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They watch us, each move.

Hidden, they see us.

Quietly, they take us.

 

We are but ants to Them,

Living in a glass world,

On display,

Our daily lives,

Unbeknownst and unparseable to us.

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2026/02/02

I'm posting a few days where I wrote poems but was too busy to collect and post them here.   Homo-Gene-Ity It’s funny how you have thoughts You think are unique And then slowly realize Nothing you could possibly imagine or ponder has not been imagined or pondered by humans past.   Sometimes it’s nice to hear That others worry dream or think as you do But sometimes it makes you feel Like there’s nothing you can do that hasn’t been done.
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2026/01/29 *tiredddd*

ok so im like unarately tird but i hav lke 3 more poem ideas so ill maybe makef them tormorw this one i mostly wrote when i was suposde to be reading somhign bornng (whcih i read eventualy)   “Laws” and “Truths” I once followed them—with all their “rationality.” Now—eyes open—I see the truth. No, not the “truth” offered up by the reskinned clones—or shall I say the take-your-picks. The truth—as I know it to be. The truth—product of millenia. The truth
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2026/01/28

Hope y'al;l ike, this cost me sleep   Scream I want to scream—but can’t I’ve lost my voice. I can’t speak—rather, don’t. I’ve lost myself.   I wish to shout—but croak. Feeble attempts—ignored. I yearn to speak—free of these plaguing artifacts. Instead—this.   This—hell. This—forcing me to silence. This—social nightmare. This—“me.”   I don’t want this—never did. I want that—what they all have, what you
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2026/01/27

yEahhh. PrEtty much all of thE following wErE inspirEd by Ado (thE singEr), or J-Pop in gEnEral. MUSICCCC; HopEfully "UssEEwa" isn't too...you know. Also UssEEwa is the title of an Ado song, btw.   DANCE Happy am I for once. I want to dance—move. I bob to the beat—that wonderful beat. I feel better than I have in days—weeks—months—years? I am in one of those rare moments of light—moments less-rare?   How do I express this? Release this? Do I cont
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2026/01/26;

Yeah....so I didn't write for like two days, sorry 'bout that. I was kinda busy...but also didn't feel like writing and forgot, I guess. Didn't feel like writing today, either, but decided to write this after all. Yurp...   Artificial;Stupidity—Manufactured;Sickness I see the text wall— And am impressed; I begin reading— Wow—I think; It doesn’t take long—however— For that to shift;   The more I read— The sicker I get; It grows difficult
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2026/01/23 - More Lily

Here's more of the "fictional" character, Lily.   Emptiness Lily felt nothing; empty. She entered the classroom with an even pace and took her usual seat by the window. She stared out the window at the campus covered in snow and the few people shivering as they hastily made their way to the warmth. Lily felt no such warmth. She just wanted to get through yet another day, and she couldn’t care much for anything else. As her professor began the lecture, Lily turned her gaze toward t
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2026/01/22

Almost forgot, hehe. Wrote this quick poem. Yep.... I've been kinda busy so yah..   Expression New things, New expression, New ways, New feelings, What feelings? Too fast? Need to think. But good. Oh, yes, very good.   - Lily the _________
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2026/01/21

I didn't really feel like writing much today...so it's kinda short but here's more of Lily from me, Lily!   Recurring Lily had recurring thoughts sometimes. When she was in one of her depression and anxiety phases, they emerged like worms in the rain. They mostly retreated when the sun came out and Lily found peace, yet a few daring ones remained. Those, however, were more like the dried remnants of those thoughts. Lily barely noticed them when the sun broke through. It was a clou
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2026/01/20

Today, I decided to take a different approach than usual and write more of a classic fantasy story. Also, Lilith is an OC in someone's new RP that I only made two posts for...so I guess this might be her backstory? Or future? Idk. Or just some other character named Lilith. Anyway, enjoy! Maybe. Yeah...   Legends Lilith was tired. She had finally escaped the queen, and wanted to rest. Lilith knew she couldn’t though; she wasn’t done with her task yet. She still had to find it—the M
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2026/01/19

Me I feel like me, Whoever that may be. I feel like me, For perhaps the first time, you see.   I start losing that feeling, It slips between my fingers. No matter how tight I hold on, It finds a way to escape.   I may not post as much in the future. Or for a few days. I may even stop. But I'll try not to. May miss a few days though. Also for anyone who actually reads this, sorry I've just been posting these short poems... - Lily
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2026/01/18 :3

Ummm, so the first one is unfinished from the Before today, and the second is from the After. Also I rlly didn't wanna write anything else cuz I'm not feeling bad so I can't write anything.   Decisions Lily sometimes struggled with choices. Not always, but she often overthought decisions simple and impactful alike. Sometimes this was from someone introducing doubt: was she absolutely sure? Was it the best possible choice? Then she overthought it and essentially froze up or began t
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2026/01/17...

