Hoid Slayer
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Oh uhh sidenote Taln have you specified that you’re okay with it?
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… Should I be worried? Chaos if you’re reading this I’m so sorry…
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Naw man I ain’t going there But, yk, YOU could…
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SAYS THE MAN WHO DENIED US IN THE PAST! YOU MAY BE FORGIVEN, BUT YOUR COWARDICE IN THE PAST WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN, “GOD”!
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YEAH! I LOVE MEAD! *HEADBUTTS BACK*
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Because we see past queerness and straightness. I mean, I’m also cishet, and I’m over here. (But yes, it started as a joke, and I had to defend my honor)
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YES, BROTHER! AND WHEN RAGNAROK COMES, WE WILL FIGHT THE BATTLE - NOT OF GODS, BUT OF ALL MEN - SIDE BY SIDE! WHO FRICKIN’ CARES!
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Also side note This is giving ”Eurylochus, you’ve doomed us all!” from Epic
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Awwww He prob doesn’t get that many notifs anyway You think about WHAT daily? I WILL I WILL DO WHAT GODS FEAR TO DO AND IF IT BE MY FOLLY, THEN SO BE IT @Chaos How’s it going, man? I never see you really interacting outside of rules clarifications (happy belated birthday btw). If you see this, I hope our shenanigans don’t cause you much trouble. We don’t need your mod powers here right now (it started as a joke), so you can consider this a check-in on you as a person (or just ignore it if you want). The man behind the myth.
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IS THE PURPOSE OF MAN NOT TO STRIVE TO BECOME SOMETHING GREATER? IF THIS BE OUR CURSE, THEN I WELCOME IT WITH OPEN ARMS! LET HIM ADMINISTER JUDGEMENT TO THOSE NOT AFRAID TO CHALLENGE THE FATES!
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Perhaps not an ordinary mod… but there are those that make even gods quiver He Who Must Not Be Named He Who is Above All Hear his name, @chao- *tackled again from behind*
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Wait uh is this Arcane related? Either way, I’ll sign up and make character later
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Looking back over my early posts
So much cringe
Also I miss Cuz I’m Bored so much
Lowkey I miss those days
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'Tis a worthy post ... Hey guys I just wanted to say something I was looking back at some old posts - from around when I first joined this thread, and some more recent stuff too, and I've realized We've come a long way. All of us. We've come a long way from the dark depths, the relapses, the collapses, the seemingly endless walls of depression and hate and self-loathing. I remember times when the thread would blow up with existential crisis, near-constant mental breakdowns, and we all seemed to share a pain that didn't have an end. The masks and the sorrow. @Pariah, I remember when you were falling apart because your show didn't work out. @Bird Furious, @Through The Living Glass, @Spark of Hope you have all come so far. @Hawks... I remember so much. I remember fear. And I am so happy that fear isn't around anymore. I'm not saying the struggles are gone. Because they are ongoing. I myself am still struggling with the thing I believe I made one of my first posts on this thread about. But... I no longer hate myself for it. I feel better. SO much better. I think what I'm trying to get at is: I remember days when I would frantically respond to posts, promising lights at the end of the tunnel, "candles" to "light" more, and yadayada metaphorical nonsense that was supposed to comfort you guys. I remember things getting worse, and not believing my own words. But... Now I see those lights. They were there. I can't tell you how to find them. I'll cut the metaphorical crap right now, though, 'cuz that didn't help me. But you know what did? You. This. The solution isn't finding some fancy words that make things sound nice. It's helping each other. And taking steps. Here's what I think helped me: 1. Recognition and acceptance. Recognizing what is happening in your brain is so helpful. I will say I think there's an inherent mechanism in your mind that doesn't want to be proved wrong, so when you try to recognize what's going on, your brain fights it. Fight back. For me, my problem was constantly hating myself for being "unproductive". Realizing where that came from was hard, but once I did, it was a lot easier to fight against. I accepted that I didn't have to be productive. And slowly, the walls my brain put up began to fall. 2. Not procrastinating. Okay this is way harder but it helped me. Specifically, this year, I started working out. Well, not really, but like doing pushups and situps and squats and stuff in my room. It really helped me feel better. I felt like I was making progress. 3. Support. You guys made up a large part of it. Trust me: talk to someone. Anyone. Then talk to someone else. Get a psychologist. Just TALK. Things do get better. So often we say they do but don't mean it, but they do. This thread is living proof of that. You are living proof of that. Don't forget it.
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How you doing?
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I call dibs on Certified Expectation More data coming soon
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Hehe
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How’s this going?
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The ultimate sacrifice To defeat the ISB, the Rebels must kill one of their own Edit: Wait isn’t that exactly what happened though? We won because you inherited the Supervisor role
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The first rays of sun were beginning to peek out as CL-2984 made his way to the dock. His pace was slow. The wound was still healing where his left leg had been. The explosion in the control room had wounded CL, and he had been sure death awaited him. But Johnny... Johnny had succeeded. Johnny had won. And in the chaos, CL had been able to escape his captors and hijack a speeder. He stabilized his wound with what he had left in his medical kit, and fled. That night... there had never been anything like it. There never would be. There was a passion to it. A chaos, let loose. Every man was equal as the streets flooded, people rioted, beneath the shadow of a burning citadel. The air thrumming with sounds, heat, freedom. For an instant, everything was perfect. After that night, CL had run. He had left the planet, and come here. Now he kept a cabin on the shore, his days measured not in imperial units but in cycles of life. Peace. In his past lay corpses, remnants of somewhere he could never return to. Souls he had lost. Reka... Korun... Cal. Imperial and Rebel alike, they were all wed in death. But not CL. He had made it out. In his future... who knew what awaited him? But that could Come Later. For now, he was happy to live in the present. Things were calm in Alderaan. Here, the Emperor's grip was weak. Here... he could begin again. CL sat down on the edge of the dock, and gazed out into the endless expanse as the sun rose in the sky, heralding a new dawn. It was beautiful. ... Whew! My performance this game was less than optimal, but there were still a lot of people who made the experience incredible! Thanks to @DrakeMarshall, our awesome GM, and @Doc12 and @TwinStorm, my amazing teammates. @Kasimir, get some rest. @Booknewt, this is your... second? game. You played REALLY well. I hope to get the opportunity to play more with all of you in the future!
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Nah don’t worry she left like half an hour ago Site’s Recently Browsing system is just funky
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He’s not He’s an icon
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Sharder One-Liners
Hoid Slayer replied to Channelknight Fadran's topic in Forum Games & Random Stuff
"And this set of ruby bones looks like a pile of cash and I'm broke, so I''l be selling it on ebay. Bye!" "*pat pat* you get use to it. @Through The Living Glass has robbed me repeatedly and eaten and killed me at least twice on the thread alone." - @KnightSkye Reforged "We’re gonna pull out a double wammy and get a lesbian trans femme by using both now come here little slayer of hoid heheeh" - @Honors ghost -
I feel like I just got war crimed
