Aeoryi

Why me?

Today has been very very very bad for one reason- 17th shard. 

Like, today I had a pretty normal day, besides having to do some stuff at lunch and living in fear this morning. So, if it was just that, then why was my day so bad? 17th shard.

Now, the question why is it so bad? Because I nearly made another member quit the shard, nearly got into a heated arguement with someone over pms and got kicked from 17s via cloudflare.

I really really am not liking the shard as of late. Like, that whole thing above there? That has happened many times. 

The 17th Shard has been causing me (and others affected by me) to have a worse day

So what's going on? 

I really hate to say these words, but it has to happen. In fact, you already know what it is

I'm leaving.

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I should probably mention this, but I am extremely sad that I never got to play a game of SE. I am very sad to let go of strohger. I am even more sad to let go of Cognition and Desolation. They are my favorite moments in this 17s community. I am sad, but yet I feel as though I should feel something more profound. It's shallow emotions. I hate myself for not feeling the right way about this. I hate myself for not feeling. I just do. But yet, what am I supposed to feel? Remorse? Regret? Pain? Acceptance? this is what hurts me the most. I feel as though this is already such a great community that I'm simply just not a good enough person to be in it. But I know I should belong here, but I just don't. And it frickin sucks. so goodbye for now, I guess.

After I do some stuff. I have to apologize to many people, and if you're one of them, expect a PM (or pm me if you want an apology) soon.

Here is a list of those who will recieve an apology:

@Xiahida

@shortcake @Thaidakar the Ghostblood @TheRavenHasLanded @Channelknight Fadran @Szeth_Pancakes @The Aspiring Archivist (Witis the best) @Nameless* @DramaQueen @Being of Cacophony @SmilingPanda19 @Edema Rue @Experience @xihaho