Know I need to know. I can't know. I should know? I don't know.   Feel What do I feel? What do I think? What am I? Who am I?   I guess I'm feeling like Szeth in Wind and Truth, if you know what I mean... - Lily
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2026/01/16

Please let me know what you think of the new banner! I may make tweaks to it. As for the following story, it is...shall we say, related...to one from yesterday. This one about half as long, but yeah. Fun fact: I wrote it entirely while listening to the song "Lily" by Alan Walker et al. on repeat. This one may not be as good as the previous story...but it's something.   Omnipresent Oftentimes Lily would lay awake in bed—tear-soaked pillowcase under her cheek—trying to catch sl
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2026/01/15

Ok, so...I wasn't actually gonna write anything today. I was feeling kinda awful (I'm better for the moment) and didn't have any motivation to write. Even though I planned to write something, anything, even just a simple five-line poem or hundred-word story, for this blog each day, I was of the mind that, well, I had fun in the past two weeks - a surge of creativity - and it was now over. Then, the rational part of my mind convinced me that if I skip one day - or even forego writing altogether -
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2026/01/13

Head, ache Head: throbbing. Eyes: dry, tired. Pain: suffusive. Yet still I persist. Why?   *groans in pain* - Theory
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2026/01/12

Music Music: expression. For me and the artist. Or the artist in me.   Restless I lay in my bed, covers askew, Tossing and turning, Shivers then sweat.   Each time I drift, I awaken again.   I try to relax, But comfort is fleeting.   At some unknown time, I fall to sleep. Yet my brain takes notice, And drags me away.   I sit up in bed, Tired…or not? Wishing, o’ wishing, I would
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2026/01/11

More poems! Some of the prompts I got from users.   “Small Text Files” More information, Reject all. Click, Click, Click. Save options.   Mess Built, contained, Stored, hidden.   Too much, crammed in. Others take notice, or don’t.   Spilled, overflowing. Too much, too long.   Relief, outpouring. Better, at last.   Stung Heart throat eyes, stung. Pain lump tears, contained. Held
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2026/01/10

Me I gaze upon the reflection, And who do I see? Is that me, Who I want to be?   What? What, which? Thoughts, feelings, Thought-new, realized-old. Who, why? Right, wrong?   Change Reading, seeing. Realizing, thinking. Comparing, viewing. New, old, same.   Want? What is it that I want? What is it that I dream? Do I want what I want? Do I want what I think? Will I know what I wan
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2026/01/09 (More poems...!!)

Lots of poems today! Yeah... *gulp* (Poems begin after the following story.)   Complicated For Nora, immortality was…complicated. Some of it was the loneliness and loss that everyone talked about. Some of it was thinking of all you could have done in a time far-gone. Over time, Nora had learned how to let years pass like weeks. But sometimes she missed something. Or felt like she did. Truth was, you only realized what you missed after the fact. Nora could do nearly anyth
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2026/01/08 (Poems!)

Note: I made a lot of poems or poem-esque in the second half of this day's (which was actually yesterday!) chunk of writing. So...hope you enjoy! You might not understand all the poems, but isn't that sometimes the point?   Dreams She dreamt of him again that night. The mystery boy. She didn’t know him, but almost felt like she did. And when she woke up, she missed him—or the dream. She just wanted to ignore that irritating alarm and drift back to sleep—back to him. She knew she c
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2026/01/07

Choice Amber didn’t know how to proceed. Who would? Much less someone who hadn’t thought about it as much as they should. Amber had told herself she would consider both options, that had been weeks ago. She had thought that would be plenty of time. But then the days had slipped by, and…here she was.   Some days I only write one or a few stories, but next post (which should be posted in a few minutes) will have lots more! (Including some poems, which I've rarely written before this
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2026/01/06

I decided to post another set of stories today so that I can finish catching up tomorrow.   Ready He was ready. He had packed supplies, made numerous plans, and waited for this moment. As the metal beast continued descending, heedless of the skyscrapers, he went through the plan one more time. First, he would find a way inside the vessel. The rest of the plan would crumble like those buildings if he didn’t. Since the ship was landing, that would make getting onboard easier. O
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2026/01/05

Note: I am reposting this since I accidentally published it out-of-order.   A Different Life Everyone moved slowly except for Lucy. They had done so for as long as she could remember, and had grown accustomed to it at this point. She sat, sketching the scene of the lecture hall before her, as the professor slogged through the lesson on character development, one word at a time. With so much more time than everyone else, Lucy had explored and developed several interests—from art to
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2026/01/04

The Essay Peter stared mindlessly at the blank white screen before him. He hadn’t moved in an hour. He knew he had to finish the essay by tonight, and it was already nearing evening. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t think of anything. He decided to take a short break. Maybe a walk around campus would do him some good? And so, Peter strolled on the rainy day on the concrete walkways of his university campus. He tried to enjoy the fresh air, but found his mind returning to the to
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