Mags

Hate it when you do something fun for yourself as a treat and it ends up making you feel worse...

I decided to splurge on an expensive notebook because I got my first paycheck

--it is a notebook, not a sketchbook though it has blank pages, but the expensive brand made me think the paper quality would be fine for drawing anyway

-GSM is pretty low but I'm not picky

--I open the packaging. Nice!!

--the paper is pretty thin. That's okay, I prefer drawing on thin paper anyway, let me do some test doodles-

--ah

--the paper is see through 

--see through

Its darker irl and the lighting in my room is bad but

That is the back side of the drawing T-T how am I supposed to fill the pages. Even if I were to write in it as intended???

I don't think I can return it now that I've marked it either T_T

Sorry to post about another sad thing before the promised life update but aksjdndndjdjdjdndndnxnxjdkskdkd

Its almost 1 am I need to sleep and try not to think about how much I spent

I will figure out what to do with this in the morning T____T

Love you guys T__T