also after I finish studying tonight I'm gonna watch the Hobbit movies for fun !! *hugs* Sounds fun *gives happieness* 1
Kansas Stormcursed he/him Posted May 20, 2025 Posted May 20, 2025 11 hours ago, Through The Living Glass said: *sad sigh* just stuff idk all the things tired sleep now *sleep* *hugs* 1 hour ago, Mag said: I just wish graduation could wait I few weeks until my crisis isn't so bad and I'm less depressed. I want to be happy and celebrate but I just don't know if I can right now. I'm trying so hard but it's a struggle willing myself out of bed in the morning. My sister is coming to visit next week for my graduation which might help, because she and my niece always cheer me up. I've just been having a hard time with my parents lately (I love them and they are amazing, it's just me and my emotions and my stupid heart having different opinions then them). On a lighter note, I spent like 15 minutes on my sewing final and got a 96% lol. Also after I finish studying tonight I'm gonna watch the Hobbit movies for fun !! *hugs* I could use some hugs if anybody's got some to spare 1
SpartanBrigade He/Him Posted May 20, 2025 Posted May 20, 2025 3 minutes ago, Kaladin Stormcursed said: *hugs* *hugs* I could use some hugs if anybody's got some to spare *hugs*
Honors Spectral Image She/her Posted May 20, 2025 Posted May 20, 2025 1 hour ago, Hawks said: *HUGS HUGS* yay? *hugs* *comes to pool party* *hugs* Sounds fun *gives happieness* Letsss goooo more hoomans for pool party
Bird Furious she/her/un/important Posted May 20, 2025 Posted May 20, 2025 2 hours ago, Mag said: I just wish graduation could wait I few weeks until my crisis isn't so bad and I'm less depressed. I want to be happy and celebrate but I just don't know if I can right now. I'm trying so hard but it's a struggle willing myself out of bed in the morning. My sister is coming to visit next week for my graduation which might help, because she and my niece always cheer me up. I've just been having a hard time with my parents lately (I love them and they are amazing, it's just me and my emotions and my stupid heart having different opinions then them). On a lighter note, I spent like 15 minutes on my sewing final and got a 96% lol. Also after I finish studying tonight I'm gonna watch the Hobbit movies for fun !! *hugs tight* Yeah... emotions always seem to happen at inconvenient times. Congrats on the final!! 45 minutes ago, Kaladin Stormcursed said: *hugs* *hugs* I could use some hugs if anybody's got some to spare *hugs tight* 1
Mags she/they Posted May 20, 2025 Posted May 20, 2025 2 hours ago, Kaladin Stormcursed said: *hugs* *hugs* I could use some hugs if anybody's got some to spare *hugs* 1 hour ago, Bird Furious said: *hugs tight* Yeah... emotions always seem to happen at inconvenient times. Congrats on the final!! *hugs tight* Thanks!
echo74 she/her Posted May 20, 2025 Posted May 20, 2025 2 hours ago, Kaladin Stormcursed said: *hugs* *hugs* I could use some hugs if anybody's got some to spare *HUUUG* don't worry, i've got plenty 4 hours ago, Mag said: I just wish graduation could wait I few weeks until my crisis isn't so bad and I'm less depressed. I want to be happy and celebrate but I just don't know if I can right now. I'm trying so hard but it's a struggle willing myself out of bed in the morning. My sister is coming to visit next week for my graduation which might help, because she and my niece always cheer me up. I've just been having a hard time with my parents lately (I love them and they are amazing, it's just me and my emotions and my stupid heart having different opinions then them). On a lighter note, I spent like 15 minutes on my sewing final and got a 96% lol. Also after I finish studying tonight I'm gonna watch the Hobbit movies for fun !! *hug* HEY GOOD JOB i'm proud of you for trying and even if you're not always feeling your best, you're doing better than you think you got this!!!! 1
Keke They/he Posted May 20, 2025 Author Posted May 20, 2025 3 hours ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said: Letsss goooo more hoomans for pool party Yayy 1
ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly Posted May 21, 2025 Posted May 21, 2025 everything feels pointless and the work never ends and almost every problem i deal with is just caused by myself and whenever i think i have a break, it just creates more problems in the future is there some adult that will tell me that it will be okay instead of telling me that i'll just get used to it. i am used to it, but that doesn't mean i need to be. 3
