Mental health club!

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

9 minutes ago, The Sly Cookie said:

If any of you didn't know, I just got through a huge wave of depression that has lasted several months. I would like to say that if any of you feel down, even if you are as low as I was, meaning that you had thoughts of sewerslide, there is a way out of that darkness and it is a difficult journey. As I have recently learned, many people see there goal way up in the sky, never realizing or even seeing the mountain in front of us that leads to that goal. It doesn't matter how you get up there, whether it is difficult or not, but there will always be a way to reach our goals. Remember that there are other climbers out there that go through the same thing as you, they know your struggles and your weaknesses, and it is up to you to let them aid you in your climb to the top. I have also learned that when we are struggling, we tend to put up walls unintentionally, these walls do not help us, they only hurt. They can push others away and it can ruin us. It is important to not be afraid of asking for help. I know it sounds difficult to just let those walls crumble, but for us to survive in our current world, we need others to help us grow through our trials. I don't know how many of you are religious, but one thing one of my church leaders taught me was that our trials are like a stone being refined by a rock tumbler, it may hurt to go through, because of all of the grit, but when we are finished with those trials, we end up smooth and refined. He told me that God puts those trials in our lives to strengthen us, to smoothen us out. They are there because he loves us enough to teach us to grow and learn through tough experiences. I am so glad to have you all in my life, I don't know to many of you, but you all have been a great influence in my life for the good of it. You guys saved my life just a few days back and it has brought me so much joy. However, I still have trials and I thank God every day for giving them to me, to help me learn and grow. He also puts other people in our lives to bless us as angels on earth. These people may not even realize that they are performing and enacting a miracle towards this person. Many of you went to my aid when I sent a distress call about ending my life, but because so many of you told me you cared, so many of you guys, even those I never talk with, I am still here, still alive and well, breathing, and giving this message to all of you. You guys are a great contribution to my joy and I want to thank you all for your kindness, inclusion, and care. My heart is so full with joy that I cannot comprehend. I love all you guys, thank you all.

-Cookie

oh gosh

I was so, so worried about you, Cookie

and I'm so, so happy you're okay

sorry if I was a bit overbearing btw 

Edited February 25, 2025 by Through The Living Glass

[Cookie Spren]

3 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

oh gosh

I was so, so worried about you, Cookie

and I'm so, so happy you're okay

sorry if I was a bit overbearing btw 

You're good.

I'm lucky to have friends like you guys.

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

Just now, The Sly Cookie said:

You're good.

I'm lucky to have friends like you guys.

okay

thank you. that makes me feel a little better

So happy you're still here

[Keke They/he]

13 minutes ago, The Sly Cookie said:

If any of you didn't know, I just got through a huge wave of depression that has lasted several months. I would like to say that if any of you feel down, even if you are as low as I was, meaning that you had thoughts of sewerslide, there is a way out of that darkness and it is a difficult journey. As I have recently learned, many people see there goal way up in the sky, never realizing or even seeing the mountain in front of us that leads to that goal. It doesn't matter how you get up there, whether it is difficult or not, but there will always be a way to reach our goals. Remember that there are other climbers out there that go through the same thing as you, they know your struggles and your weaknesses, and it is up to you to let them aid you in your climb to the top. I have also learned that when we are struggling, we tend to put up walls unintentionally, these walls do not help us, they only hurt. They can push others away and it can ruin us. It is important to not be afraid of asking for help. I know it sounds difficult to just let those walls crumble, but for us to survive in our current world, we need others to help us grow through our trials. I don't know how many of you are religious, but one thing one of my church leaders taught me was that our trials are like a stone being refined by a rock tumbler, it may hurt to go through, because of all of the grit, but when we are finished with those trials, we end up smooth and refined. He told me that God puts those trials in our lives to strengthen us, to smoothen us out. They are there because he loves us enough to teach us to grow and learn through tough experiences. I am so glad to have you all in my life, I don't know to many of you, but you all have been a great influence in my life for the good of it. You guys saved my life just a few days back and it has brought me so much joy. However, I still have trials and I thank God every day for giving them to me, to help me learn and grow. He also puts other people in our lives to bless us as angels on earth. These people may not even realize that they are performing and enacting a miracle towards this person. Many of you went to my aid when I sent a distress call about ending my life, but because so many of you told me you cared, so many of you guys, even those I never talk with, I am still here, still alive and well, breathing, and giving this message to all of you. You guys are a great contribution to my joy and I want to thank you all for your kindness, inclusion, and care. My heart is so full with joy that I cannot comprehend. I love all you guys, thank you all.

