Certified Gay Disasters

[Hmmm lies she/her]

Just now, Aeoryi said:

Ban. Rep begging. Chaos.

Rep begging? This is a mere social experiment. It's more often I beg not to be given rep.

[Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾]

2 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

Ban. Rep begging. Chaos.

1 minute ago, Hmmm lies said:

Rep begging? This is a mere social experiment. It's more often I beg not to be given rep.

But then that's reverse psychology or whatever cuz u know ppl will give u rep

[Hmmm lies she/her]

1 minute ago, Theory said:

But then that's reverse psychology or whatever cuz u know ppl will give u rep

Maybe, but the thing is I don't actually care that much. It's just a number. I like it when my good posts get rep, because I know they're good, but when random nothing-posts get rep, it just confuses me.

[Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾]

Just now, Hmmm lies said:

Maybe, but the thing is I don't actually care that much. It's just a number. I like it when my good posts get rep, because I know they're good, but when random nothing-posts get rep, it just confuses me.

Waht i dont like is when someone reps my post but noone replies  

[Hmmm lies she/her]

1 minute ago, Theory said:

Waht i dont like is when someone reps my post but noone replies  

*replies to make sure that this doesn't happen for this particular post*

yeah I get it, responses are always going to be better then an anonymous person increasing a number.

[Aeoryi she/her]

5 minutes ago, Hmmm lies said:

Rep begging? This is a mere social experiment. It's more often I beg not to be given rep.

There was the Cult of the Stick incident a few years back

4 minutes ago, Theory said:

But then that's reverse psychology or whatever cuz u know ppl will give u rep

Oh that's awesome tell Chaos I said hi

2 minutes ago, Hmmm lies said:

Maybe, but the thing is I don't actually care that much. It's just a number. I like it when my good posts get rep, because I know they're good, but when random nothing-posts get rep, it just confuses me.

They're not necessarily crossing the line imo but this convo is straying away from gay

[Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾]

Just now, Hmmm lies said:

*replies to make sure that this doesn't happen for this particular post*

yeah I get it, responses are always going to be better then an anonymous person increasing a number.

yeah...

altho it's not always anonymous if there's only one person viewing the thing but yeah.

 

also yall u should listen to "Sky Over Tokyo" by RADWIMPS on REPEATTTTTTT

no lyrics but whatevs 

[Hmmm lies she/her]

1 minute ago, Aeoryi said:

They're not necessarily crossing the line imo but this convo is straying away from gay

Eh, it's not as though this place has always stayed on topic. It's more "The place where the queers chill" than "The place where gay stuff is discussed" (even if it lends itself to the latter often)

 

  

2 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

There was the Cult of the Stick incident a few years back

wait I wasn't there, what happened?

Edited January 21 by Hmmm lies

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

1 minute ago, Aeoryi said:

There was the Cult of the Stick incident a few years back

Oh that's awesome tell Chaos I said hi

They're not necessarily crossing the line imo but this convo is straying away from gay

The conversations in here are always gay, just not obviously

Speaking of

@KnightSkye Reforged HEY! YOU NEVER FINISHED FIGHTING ME

I AM INSULTED 

[Aeoryi she/her]

That's very true actually. Don't know why all of you are intimidated by Chaos. He's a kind lad. and we're safe here

[Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾]

Just now, Aeoryi said:

That's very true actually. Don't know why all of you are intimidated by Chaos. He's a kind lad. and we're safe here

Maybe from him.

But not from the reason he's here.

Not from ourselves.

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

1 minute ago, Aeoryi said:

That's very true actually. Don't know why all of you are intimidated by Chaos. He's a kind lad. and we're safe here

I'm not really intimidated, it's just funny to be

[Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾]

2 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

That's very true actually. Don't know why all of you are intimidated by Chaos. He's a kind lad. and we're safe here

 

Just now, Kansas Stormcursed said:

I'm not really intimidated, it's just funny to be

[Hmmm lies she/her]

Just now, Aeoryi said:

That's very true actually. Don't know why all of you are intimidated by Chaos. He's a kind lad. and we're safe here

Yeah, it kind of became a bit since you left actually. People played chicken on this thread, getting closer and closer to tagging him, until someone actually did. He was pretty chill, but also basically said "don't tag mods for no reason".