Honors Spectral Image She/her Posted May 21, 2025 Posted May 21, 2025 32 minutes ago, alittleinsane said: everything feels pointless and the work never ends and almost every problem i deal with is just caused by myself and whenever i think i have a break, it just creates more problems in the future is there some adult that will tell me that it will be okay instead of telling me that i'll just get used to it. i am used to it, but that doesn't mean i need to be. I wish I could tell you how to fix that or how to make everything better and all that stuff but genuinely most days I want to lay in bed and read all day so I don’t have much to offer other than many hugs 1
Kansas Stormcursed he/him Posted May 21, 2025 Posted May 21, 2025 9 hours ago, Bird Furious said: *hugs tight* Yeah... emotions always seem to happen at inconvenient times. Congrats on the final!! *hugs tight* 8 hours ago, Mag said: *hugs* Thanks! 7 hours ago, echo74 said: *HUUUG* don't worry, i've got plenty *hug* HEY GOOD JOB i'm proud of you for trying and even if you're not always feeling your best, you're doing better than you think you got this!!!! *hugs back* Thanks y'all. Seriously. I would have collapsed a long time ago if it weren't for all you weirdos (a good thing) 1 hour ago, alittleinsane said: everything feels pointless and the work never ends and almost every problem i deal with is just caused by myself and whenever i think i have a break, it just creates more problems in the future is there some adult that will tell me that it will be okay instead of telling me that i'll just get used to it. i am used to it, but that doesn't mean i need to be. *hugs* 2
Through The Living Glass She/They Posted May 21, 2025 Posted May 21, 2025 hahaha cousins are over for graduation causing me to be kicked out of my own room causing me to not sleep causing me to be tired and depressed causing me to be angry at everyone now I'm so tired guys I can't see straight 5
Bird Furious she/her/un/important Posted May 21, 2025 Posted May 21, 2025 17 hours ago, alittleinsane said: everything feels pointless and the work never ends and almost every problem i deal with is just caused by myself and whenever i think i have a break, it just creates more problems in the future is there some adult that will tell me that it will be okay instead of telling me that i'll just get used to it. i am used to it, but that doesn't mean i need to be. lol same *hugs* It's gonna be okay 14 hours ago, Through The Living Glass said: hahaha cousins are over for graduation causing me to be kicked out of my own room causing me to not sleep causing me to be tired and depressed causing me to be angry at everyone now I'm so tired guys I can't see straight Yell at them *hugs* 1
MirkerLurker she/her Posted May 21, 2025 Posted May 21, 2025 (edited) On 5/20/2025 at 7:50 AM, Heřãłðøfľõvê said: Hey guys I wanted to let you know I’m doing a lot better than I had been but even despite all that I still have like a feeling in the back of my mind that just bc it’s better now doesn’t mean it will stay better and that it’ll just get bad again. But I’m having my friends over for a pool party next Saturday so that’ll be fun So: Yes, it will get bad again. But then it will get good again. And it will get less bad the next time. And more good the next time. We fluctuate. We go up and down. Healing progress that we make doesn't guarantee us "no more bad". But it lessens the bad and increases the good, and makes the good periods longer and the bad ones shorter. So when it eventually does start to feel bad again, remember that it won't last. And you will have good again. And with that stated, enjoy the good time! The bad will come again, yes, but right now it's good! The bad can be dealt with when it comes. Don't let steal the happiness from the good of right now. Grab the good with both hands and spin it on circles! On 5/20/2025 at 10:41 AM, Mag said: I just wish graduation could wait I few weeks until my crisis isn't so bad and I'm less depressed. I want to be happy and celebrate but I just don't know if I can right now. I'm trying so hard but it's a struggle willing myself out of bed in the morning. My sister is coming to visit next week for my graduation which might help, because she and my niece always cheer me up. I've just been having a hard time with my parents lately (I love them and they are amazing, it's just me and my emotions and my stupid heart having different opinions then them). On a lighter note, I spent like 15 minutes on my sewing final and got a 96% lol. Also after I finish studying tonight I'm gonna watch the Hobbit movies for fun !! *Hug* So celebrate again when you are feeling good! Enjoy what you can about the "correct timing" celebrations (and I hope you do feel better for them), but then have another one later! On 5/20/2025 at 12:16 PM, Kaladin Stormcursed said: *hugs* *hugs* I could use some hugs if anybody's got some to spare *Hugs* *proudly waves weirdo flag* *Looks at Stormcursed* *Wraps weirdo flag around Stormcursed's shoulders, gives another hug, and hands a brownie* 15 hours ago, Through The Living Glass said: hahaha cousins are over for graduation causing me to be kicked out of