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  1. Usseewa
    That is equal to -7 (lol im messin') Two 8²
  2. Usseewa
    ima lay on altar and get out my knife
  3. Usseewa
    2six2
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    Ok, I'll speak with my therapist about this. I don't really know what I want out of doing so, but logically I should. I don't really want to, though. I'd rather keep it to myself and either let it fade into the past or just continue it. But I guess I remember having wanted to get help with my depression, even if I don't right now. So maybe I'll listen to the past me? But maybe she was just more depressed while I am less depressed...? Heh... Time to play Celeste But also.. nvm about celeste i remembered i have stuff to do edit: oh also... i kinda don't see the point in talking to a therapist about self-harming or to stopping self-harm. I mean besides like... avoiding life-threatening injuries and stuff, idk.
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    mm.. i feel weird also I don't feel the urge to cut right now, but I probably will again sometime. But not at the moment. It doesn't feel good to think about. Idk.
  6. Usseewa
    how do you mean? what happened to it?
  7. Usseewa
    I mean it's only bleed a littleee
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    213
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    Yes!
  10. Usseewa
    Hey, that's great! I'm still pushing off trying to get HRT
  11. Usseewa
    I guess. Cool. SH kinda edit: I'm just so confused with life and with myself, I don't really know who I am and I don't know what I'm feeling but I know it's not good but I don't know if it's real or if the cause is valid edit: (idk spoiler weird)
  12. Usseewa
    the end is approaching for sure of school im not gonna say when it will probably help..
  13. Usseewa
    Maybe crisis isn't the right term? I'm still figuring stuff out Idk I guess. It's just that I don't really feel good, I'm depressed as per usual, but also kinda overwhelmed. It's passed somewhat but still here. I've been considering finding someone to talk to. I spoke with my therapist last time about having self-harm thoughts and such, but.. I don't know if I'll be able to talk about basically having self-harmed. But there's someone(s) I can probably talk to.. I guess. Or a hotline again. Hugs to you as well edit: and I don't really know *why* I've been feeling bad and SH-ey and even possibly suicidal. I think part of it is the academic stress, coupled with my ADHD. I've also just been depressed years.
  14. Usseewa
    Wdym I did explain I mean what questions you have Also whenever I'm in crisis it doesn't last that long so by the time I get help (if I do) then it's passed and I don't feel the same anymore but I know it will come back
  15. Usseewa
    Little update I guess So I got nice sleep, yippee. New med, might help. But... TW/CW SH
  16. Usseewa
    I was doing a play on "keigotheweirdkid" or something
  17. Usseewa
    Eternal torture on Braize Or, wait for it:
  18. Usseewa
    She said something silly. Soon surrounded, scared, Self-scolding, shame-suffused, She stopped. Idk, like that. Only words starting in S
  19. Usseewa
    Same. you should try only using one letter, or alternating letters (by line or by word) between two letters or idk. Or use every letter in the alphabet. Maybe
  20. Usseewa
    You could always start a new one i don't really have any ideas though either
  21. Usseewa
    '98
  22. Usseewa
    nice also hey Aki!
  23. Usseewa
    i Iike them ♥ i think the crossroads one is my favorite but i like all them
  24. Usseewa
    59+6^2
  25. Usseewa
    i mean ig i do and also i haven't checked notifs in weeks and then they pile up
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