InfiniteInsanity

I can't just stop. Nothing I do will ever be able to stop. I can't stop being sad, or anxious, or nice, or worried, or scared. I can't just stop doing those things or being the way I am suddenly. I won't be able to say things without hurting someone. I can't always be in control or know everything. My body will never be perfect. I can't stop the numbness it just comes back. And letting people help hurts them but not letting them help hurts them too. I'm terrified of telling people things because they'll stress over it. Its better just to not say anything than to hurt people. Inevitably I'm going to hurt everyone I interact with. I can't help it. Because... I don't know. It's just what happens. And whenever I think I'm doing better and actually doing something right for once its not good enough. It's not the right thing apparently and then I get told over and over how disappointed and mad I made people. I'm supposed to be the nice, happy person who knows what she's doing. But I'm not. I'm not all that nice, I'm not happy, I have no idea what I'm doing. And I can't just give up or stop trying because then people will be disappointed and mad. I'm trying I really really am. But it's never enough so what does it matter.

I liked some of the Barbie movies when I was really really little. But only a few.

that's not really how this works....

Oooh okay.

*feels a little better*

I'm confuzzled.

*is sad*

Setting a flaming feral chicken after him probably wouldn't be legal would it? Well it depends on whether he thinks its funny or not.

Earth Insa walked back over to Rue. "I have no use here. It's pounding into my head." @Edema Ruh

Insa walked over. "That's what Bookwyrm did with me! Though its weakened a decent amount since he's been corrupted. But it works! Its what I was asked to do for him too. I don't think there are any effects. Not that I've noticed."

Yup. Could be very bad.

I might run out of breath... And then pass out...

Well.... yes... but also... if I get enough I'll probably just crash really fast.

I don't sleep enough or eat enough food. So I'm almost always tired. At least a little bit. Unless y'all give me sugar and then I have too much energy to sit still.

I would just like to point out that due to the fact that we go straight from seminary to school, I get up at 4:30 every morning. So I'm tired every morning.

I... what? If you leave for a few hours suddenly you have no idea what going one in here.

Oh dear.

Bookwyrm was saying that no matter how many times he gets pinged he won't post in the Club for People Who Aren't Single Pringles. So Cellist threatened to ping you as well. And he went through with the threat because Bookwyrm said he didn't care.

I'll get in trouble...

*picks up and hugs*

*is in awe of cuteness*

*waves*

But.... But I want to....