my own room causing me to not sleep causing me to be tired and depressed causing me to be angry at everyone now I'm so tired guys I can't see straight Oooof. You need a bubble to escape into and take a nap. *hug* 18 hours ago, alittleinsane said: everything feels pointless and the work never ends and almost every problem i deal with is just caused by myself and whenever i think i have a break, it just creates more problems in the future is there some adult that will tell me that it will be okay instead of telling me that i'll just get used to it. i am used to it, but that doesn't mean i need to be. So. As an adult, I can tell you it will be ok. It does get better. Some of the getting better takes work. Some of it takes time. But it does get better. I realize that's fairly vague. But on the overall whole, it's also true. Won't always look or feel like it's true. But zooming out and taking a wider perspective, it's true. Edited May 21, 2025 by MirkerLurker 2
Through The Living Glass She/They Posted May 21, 2025 Posted May 21, 2025 46 minutes ago, MirkerLurker said: Oooof. You need a bubble to escape into and take a nap. *hug* please that sounds amazing it's so loud *hugs back*
Honors Spectral Image She/her Posted May 21, 2025 Posted May 21, 2025 1 hour ago, MirkerLurker said: So: Yes, it will get bad again. But then it will get good again. And it will get less bad the next time. And more good the next time. We fluctuate. We go up and down. Healing progress that we make doesn't guarantee us "no more bad". But it lessens the bad and increases the good, and makes the good periods longer and the bad ones shorter. So when it eventually does start to feel bad again, remember that it won't last. And you will have good again. And with that stated, enjoy the good time! The bad will come again, yes, but right now it's good! The bad can be dealt with when it comes. Don't let steal the happiness from the good of right now. Grab the good with both hands and spin it on circles *hugs* thx *hugs again to make sure you understand how much I appreciate all your responses*
Hoid Slayer He/Him Posted May 21, 2025 Posted May 21, 2025 17 hours ago, Through The Living Glass said: hahaha cousins are over for graduation causing me to be kicked out of my own room causing me to not sleep causing me to be tired and depressed causing me to be angry at everyone now I'm so tired guys I can't see straight *hugs* On 5/20/2025 at 11:16 AM, Kaladin Stormcursed said: *hugs* *hugs* I could use some hugs if anybody's got some to spare I'm a little late to this one, but *INFINITE hugs* 20 hours ago, alittleinsane said: everything feels pointless and the work never ends and almost every problem i deal with is just caused by myself and whenever i think i have a break, it just creates more problems in the future is there some adult that will tell me that it will be okay instead of telling me that i'll just get used to it. i am used to it, but that doesn't mean i need to be. I feel you And I don't know I get the part about getting used to it I hope things get better Maybe we should hang on, just in case they do? 1
Keke They/he Posted May 22, 2025 Author Posted May 22, 2025 HEY YOU STOP RIGHT HERE!!!!!! YES YOU I KNOW YOUR READING THIS. text is not enough at all to convey this But hoid has a message to all of you!!! Right now! This dude who does the voice overs is great when it comes to stuff like this. NOW REMEMBER THIS FOREVER 23 hours ago, alittleinsane said: everything feels pointless and the work never ends and almost every problem i deal with is just caused by myself and whenever i think i have a break, it just creates more problems in the future is there some adult that will tell me that it will be okay instead of telling me that i'll just get used to it. i am used to it, but that doesn't mean i need to be. *HUGS* 20 hours ago, Through The Living Glass said: hahaha cousins are over for graduation causing me to be kicked out of my own room causing me to not sleep causing me to be tired and depressed causing me to be angry at everyone now I'm so tired guys I can't see straight Gergwgrgrrrrr Freaking loud houses suck. Its alright. They should be gone soon hopefully *hugs* Can you get out of the house with like dabi or someone 4 hours ago, MirkerLurker said: So: Yes, it will get bad again. But then it will get good again. And it will get less bad the next time. And more good the next time. We fluctuate. We go up and down. Healing progress that we make doesn't guarantee us "no more bad". But it lessens the bad and increases the good, and makes the good periods longer and the bad ones shorter. So when it eventually does start to feel bad again, remember that it won't last. And you will have good again. And with that stated, enjoy the good time! The bad will come again, yes, but right now it's good! The bad can be dealt with when it comes. Don't