I feel like nobody cares what I think. And even on here, I keep typing up long posts, overthinking them, editing them down to nothing, and giving up altogether.
I'm drowning in schoolwork I can't finish. I used to be really good at school, but I've lost motivation. I keep getting exasperation from my parents about how I don't do things and how I need to but nothing is interesting, and when it is, it's horribly awkward because I hardly know anyone and it's not fun at all.
Parents keep telling me to talk to people, put myself out there. I try, and I keep trying, but it never works.
I just need some time away from the world and its breakneck pace that somehow makes a week pass by at the pace of a snail and a jet plane at the same time, but I can't have any, and life keeps rushing onward, dragging me behind it.