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They watch us, each move.

Hidden, they see us.

Quietly, they take us.

 

We are but ants to Them,

Living in a glass world,

On display,

Our daily lives,

Unbeknownst and unparseable to us.

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2026/03/31 - sli.. ping

? I stumble in a dance, there are people around me walking, lips moving. Are they talking, I can’t hear them, but oh it’s alright. Where am I, I don’t know, it’s strange. What was I doing, who am I, oh this dance is nice, pleasant, who are these people though? … I wake up sweating, heart racing, breathing quickly, why? I’ll just… I’ll just rest some more… … I’m a child again, such wonderful times… oh oh nevermind, must have slipped my mind. It’s all… all… … I…
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2026/03/29 - Searching

Allowing Rest She did not allow herself to rest, not yet. She could feel herself getting close to the Answer. She strained, reaching across her bedroom floor—the desk had grown too crowded, sagging under the weight of stacked tomes and hundreds of loose papers—and awkwardly grabbed an unorderly pile of papers, almost toppling a nearby stack of books in the process. She filed through the loose stack of pages—some upside-down, sideways, or folded in half—looking for one in particular. She rea
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2026/03/28 - Cold Cold Cold

Sorry I just got some poem stuff that I wrote last night.   Climbing The icy wind stings your skin. The bitter chill numbs your limbs. You pull your hood tighter. You silver and head higher.   Your gloveless hands bleed. You pay them no heed. The wind blows back your hood. You look down at the road, Down the ice-stained-red, Back the way you came, And keep climbing.   You are shaking and numb, In pain, teeth cha
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2026/03/27 - Woe from Joy

I was basically asleep while writing these, especially that last one. So... idk if they'll make sense or be written poorly or anything.   Endless Aisles Browsing the lines, The endless rows. Selecting from mass-produced items, Picking cute clothes.   Arms grow tired, A small piece of infinity explored. That's how our brains are wired; We always want more.   Browsing the lines, The endless rows. Too many highs, Sparin
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2026/03/26 - .

Sentenced It was his time. They unlocked his cell door and roughly hauled him up from where he was sitting on the stone ground with no care whatsoever. They hadn’t told him when this day would come—or even if it would—but they didn’t need to. Ever since his capture, he knew his fate. He had to admit, though, that he had been holding out hope. Just a small hope, a faint longing for a miracle, as they sometimes had in tales. He was aware that this wish for salvation was ultimately never going
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2026/03/25 - Trapped and Sealed

"They can survive on very little, in their cells. They barely need to be fed, and simply need daily watering. Why give extra? After all, we are doing them a favor keeping them alive..." — Mono Guidebook (Abridged 30th Edition), Chapter 17, Page 9.     CAUGHT;NO-HOPE YOU MUST COMPLY, UNLESS YOU WISH TO DIE.   AND EVEN IF YOU DO, WE WON'T BE KIND TO YOU.   YOUR FATE IS SEALED, IT WILL NOT BE REPEALED.   WE HAVE CAUGHT YOUR EY
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2026/03/24 - Too Late

"Two meanings, too late both ways, as we are all late and may as well be." — The Sixth of the Ten Icks, Late   Eyes Eyes watching me all around, I see Them. Eyes in jars on the floor in the mirror. The mirror! They use my eyes, My eyes are Theirs now, My eyes become Their Eyes. You are Seen now.   “I must…” “Do what I can,” “To delay Their spreading Influence.” “I…” I’m scared.   “I must leave,” “It’s
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2026/03/24 - Compliance to Her

[CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNING] Contains some elements that may be interpreted as self-harm and/or schizophrenia I think. Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong for the latter, as I don't know too much about it.   See Her;She Guides I see her here. Don’t you? She’s at my side, Holding a knife. Why don’t you see her?   She whispers to me, Guides me. She hands me the knife, I take it. She directs my hand, I comply.   I se
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2026/03/23 - Dark Halls and Living Hell

Insanity Book It resides on a dusty shelf, In a forgotten Dark Hall. No still-sane mind, Has glimpsed its pages. It seeks unstable minds, Whose insanity must be Revealed. It seeks you, my friend. As it sought me.   Sought It was a late-summer night, Not too long ago. I was helpless, confused, And it sought me. I will soon seek it too, As it gave me a vision.   Restless Visions A vision of it, In t
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2026/03/22 - Insanity Book

Secrets Unknowable (The Page (2025/12/31), pt. 2) A single page, the most unknowable secrets. A single sheet, the Unraveler of Minds. A single paper, held in a hand. A single mind, now gone.   - Lily
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2026/03/21? - Rightful Terror

The tangled webs converge and Meet. The Unaware go through their motions precisely. They follow the Script.   Laughter We drive through the cool night, Through the buildings and lights, We take a right.   We drive down the boulevard, We enter the courtyard, Into a line, behind cars.   We state our wishes, Pay with our riches, Receive our dishes.   We head on out, Back to the mount, And I have no doubt.
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2026/03/21 - Drifting

This is a continuation of Space from 2026/01/08   Time… (Space (2026/01/08), pt. 2) She had been here for months, headed toward Salvation. She would get there any day now. Just a few more years. Just a… Just… She tried not to dwell on… time. She had turned off the clocks on all the holographic displays; she had taken down the old-school wall calendar and hid it somewhere—she didn’t know where, and hoped she didn’t remember. She just let the days slip by, sleeping when she felt lik
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2026/03/19 - Psyche

