CoderDrag0n8

Hmmm. It appears the platform is broken, as I cannot make 'Before the dawn of time' my BirthTime.

Strange.

Oh well, my descendence is short anyway.

I must not disturb this vessels life too much while I am in this body.

@It is I, God.

YOU DID IT AGAIN

how most people emotion: *emotions*

how i emotion: *tries to emotion* urgh dat not work *wait 3 days* *begins swinging* *gets empiphany* *poets*

there done

yeah thats also how i poetry

big exception however: I poetry and I short story and those are 2 different actions

poetry is me decompressing my thoughts (usually), so it's all about my thoughts and feelings, so if you saw me talking about suicide there, def give me hugs i would need it (ill prob specify if its not feeling decmpressing, like it might be empathetic decompressing idk i havent been doin this long)

short stories is me storying (also usually) and so while they may be metaphors (*cough cough* darkness at the door) if you see me talking about suicide here, (*cough cough* darkness at the door) i do not need hugs, i just like pretending to be suicidal (its how I decompress, for more info see Unum Est Duo) (I mean i guess I dont talk about fake depression but i definetly talk about fake insanity and I feel like I can fit those 2 together, at least in that specific context)

ALRIGHT IM BACK

also why is it that the hugging face emoji looks so cursed T^T

like wtf why????

Look at it

I wish your mom had been a little stronger
I wish she'd stayed around a little longer
I wish your dad were good
I wish grown-ups understood
I wish we'd met before they convinced you life is war

I wish you'd come with me
I wish I had more TNT

(Dead Girl Walking (Reprise) from Heathers The Musical (Have not watched btw) (Only listened to this one song))

Two birds on a wire
One tries to fly away
And the other watches him close from that wire
He says he wants to as well
But he is a liar

(Two Birds by Regina Specter)

What about us?
What about all the times you said you had the answers?
What about us?
What about all the broken happy ever afters?
What about us?
What about all the plans that ended in disaster?
What about love? What about trust?
What about us?

(What About Us by P!nk)

So put your best face on everybody
Pretend you know this song everybody
Come hang (Come hang)
Let's go out with a bang!
Bang! Bang! Bang!

(Bang by AJR)

But, baby, I been, I been prayin' hard
Said, "No more countin' dollars, we'll be countin' stars
Yeah, we'll be countin' stars"

(Countin Stars by OneRepublic)

Had to have high, high hopes for a living
Shooting for the stars when I couldn't make a killing
Didn't have a dime, but I always had a vision
Always had high, high hopes (High, high hopes)

(High Hopes by Panic! At The Disco)

We didn't start the fire
It was always burning
Since the world's been turning
We didn't start the fire
No, we didn't light it
But we tried to fight it

(We Didn't Start The Fire by Billy Joel)

You can count on me like one, two, three, I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two and you'll be there
'Cause that's what friends are s'posed to do, oh, yeah

(Count On Me by Bruno Mars)

Now Paul is a real estate novelist
Who never had time for a wife
And he's talkin' with Davy, who's still in the navy
And probably will be for life
And the waitress is practicing politics
As the businessmen slowly get stoned
Yes, they're sharing a drink they call loneliness
But it's better than drinkin' alone

(Piano Man by Billy Joel)

I see a song of past romance
I see the sacrifice of man
I see portrayals of betrayal
And a brother's final stand
I see you on the brink of death
I see you draw your final breath
I see a man who gets to make it home alive
But it's no longer you

(No Longer You from Epic The Musical)

Near the same spot (Near the same spot)
Your son died, is that (My son died, is that)
Why—(Why—)

--

They won’t teach you this in your classes
But look it up, Hamilton was wearing his glasses
Why? If not to take deadly aim?
It’s him or me, the world will never be the same
I had only one thought before the slaughter:
This man will not make an orphan of my daughter

--

Teach me how to say goodbye
Rise up, rise up, rise up
Eliza
My love, take your time
I’ll see you on the other side
Raise a glass to freedom...

He aims his pistol at the sky—
Wait!