Also there was the KnightSkye pfp incident. But that was on them ngl.

[Aeoryi she/her]

anyways I got a email back from the trans helpline I called that said this:

Quote

If you are not yet connected to a medical provider about gender-affirming hormone therapy, and/or are interested in connecting with a counsellor, please let us know as we can identify any available options we are aware of.

I am currently in shock

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

Just now, Hmmm lies said:

Yeah, it kind of became a bit since you left actually. People played chicken on this thread, getting closer and closer to tagging him, until someone actually did. He was pretty chill, but also basically said "don't tag mods for no reason".

Also there was the KnightSkye pfp incident. But that was on them ngl.

Dear God don't remind me

THAT genuinely did give me a heart attack

[Aeoryi she/her]

Just now, Hmmm lies said:

Yeah, it kind of became a bit since you left actually. People played chicken on this thread, getting closer and closer to tagging him, until someone actually did. He was pretty chill, but also basically said "don't tag mods for no reason".

Also there was the KnightSkye pfp incident. But that was on them ngl.

tbh I've actually been temp'd by chaos but even then I think he was very fair

[Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾]

Just now, Aeoryi said:

anyways I got a email back from the trans helpline I called that said this:

I am currently in shock

That sounds like a bad response, am I correct?

[Aeoryi she/her]

1 minute ago, Theory said:

That sounds like a bad response, am I correct?

There was more to the email but they'd be able to help me get HRT like most certainly if possible rahhhhh

[Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾]

Just now, Aeoryi said:

There was more to the email but they'd be able to help me get HRT like most certainly if possible rahhhhh

I don't get it

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

3 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

anyways I got a email back from the trans helpline I called that said this:

I am currently in shock

YOOO that's great

[Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾]

Oh I thought the email was a bad response lol *smacks forehead but not fr*

Well that's great!

[Hmmm lies she/her]

Just now, Aeoryi said:

There was more to the email but they'd be able to help me get HRT like most certainly if possible rahhhhh

basedbasedbasedbased

if you want I can tell you kinda about my experience on HRT (only been on it for like 4 months but I also have done some reasearch)

[Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾]

Just now, Hmmm lies said:

basedbasedbasedbased

if you want I can tell you kinda about my experience on HRT (only been on it for like 4 months but I also have done some reasearch)

me too pls

asking for a friend

[Hmmm lies she/her]

Just now, Theory said:

me too pls

asking for a friend

Ok yeah I'll give a whole post for this for anyone who wants it [ @Honors Ghost, @Akimikoisthecutest, in case you find this helpful]

So, for some context, I've been on a somewhat low dose, with estrogen patches (I leave them on my skin throughout the day, changing it twice a week), though I'm going to see a doctor about changing dose soon.

So, there weren't really any effects for the first two months. I think the first difference I noticed was a slight shift in sexuality. Still super into women, but it was less intense, and then more intense... It's hard to put into words. I hear it shifts more over time, and is different for different people. I have a friend on feminizing HRT who says that after 9 months, it feels objectively better though. (Your specific orientation may of course be different than mine). The other thing I noticed was a pain on my nipples. These were, of course, my breasts growing. Now, they've taken a really long time, despite them being around for like 2 months now, they're still really tiny. They're supposed to take years to grow fully, and my low dose probably makes them slower. Still, they have little growth spurts, not growing for weeks, and then growing a lot at once.

I also experienced, and I don't remember exactly when, massive reductions in dysphoria. Namely, I no longer feel bottom dysphoria. (I still would prefer the other genitals, but I don't hate my current stuff.)

It's also supposed to change body structure to more feminine, which I haven't noticed, but I feel like I look more feminine, so I might have just not been observant.