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  1. I'm insane!!!!!

    I finished Tress!

    It was good!

    I have too much energy to read.

    I need to get it out but I have no idea how I'm supposed to do that so I'm just going increasing my more insane.

    Its rather fun!!!

    1. Going_North_cal

      Going_North_cal

      duuuuude it was so good i loved tress so much

    2. shortcake

      shortcake

      Yippee! I still need to read Tress. I've been meaning to go to the bookstore...

    3. S. Stormy

      S. Stormy

      It's SO GOOD!!!!!! I loved it.

  2. Australia!!! Specifically Sydney.
  3. Any of y'all want some crackers? (Though I must say that they taste a little funny.)
  4. On my part it definitely is. You know that!
  5. Hey y'all. How is y'all be?
  6. Like school band. TPBM has a summer birthday.
  7. Okay so I hurt my knee at girls camp right?

    And then I thought it was pretty much good.

    Turns out it wasn't.

    Cause I was squatting down and it popped again.

    So I got into the doctor and I tore MCL. 2nd degree tear probably.

    Maybe gonna get an MRI.

    So um... Yeah. 

    I have a brace. And apparently a hinged brace means I can't really bend my knee.

    1. shortcake

      shortcake

      oh nooooooo

      I hope you feel better soon, Insa

    2. Going_North_cal

      Going_North_cal

      oh noooooo i’m so sorry

      get well soon :)))

    3. InfiniteInsanity
  8. Y'all ever had moments where you realize how not normal something you do is? And then it's slightly concerning? And you have decide what you're gonna do about it?

    And on a different note when y'all were little did the idea of moving make you excited? Like in elementary school I would get excited when my dad got job offers that would mean we moved. Now I hate them. They freak me out a bit. Though eventually I always pull together and ignore it as best I can.

    1. Robin Sedai

      Robin Sedai

      I'm the opposite way tbh - used to hate moving when I was a kid, but now I love it.

    2. Mags

      Mags

      I'll be honest, I've lived in the same house my entire life, so I've never really experienced moving before. I think if my family decided to move tomorrow, I would be hesitantly excited. idk

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      Y'all ever had moments where you realize how not normal something you do is? And then it's slightly concerning? And you have decide what you're gonna do about it?

      haha yeah all the time

  9. @The Bookwyrm and again!
  10. I've attempted to but I'm forgetful. TPBM has been on crutches before.
  11. I have new heels.

    They be very sparkly.

    And purple.

    And silver and gold.

    But purple is the important part.

    One problem...

    ...I don't have any idea what to wear them with.

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    2. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      DUDE YOU HAVE SPARKLY PURPLE SHOES. YOU MUST WEAR THEM WITH EVERYTHING. E V E R Y T H I N G. JEANS. ANY COLOR OF DRESS. SWEATPANTS. PURPLE SHOES ARE A THING TO BE WORN AT ALL TIMES, IN ALL PLACES.

    3. Potato's Wit

      Potato's Wit

      wear them with clothing. 

    4. Morningtide

      Morningtide

      All of these answers are correct. Please listen to them all :D

  12. Ahhhhhhhhh.

    One of my choir directors is moving.

    Over the course of this summer the choir department staff has cut in half.

    And we didn't even get to say goodbye this time.

    He's just moving. 

    And I get it. I understand. I know that this is the way things go sometimes. 

    But... I would have liked to get to say goodbye.

    1. Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      I know that, Insa, I know that feeling well. I never got to actually say goodbye to one of my best friends when I moved a month ago. 

      Listen to a song you like while doing something you like while thinking of memories of him. That helps, I find. Maybe cry a little if it is truly that sad for you. It helps, I promise.

    2. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      I’m so sorry, Insa. That is so sad. Is there a way you could send him some sort of letter or something?

  13. No. Not yet at least. TPBM dances to music no one else can hear.
  14. I have given up on pain meds.

    I hate them too much.

    They bring back not great memories.

    I can deal with the pain. Besides it's not really that painful anymore.... not too painful at least.

    And I think my brain might be slipping back into the anxiety stuffs that I had earlier that was causing some problems.

    1. Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Dang, are you okay? I just realized I didn't respond to this. How're you doing? Need any hugs?

    2. InfiniteInsanity

      InfiniteInsanity

      I could use some hugs.

      I've just become super paranoid. And all my fears have been multiplied by at least 3. And I've become somewhat paranoid about everyone else's safety too. I mean I don't have much control over other people's safety even when I'm around them. But when I'm around people I really don't want them to leave. Because once they're out of my sight I can't do anything. I don't know. It just paranoia I guess.

    3. Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      *hugz*

      I know the feeling, I was paranoid for a little bit, but not as strong as that. No matter what, remember that it's going to, in the end, be alright. 

  15. Hey y'all...

    Um...

    FSY was awesome.

    The beach and the ocean is nearly perfect.

    My brain is not okay.

    I wrote some poem things but.... Well a) they aren't very good in my opinion and B) they definitely aren't positive. If any of y'all want to read them I'll let you. Just say something I guess.

    Anyways y'all is awesome people.

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    2. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      Dang. They both hit hard. 

    3. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      I’m late, but Kajsa is so right. I have some rather personal experience with that top one, which makes it even more beautiful.

    4. InfiniteInsanity
  16. We need to be better about how long we let people win.
  17. I'm so glad you got the opportunity to get yours!
  18. Yes. I know its after midnight.

    NO. I don't care.

    I was being productive...

    Spoiler
    Once upon a time
    someone told me
    that I NEVER 
    wore my hair down
    And so to prove them wrong
    I only wore my hair
    down for a while.
    They said it looked
    better that way
    looked longer 
    prettier
     
    So I did it more.
     
    Once upon a time
     I joked about 
    dying my hair
    And all I heard
    was how good I
    WOULD look
    And I felt slightly sick
    But I did it
    blue... red
    They said it looked
    better
    looked good.
     
    And I accepted it.
     
    Once upon a time
    I took off my glasses
    for their protection
    Someone told me 
    I looked prettier
    they could see my eyes
    and my eyes were beautiful
     
    So I wore glasses less
     
    Once upon a time 
    I met you
    And I fell hard
    I thought there was no way
    you would fall too
    because nothing
    about me
    seemed right anymore.
    But here we are.
    1 year ago
    you said you didn't
    mind my glasses
    you liked them
    and were sad to see them go
    A few months ago
    you said my new hair 
    was nice
    but so was my normal hair
    A little while ago
    I cut my hair
    and whenever I worry about length
    you tell me
    Its fine
    It looks nice
     
    I'm not sure 
    why 
    or 
    how
    but you have taken
    EVERYTHING
    I hated
    about me
    and turned it
    into something
    I could love
     
    Once upon a time
    I felt trapped
    I felt sick
    I felt imperfect
     
    Once upon a time
    you came along
    turned me around
    and set me free.

    Anyways. Night y'all. Hope y'all sleep well. And have a wonderful rest of your day or night or whatever it is for you!

    1. Morningtide

      Morningtide

      That's so pretty! and deep! that's love right there

    2. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      Aww Insa, that’s beautiful. 

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