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Deezer: "Here's a Valentine's Day mix based on your tastes!"
Said mix: Sound of Silence (Disturbed) - The Unforgiven (Metallica) - My Immortal (Evanescence) - November Rain(Guns N'Roses) - Polly (Nirvana)
...I'm not sure what to think of this.
Also, update on the group project thing:
I have spent most of yesterday banging my head at the same wall (metaphorically) and trying to do something. It worked about as well as the day before. Finally, when one of my teammates reached out to me, we agreed that it would be better to share my part between everyone else, since I clearly wasn't going to come up with something in time. I sent them the little I managed to do, plus the report for that same project from my team last year, and now I'm off working for tomorrow's exams (on which I have spent no time yet because of that). One is easy, the other one is a bit harder but if I put in the work it will be a piece of cake. If I put in the work. Else, well I will fail this exam for the third time in a row. For a class in which I only saw things I had already worked on years ago.
And then there will be more stuff to do. 2 more projects for early March...
I'm so tired of all this, and not sure whether I'll be able to go on
Well I guess I have no choice, and if I don't try I'm sure to fail, so here goes nothing?
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aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh
what am i even doing
why cant i just do something for once
its like the last minute and i still havent done anything
the more it goes the less i feel able to stand the look of someone else
because i feel if they look at me they will see me for what i am
the guy who keeps letting them down
who says he will do his part and then disappears
never to be heard of until 2h before the deadline
while i just stand here frozen in place
unable to even think about the work
and every mornring i tell myself it will be the day where i finally get myslef together and do something
and the day ends
and im still in the same place
like a fool
why did i ever go there
its been years and its still wrecking me up
and i knew it would happen
and then i thought i would be able to take it
and i wasnt
and now look at me
a wreck who drowns himself in whatever hes got because he cant do stuff that he could perfectly do
i had everything laid out for me and i managed to screw it up
why am i so stupid sometimes
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Aye we all are, always *hugsss*
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*hugs*
I know it might feel useless if you can't get it done in time, but doing what you can still means something. If you can't, that's okay. Sometimes the best thing you can do for yourself is rest. I get that it hurts but if you're not in a place to do anything it won't help to stay up and agonize over it.
I've been in similar situations. I get that sometimes you just can't, even though in theory you should be able to. It's not your fault.
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Do you have any tips to not end up having strong parasocial relationships with artists/influencers?
SpoilerSpoilerSpoilerSpoilerAsking because one of my favourite youtubers just turned out to be a huge piece of crem.