(The World Was Wide Enough from Hamilton The Musical)

So could you
Tell me how you're sleepin' easy?
How you're only thinking of yourself?
Show me how you justify
Tellin' all your lies like second nature
Listen, mark my words, one day (One day)
You will pay, you will pay
Karma's gonna come collect your debt

(Wolf In Sheep's Clothing by Set It Off)

I'm killing someone, maybe, you're killing someone, maybe
I’m killing you, maybe, you're killing me, maybe
We all pretend to be the heroes on the good side
But what if we're the villains on the other?

(Villain by Stella Jang)

I've heard it said
That people come into our lives
For a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return

Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good

(For Good from Wicked)

Can we live a real life?
A real life; and do we even know what that means?
Can we live a real life; and know people outside machines?
Can we live a real life between the devil and the digital sea?

(A Real Life by Greek Fire)

'Cause we're so f-in' mean, we're so elitist, we're as f-ed as any church
And this bs West coast dogma has a higher f-in' net worth
I bit the apple 'cause I loved you, and why would you lie?
And then I realized you're just as naïve as I am
Oh, you're so traumatized, it makes me want to cry

(Rat by Penelope Scott) (Has severe cursing all throughout)

So let me break
For the love of God, let me break
Let me slip to the bottom of this hill
Let my body fall into the pit
Into the lion's den with you
So let me break
For the love of God, let me break
Let me slip to the bottom of this hill
Let my body fall into the pit
Into the lion's den with you

(The Lion's Den by McCafferty)

Sailing on a ship in a bottle
Anchor all your thoughts to the bottom
Pulling ropes and pulling your head back
To see what is breaking the foremast
You set sail alone, there is no crew
No one on the deck who can help you
This is all your own battle to win
This is your ship, and you are the captain

Oh, captain, let's make a deal
Where we both say the things that we both really feel
I feel scared and I'm starting to sink
And I only sink deeper the deeper I think

(Ship In A Bottle by Fin)

Ah, look at all the lonely people
Ah, look at all the lonely people

Eleanor Rigby
Picks up the rice in the church where the wedding has been
Lives in a dream
Waits at the window
Wearing the face that she keeps in a jar by the door
Who is it for?

All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?

(Eleanor Rigby by Cody Fry)

Too many handwritten letters
Signed, "To my dearest, with love"
All pulled from their papers, ripped out as cover ups
To disguise endearment, as friendly notes
It doesn’t take a scholar, to know how this one goеs
And historians will call them

Close friends, bеsties, roommates, colleagues
Anything but lovers
History hates lovers
Sidekicks, family, good pals, buddies
Anything but lovers
History hates lovers

(History Hates Lovers by Oublaire)

I will love you 'til I die
And I will love you all the time
So please put your sweet hand in mine
And float in space and drift in time
All my time until I die
We'll float in space, just you and I
And I will love you 'til I die
And I will love you all the time

(Ladies And Gentlemen We Are Floating In Space by Spiritualized)

I'm not okay, I'm not okay, hey hey, hey
I'm not okay, hey, hey
You wear me out

(I'm Not Okay (I Promise) by My Chemical Romance)

Could I interest you in everything all of the time?
A bit of everything all of the time?
Apathy's a tragedy, and boredom is a crime
Anything and everything, all of the time
Could I interest you in everything all of the time? (Anything and everything)
A little bit of everything all of the time? (Anything and everything)
Apathy's a tragedy, and boredom is a crime (Anything and everything)
Anything and everything and anything and everything
And anything and everything and all of the time

(Welcome To The Internet by Bo Burnham) (Incredibly R-Rated, listen to at your own risk, listener discretion advised, more than just bad language)

Time cast a spell on you
But you won't forget me
I know I could have loved you
But you would not let me

(Silver Springs by Fleetwood Mac)

Now, this looks like a job for me
So, everybody, just follow me
'Cause we need a little controversy
'Cause it feels so empty without me
I said this looks like a job for me
So, everybody, just follow me
'Cause we need a little controversy
'Cause it feels so empty without me

(Without Me by Eminem)

