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  1. Usseewa
    Looks like I put rp stuff in bold? Lily crept through the tavern doors, then made her way along the edge of the crowded room. She nervously came up to the counter and waited for the barkeep to notice her. She waited. And waited. like that?
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    im rlly not in the mood for writing but ill try i guess i can write it abt programming or depression/anxiety/obsession/bad-stuff-in-general as always perfect! ill use the word "recur" as in recurring bad stuff!!!!! yayayayay!
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    ummm ill just use my name and where do i put the character? like...in a tavern?
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    how do i join and what is this an rp or smth?
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    I was gonna ask u yesterday if u enjoyed ur dinner but decided not to cuz that's not smth ppl say online so lemme know if u liked this dinner lol also help guys I need to write something before the day's end for my blog helppppppppp gimme a one-word prompt or smth and ill try to write smth meaningful
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    Sis at least offer some advice lol Or describe ur feelings
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    Ok, cool I guess... The thing is I never really expected myself to get/be in a relationship. Not that I didn't want one (at least off-and-on, mildly, or sometimes), it just didn't seem realistic. Maybe just cuz I'm socially inept and "weird"/neurodivergent. It just seemed right that no one would ever love me that I would never be in one. Tbh it's soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much easier to talk to ppl online. Like a barely talk to ppl (excluding family and my D&D group) IRL.
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    Doesn't really sound like me... But is that because I'm ace or because I've just never like had any friends rlly What I mean is are you attracted to or do you get those feelings you mentioned from people you just see around or share a class with or something? Or are you already friends with them and talk to them?
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    Thanks! Now you should give a would you rather question for the next person.
  10. Usseewa
    Sameeeeee. Definitely cuddling, and maybe hugging, and maybe kissing but probably not. Yeah, sorry 'bout that. Hmmm (Lies. I didn't actually intend that lol) I'm not sure if I feel this or not. For me it's nothing like this. I basically just see women and be like "she's pretty" or "cool" or something. I think some of it may be "I want to be her..." . Idk. I guess I might get a little distracted, but barely. More like my eyes keep returning to her or I make excuses (to myself) to look in her direction... which hopefully isn't weird or bad... anyway or I look away but want to look that's one thing i related to in the GDB uhmmmm also I think my thoughts have changed from the above since I started questioning because now I'm constantl thinking of me and trans, though not as much as the first few days. but every time I see a woman I think of me trans. every time I see a man i think of what my feelings are or should be and how guys arent as cool as girls. i dont think ive ever felt the melty brain thing. also I think I was gonna say something else but forgto lol basically i want cuddles and very close friendship. at least that's what I "fantasized" about before. now i dont even know if I like (as in "have a crush on" or "attracted to") anyone... in the past few days, if u asked me about who i am attracted to, I wouldve said "I think I like girls and idk about guys." also...I get a little uncomfortable? when ppl talk about "creepy guys" if you know what I mean cuz Im not one (not creepy and not a guy) so idk mb thats cuzz anyway now im starting to sound like a loser ummmmmmmmmm i never understood "hot." Like irl or in movies/shows/books, people call each other hot. I find people "pretty" or "attractive." Is that the same as hot? I just don't feel like "hot" describes what I feel. eeeeerrrrrr what else... ive never been in a relationship but also didnt have much opportunity i guess. And perhaps the same could be said for desire. ummmmmm yeah anyway edit: 777th post
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    Idk if it's me or not yet
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    Yep! Thx! I guess this is one one those things where sometimes it's hard to tell because you don't know what the other side is like. For example, I've heard/read about trans ppl thinking "everyone does/thinks this" or like not knowing that cis ppl don't feel like that, since they're not cis. So, how do I know what sexual attraction feels like? I'm not sure if I've ever experienced it or not, but I find people attractive. Which, again, might also be gender envy... Or just in general finding people attractive but still being asexual. Is that a thing? I might be ace or something @Hmmm lies you were the one who talked about being super attracted to women, right? Can you tell me what it's like so I can see if I relate or not? Because I think I might be on the ace spectrum. POV Me: Also these are literally my favorite colors (I'm fr):
  13. Usseewa
    It's hard for me to decide if that's me or not. I think I sometimes feel like that. Or it depends. I actually edited my post to include something similar.
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    Yes pls. Are u aroace? What's it like? How do you know? Basically I realized that I am kinda...not interested, or even possibly disgusted but idk - when I actually think - about it in you-know-what (idk if I can say it on the Shard). And the thoughts I mentioned were that I really wanted a relationship that basically involved, like, cuddling and stuff. And talking to each other. And all that. Like a friendship but where you're closer to the person and yeah. Idk. I also might not even be aroace idk but I might be. Also what's the terminology? Like what specifically does "aro ace"/"AroAce" mean? Does it mean you are both asexual and aromantic? Or just a general term form "asexual and/or aromantic"? Also I'm reading up a bit on it cuz I know very little. @Akimikoisthecutest Edit: Also I'm reading a website about aroace so hopefully I'll get an answer to the question I don't really wanna ask here.
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    huh? I actually wrote over 900 words in the time it took u to respond (not meant to sound rude), and realized I might be asexual, because I literally had thoughts a couple months/years back and probably multiple times that now sound verrrrry ace. Tho I'll have to research aro ace some more since I know next to nothing aside from the definitions. So I guess the journaling is going good lol. I also wondered that a few days ago here if u recall. Also I'm realizing that maybe all the times I was "attracted" to people could've been gender envy. Or ace attraction? Idk how this all works i need to look it up. Actually maybe I'm alloromantic? I mean I only just learned that term a few seconds ago so idk. Or maybe I'm aro ace? Which I think means both aromantic and asexual but I always thought it meant aro/ace not aro & ace. Help... Good idea, thx. I don't use a shared device but still.
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    Wow that actually helps. I guess I needed to hear that. Not sure why. Also...is it fine to write the journal on my computer? Like type it in a document or something? Because...I suck at handwriting and can't keep up with what I want to say. I might worry more about the privacy tho if I use my computer... Especially a document (MS Word, Google Docs, etc.)
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    @Aeoryi Yall any tips for journaling (abt trans stuff)?
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    Yawn
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    Did you see her post?
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    me too pls asking for a friend
  21. Usseewa
    Oh I thought the email was a bad response lol *smacks forehead but not fr* Well that's great!
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    I don't get it
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    That sounds like a bad response, am I correct?
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    @Chaos
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