let steal the happiness from the good of right now. Grab the good with both hands and spin it on circles! *Hug* So celebrate again when you are feeling good! Enjoy what you can about the "correct timing" celebrations (and I hope you do feel better for them), but then have another one later! *Hugs* *proudly waves weirdo flag* *Looks at Stormcursed* *Wraps weirdo flag around Stormcursed's shoulders, gives another hug, and hands a brownie* Oooof. You need a bubble to escape into and take a nap. *hug* So. As an adult, I can tell you it will be ok. It does get better. Some of the getting better takes work. Some of it takes time. But it does get better. I realize that's fairly vague. But on the overall whole, it's also true. Won't always look or feel like it's true. But zooming out and taking a wider perspective, it's true. Its giving hoid 2
MirkerLurker she/her Posted May 22, 2025 Posted May 22, 2025 4 hours ago, Through The Living Glass said: please that sounds amazing it's so loud *hugs back* Not for nighttime, but do you have noise-cancelling headphones? Those can be used to take a break even when it's loud around you. Ask Skye for recommendations if you want, I know he has them and uses them in loud environments. 4 hours ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said: *hugs* thx *hugs again to make sure you understand how much I appreciate all your responses* *hugs* 35 minutes ago, Hawks said: HEY YOU STOP RIGHT HERE!!!!!! YES YOU I KNOW YOUR READING THIS. text is not enough at all to convey this But hoid has a message to all of you!!! Right now! This dude who does the voice overs is great when it comes to stuff like this. NOW REMEMBER THIS FOREVER Its giving hoid YES! I love this scene, and this speech. You're right, this guy's voiceover is great. Not quite what I picture Wit sounding like, but great inflection and timing.
Bird Furious she/her/un/important Posted May 22, 2025 Posted May 22, 2025 42 minutes ago, Hawks said: HEY YOU STOP RIGHT HERE!!!!!! YES YOU I KNOW YOUR READING THIS. text is not enough at all to convey this But hoid has a message to all of you!!! Right now! This dude who does the voice overs is great when it comes to stuff like this. NOW REMEMBER THIS FOREVER *HUGS* Gergwgrgrrrrr Freaking loud houses suck. Its alright. They should be gone soon hopefully *hugs* Can you get out of the house with like dabi or someone Its giving hoid *hugs* You too
Hoid Slayer He/Him Posted May 22, 2025 Posted May 22, 2025 1 hour ago, Hawks said: HEY YOU STOP RIGHT HERE!!!!!! YES YOU I KNOW YOUR READING THIS. text is not enough at all to convey this But hoid has a message to all of you!!! Right now! This dude who does the voice overs is great when it comes to stuff like this. NOW REMEMBER THIS FOREVER *HUGS* Gergwgrgrrrrr Freaking loud houses suck. Its alright. They should be gone soon hopefully *hugs* Can you get out of the house with like dabi or someone Its giving hoid Those voiceovers ARE great. *hugs everyone* I know I haven't been super active recently But to anyone whose post I missed, or I wasn't here when something was going on You guys are absolutely awesome You WILL be warm again And you all deserve the best
Keke They/he Posted May 22, 2025 Author Posted May 22, 2025 1 hour ago, MirkerLurker said: Not for nighttime, but do you have noise-cancelling headphones? Those can be used to take a break even when it's loud around you. Ask Skye for recommendations if you want, I know he has them and uses them in loud environments. *hugs* YES! I love this scene, and this speech. You're right, this guy's voiceover is great. Not quite what I picture Wit sounding like, but great inflection and timing. Hes become my internal monolauge for wit 1 hour ago, Bird Furious said: *hugs* You too *hugssss* 27 minutes ago, Hoid Slayer said: Those voiceovers ARE great. *hugs everyone* I know I haven't been super active recently But to anyone whose post I missed, or I wasn't here when something was going on You guys are absolutely awesome You WILL be warm again And you all deserve the best *HUGSSS* YEAH
ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly Posted May 22, 2025 Posted May 22, 2025 concert is tonight my school concert is tonighttttt AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGG do NOT tell me good luck that will RUIN it please just encourage me while i break that one chorus kid's legs
MirkerLurker she/her Posted May 22, 2025 Posted May 22, 2025 1 hour ago, alittleinsane said: concert is tonight my school concert is tonighttttt AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGG do NOT tell me good luck that will RUIN it please just encourage me while i break that one chorus kid's legs I believe the appropriate thing to say here is "Break a leg!" (Only, y'know, don't actually. Way too much paperwork if you actually do it.) 1
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