Mags

just me or has the site been really really slow today?? Like maybe my wifi is just bad but I don't know . . .

Also

while the prospect of turning 18 kinda depresses me, I am looking forward to it if only because then I can have my laptop in my room. And I'll be able to use it at my desk instead of crumpling up into a little pretzel on the couch. Kind of a childish thing to look forward to but my back hurts

Also

Has anyone else just had . . .  like a really hard time relating to and opening up to your parents when you get older? Like, I love them more then anything but I find myself not trusting them with things. I don't know if they'd like who I am if they knew every part of me. Or maybe it's all in my head.

And I know it's so so easy to see people's flaws and forget your own, and to hold grudges over little things, but when someone acts close-minded, or yells over something stupid again and again and again it's hard. It's really hard.

Oh gosh that got depressing fast. I'm in a mood.

Anyway, I had a new short story idea and I think I might actually write it if I let it marinate in my brain long enough. So that's exciting.

Also I want to try doing a trop rewrite fanfic I think that'd be really fun. Because s2 felt like it had so much potential but it fumbled yet again. I have some ideas on changes to make, if anybody's seen it and also have re-write ideas let me know! Maybe I'll combine them somehow.

My friends and I really want to go trick or treating this year which should be fun, because we're seniors this year and when else are we ever going to do it again? I haven't gone in a few years but it'll be super fun with them I think. My current planned costume is Fern from Frieren because I already have her haircut and her outfit shouldn't be too hard to thrift. 

Okay that's it for tonight's info-dump