Ummm, so the first one is unfinished from the Before today, and the second is from the After. Also I rlly didn't wanna write anything else cuz I'm not feeling bad so I can't write anything.

Decisions

Lily sometimes struggled with choices. Not always, but she often overthought decisions simple and impactful alike. Sometimes this was from someone introducing doubt: was she absolutely sure? Was it the best possible choice? Then she overthought it and essentially froze up or began to panic.

Rush

At first awkward,

Or trying to be.

Then I begin,

And keep going.

It feel nice,

Despite not knowing.

Yet closer I feel,

To the Answer that haunts me.

Closer I feel,

To the true me.

Hhehehhhehheheheh *giddy noises*

- Lily