Re-write the plot
Give me the spotlight
A monologue before the curtains fall
I was never acting at all
I was never acting at all
I can’t pretend to pretend you’re all that I want
Cause I was never acting at all

(Never Acting At All by Melina KB)

Welcome to a new kind of tension
All across the alienation
Where everything isn't meant to be okay
Television dreams of tomorrow
We're not the ones who're meant to follow
For that's enough to argue

Don't wanna be an American idiot
One nation controlled by the media
Information age of hysteria
It's calling out to idiot America

Welcome to a new kind of tension
All across the alienation
Where everything isn't meant to be okay
Television dreams of tomorrow
We're not the ones who're meant to follow
For that's enough to argue

(American Idiot by Green Day)

Song sung blue, everybody knows one
Song sung blue, every garden grows one

(Song Sung Blue by Neil Diamond)

Everything sucks, just kidding
Everything is great, no, really
I haven't thought about my ex today
Oh, wait (F, I just did)
But I went outside for the first time
In a few days and it felt nice
And I might try doing exercise (Haha, not really)

(Everything Sucks by vaultboy)

After all of those years being stuck on a page
Did you ever imagine you'd see me onstage?
Now I'm here, there's no telling what may ensue!
No there's no telling what!
But I'll give you a clue...

Oh, the thinks you can think!
Oh, the thinks you can think!
If you're willing to try...

Think invisible ink!
Or a Gink with a stink!
Or a stair to the sky...
If you open your mind
Oh, the thinks you will find
Lining up to get loose...

Oh, the thinks you can think!
When you think about Seuss!

(Oh The Thinks You Can Think from Suessical The Musical)

When I'm gone, when I'm gone
You’re gonna miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me by my hair
You're gonna miss me everywhere, oh
You're gonna miss me when I’m gone
When I'm gone, when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me by my walk
You're gonna miss me by my talk, oh
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

(Cups from Pitch Perfect)

I don't wanna wait for our lives to be over
I want to know right now, what will it be?
I don't wanna wait for our lives to be over
Will it be yes or will it be... sorry?

(I Don't Want To Wait by Paula Cole)

Yeah so these are my fav songs and highlights of my favorite lyrics.

I hope I marked most of the super bad ones

Really do heed my warning on Welcome To The Internet, thou

Im not lying if you have parents who care about you at all, they will not want you listening to that (a bit of a joke, but it really is that bad)

yeah

:3

For the best reading experience, listen to Cups before reading to get the proper melody in your head.

And yes, Through The Living Girl, I do know I also posted this in my blog.

It's the worst feeling in the world

Its the feeling you get

when you look at your friends

feel yourself leaving

and you think

"When I'm gone..."

"They wont miss me when I'm gone."

"They wont miss my hair."

"They wont miss me anywhere."

"They wont miss me when I'm gone."

Cause I'm almost gone

And they wont miss me when I'm gone.

They wont miss my hair

They wont miss me anywhere

They wont miss me when I'm gone.

But this is the only place

Where I felt safe

This is the very place

Where I found me

This is the place

Where I opened up

So that's why it feels so bad that

They wont miss me when I'm gone.

No, They wont miss me when I'm gone.

The less you miss me, the farther I get.

The more you miss me, the closer I come.

Can you please promise me

This one little thing

Can you please promise me

That you'll miss me when I'm gone?

Can you miss me when I'm gone?

Cause the more you miss me,

The less gone I'll be

So please just miss me

When I'm gone.

When I'm gone,

Please miss me when I'm gone.

Miss my little hair

Miss me everywhere

Please just miss me when I'm gone

Please just miss me when I'm gone

Cause the more you miss me

The closer I'll be

And the less you miss me

The farther I'll stay

If you miss me quite a bit

Gone I may never be

But the way I see it

You wont miss me when I'm gone

No, they wont miss me when I'm gone.

So please prove me wrong.

Show me that when I'm gone,

Please miss me when I'm gone

Miss my little hair

Miss me everywhere

Please just miss me when I'm gone.

Please...

Just miss me when I'm gone.