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I'm insane!!!!!
I finished Tress!
It was good!
I have too much energy to read.
I need to get it out but I have no idea how I'm supposed to do that so I'm just going increasing my more insane.
Its rather fun!!!
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Okay so I hurt my knee at girls camp right?
And then I thought it was pretty much good.
Turns out it wasn't.
Cause I was squatting down and it popped again.
So I got into the doctor and I tore MCL. 2nd degree tear probably.
Maybe gonna get an MRI.
So um... Yeah.
I have a brace. And apparently a hinged brace means I can't really bend my knee.
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Y'all ever had moments where you realize how not normal something you do is? And then it's slightly concerning? And you have decide what you're gonna do about it?
And on a different note when y'all were little did the idea of moving make you excited? Like in elementary school I would get excited when my dad got job offers that would mean we moved. Now I hate them. They freak me out a bit. Though eventually I always pull together and ignore it as best I can.
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I'll be honest, I've lived in the same house my entire life, so I've never really experienced moving before. I think if my family decided to move tomorrow, I would be hesitantly excited. idk
QuoteY'all ever had moments where you realize how not normal something you do is? And then it's slightly concerning? And you have decide what you're gonna do about it?
haha yeah all the time
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I have new heels.
They be very sparkly.
And purple.
And silver and gold.
But purple is the important part.
One problem...
...I don't have any idea what to wear them with.
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Ahhhhhhhhh.
One of my choir directors is moving.
Over the course of this summer the choir department staff has cut in half.
And we didn't even get to say goodbye this time.
He's just moving.
And I get it. I understand. I know that this is the way things go sometimes.
But... I would have liked to get to say goodbye.
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I know that, Insa, I know that feeling well. I never got to actually say goodbye to one of my best friends when I moved a month ago.
Listen to a song you like while doing something you like while thinking of memories of him. That helps, I find. Maybe cry a little if it is truly that sad for you. It helps, I promise.
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I have given up on pain meds.
I hate them too much.
They bring back not great memories.
I can deal with the pain. Besides it's not really that painful anymore.... not too painful at least.
And I think my brain might be slipping back into the anxiety stuffs that I had earlier that was causing some problems.
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I could use some hugs.
I've just become super paranoid. And all my fears have been multiplied by at least 3. And I've become somewhat paranoid about everyone else's safety too. I mean I don't have much control over other people's safety even when I'm around them. But when I'm around people I really don't want them to leave. Because once they're out of my sight I can't do anything. I don't know. It just paranoia I guess.
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Hey y'all...
Um...
FSY was awesome.
The beach and the ocean is nearly perfect.
My brain is not okay.
I wrote some poem things but.... Well a) they aren't very good in my opinion and
they definitely aren't positive. If any of y'all want to read them I'll let you. Just say something I guess.
Anyways y'all is awesome people.
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Yes. I know its after midnight.
NO. I don't care.
I was being productive...
SpoilerOnce upon a timesomeone told methat I NEVERwore my hair downAnd so to prove them wrongI only wore my hairdown for a while.They said it lookedbetter that waylooked longerprettierSo I did it more.Once upon a timeI joked aboutdying my hairAnd all I heardwas how good IWOULD lookAnd I felt slightly sickBut I did itblue... redThey said it lookedbetterlooked good.And I accepted it.Once upon a timeI took off my glassesfor their protectionSomeone told meI looked prettierthey could see my eyesand my eyes were beautifulSo I wore glasses lessOnce upon a timeI met youAnd I fell hardI thought there was no wayyou would fall toobecause nothingabout meseemed right anymore.But here we are.1 year agoyou said you didn'tmind my glassesyou liked themand were sad to see them goA few months agoyou said my new hairwas nicebut so was my normal hairA little while agoI cut my hairand whenever I worry about lengthyou tell meIts fineIt looks niceI'm not surewhyorhowbut you have takenEVERYTHINGI hatedabout meand turned itinto somethingI could loveOnce upon a timeI felt trappedI felt sickI felt imperfectOnce upon a timeyou came alongturned me aroundand set me free.Anyways. Night y'all. Hope y'all sleep well. And have a wonderful rest of your day or night or whatever it is for you!
