*sigh* Let's see...
Mental health ain't doing too hot.
Feelin' lonely.
No motivation to get up in the morning (so i've been getting up in the afternoons instead)
Groggy the rest of the day because of doing this^.
Tired of being yelled at by my mom for just existing, so I go to my room to draw only to find out my apps aren't working and I probably won't be able to draw on a computer for another two months, so I try to see if I can fix them but then I get yelled at for "not spending time with my family," even though they're the last people I want to see right now and being around them only makes me more depressed.
Mom is a huge introvert who doesn't believe in letting her kids see or text their friends for some reason, even though we're all extroverted, so that's nice.
Nobody in my family seems to care about my mental health except my aunt, but she lives six hours away and I can't contact her...
My bf has come over a couple times, but he's the only bright spot in my life right now.
Just been suffering in silence for the past eternity since school ended.
And it's only the second week of summer...
*sigh*
only seventy days 'til school starts and I can finally get out of here...
hugs would be appreciated...