Blots of Ink Shadows on paper, Shadows of mind. Images emerge, Images I see. Fear manifest, Fear revealed.   What I see? I won’t say. What I see? I’m not sure. What I see? Better unseen.   Images entrancing, Mind dancing, Eyes failing, Insanity prevailing, No longer sane, Brain a haze.   Dazed I’m in a daze—eyes heavy brain tired body slow. I’m so tired—so very tired. Star
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2026/03/18 - This Is Not Life

The End(less Loop) Life as we know it is over Life Life does not exist Nor do our minds Our minds Our minds are long-gone We are but husks and shadows long-dead Enacting lives we remember in past Past What is the past We have no past and no future, And arguably no present For we do not exist We are all dead We will all die And we have not lived   Hooked Hooked like your mind on the bait, And the r
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2026/03/17 - They Enter!

Faith I am enamored, intrigued. In your faith, When I have none.   Those Ancient With maws gaping dark abysses and eyes that see all, The Beings From Beyond They come to Feed we must not See we must hope for our Sparing or our Sacrifice. Those Ancient, Those Sacred Those Feared They Enter They Enter! Their reasoning is Their own we must not Understand we cannot Understand lest we lose our minds what little may be left. Our minds our precious frag
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2026/03/16 - Hopelessness

[CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNING] Some of the following poems/stories are kinda depressing and may be triggering. Consider not reading these if you are depressed or get triggered by certain things.   PA "Attention all! Attention all! Please be aware that we are undergoing technical ... hindrances, and thus our systems will be offline until further notice while we investigate and remedy these issues. I repeat, all non-critical systems will be offline until further notice! We apologize
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2026/03/15 - Hiding, Fearing

Help Aug 2, 2025 I don’t know what to do. They’re gonna find me, I can’t hide forever. Even if they don’t I’ll need food and water eventually. I don’t even know why I’m writing this, it’s not like anyone will find it. I just wish someone would. I wish someone was out there to help me. I wish I could just escape this awful place. Why does life have to be so cruel? Why did I have to end up with them? And why did I have to just… ugh. This is all my fault… I shouldn’t have done that, I’m s
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2026/03/14?

Rambler “They’re coming I know it I’ve seen they they’ve seen me we know we know we know we know…” … “I should just give up they’re probably here already it’s no use I’m dead I’m dead I’m dead…” … “No please no no no stop touching me stop touching me stop touching me please please please…” … “Why can’t I see why can’t I see turn on the lights what is that sound where am I where am I oh where am I…” … “No what are you doing no no no no no please I don’
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2026/03/14 - Hap-pi-ness

Sorry I didn't write much today.. I'll probably write more soon but no promises ofc. I have some ideas though...   Happy Why What Why am I happy, and what do I do with it? I don’t want to lose it, but that means I can’t do it— What I want, what I usually would do. I can’t ensadden myself—can’t sink myself. I need to preserve this feeling, Nurture it, And want it.   π - Lily the Happy I Think
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2026/03/13 - May_1

I made another.   b3b5…8938.exe May sat at her desk, navigating through the mess of tabs and windows she had open. She had so many things stored in her clipboard that she lost track of what each was for. What May was doing wasn’t exactly…encouraged by the law, but she had to know. Concentrating, May worked through each step, luckily coming across very few errors. She had to get this right, and there were no second chances. At last, May clicked “download” and sat back, anticip
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2026/03/13 - Withered World

Depending on how invested you are in the lore, you may want to review some of my previous entries, as they May connect to this Content. Specifically some of the very first ones, but also later on.   Nothing Was Ever Okay letter.txt We don’t know exactly when it started—the abductions, the interrogations, and the sculpting of humanity. Some of us theorize that they have operated in the background—pulling strings, subtly influencing life as we know it—for centuries. Millenia, e
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2026/03/12? - Loathing and Administration

Wrote most of these too late, now I'm running on five hours of sleep. sigh   Nobody Cares Nobody cares about us. Nobody actually cares. They say "we respect your privacy," As they sell your identity. They say "we care about you," As they pat their wallets. They say "we value your opinion," As they boot up the paper shredder. Nobody cares. Nobody listens.   Unappealable Dear user,   We hope this message finds you
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2026/03/12 - Living Hell

Wrote this today, while in hell.   Let Me Leave, Let Me Rest I just want to leave. I’m so uncomfortable, I can barely think. I just want to leave, But I can’t. Not yet.   I must endure, These hellish conditions, For just a bit longer, And then I’ll be free. Just a bit longer, And then I’ll stop thinking.   She sits here, In a pool of her blood. She sits here, Awaiting her freedom, From this h
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2026/03/09 - Un-Necessary Sustenance

Necessary Sustenance Sometimes I don’t want, This necessary sustenance. Sometimes I don’t get, Enough necessary sustenance. Sometimes it’s too much work, Too few appetizing options, Not worth it.   - Lily
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2026/03/10 - Suffering is Life

Times/Hardship "Kids these days," They say. "Back in my day," They say. "These are difficult times," They lament.   "Things were better back than." "We went outside." "We could breathe."   "We got sick and died." "We had no rights."   "We spent time with family." "We didn't have this dumb slang."   "We missed out on so much connection."   "We could use the Internet."   "We didn't have the Internet."
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