-Cookie

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Cookie 

I get it. I've been down there more times then I wanna admit. We love you. I dont care if your skme rando online. YOUR MY STORMING FRIEND. OK AND THAT MEANS THAT IF I EVEN GET A TINY FEELIING TO MESSAGE YOU L, YOU CAN VET YOUR PM WILL BE FULL UBTIL YOU REPLY.

seriously, if I get even a small inkling of an impression to reach out to my friend I take it. 

Story time if you wanna hear it it's the reason why

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My brother and his friends made a pact.they swore if ever thinking about killing themselves they would tell the other friends. One night my brother was like ok I need to go check my phone right now. So he snuck downstairs and grabbed it and it had a text saying. "I'm gonna kill myself, the gun is next to me" if ye hadn't checked his phone. His friend would have died. He went to my mom and they called his friends parents and they stopped him.

Hence why whenever I'm worried about a friend I make them swear and promise if they are gonna do that, they are to tell someone. Me, a trusted adult. Anyone and at least 1 person. Cause when they are gonna make that choice they remember their promise and will hopefully fulfill it. 

We love you Cookie. I love you.... platonically. Like friendly love. 

No matter what. ANYTHING you can talk to me. Whether it's about family friends menalhealth school personal beliefs or identity. I'm here for you.

Apologies for spelling I'm on my phone. 

[Cookie Spren]

1 minute ago, Clinically insane said:

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Cookie 

I get it. I've been down there more times then I wanna admit. We love you. I dont care if your skme rando online. YOUR MY STORMING FRIEND. OK AND THAT MEANS THAT IF I EVEN GET A TINY FEELIING TO MESSAGE YOU L, YOU CAN VET YOUR PM WILL BE FULL UBTIL YOU REPLY.

seriously, if I get even a small inkling of an impression to reach out to my friend I take it. 

Story time if you wanna hear it it's the reason why

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My brother and his friends made a pact.they swore if ever thinking about killing themselves they would tell the other friends. One night my brother was like ok I need to go check my phone right now. So he snuck downstairs and grabbed it and it had a text saying. "I'm gonna kill myself, the gun is next to me" if ye hadn't checked his phone. His friend would have died. He went to my mom and they called his friends parents and they stopped him.

Hence why whenever I'm worried about a friend I make them swear and promise if they are gonna do that, they are to tell someone. Me, a trusted adult. Anyone and at least 1 person. Cause when they are gonna make that choice they remember their promise and will hopefully fulfill it. 

We love you Cookie. I love you.... platonically. Like friendly love. 

No matter what. ANYTHING you can talk to me. Whether it's about family friends menalhealth school personal beliefs or identity. I'm here for you.

Apologies for spelling I'm on my phone. 

Thank you so much.

This means a lot to me, I appreciate your care for the people around you (even if they're not literally around you).

You are a large reason as to why I actually interact with you guys. You were the first person to actually talk with me.

Put that in a pipe and smoke it. Had you not gotten me to interact with the shard, I could be dead now. You saved my life. I want you to remember that.

[Keke They/he]

Just now, The Sly Cookie said:

Thank you so much.

This means a lot to me, I appreciate your care for the people around you (even if they're not literally around you).

You are a large reason as to why I actually interact with you guys. You were the first person to actually talk with me.

Put that in a pipe and smoke it. Had you not gotten me to interact with the shard, I could be dead now. You saved my life. I want you to remember that.

I dont really know how to respond to that.

Its my thing ya know? Everyone's got their thing. Some people can sing or dance or are strong. 

I ain't

But I got a huge heart. 

Cookie, honestly when I first saw you I felt something inside me be like. Stick to this guy. Don't let him go. And at first I was like whatever. Then it got stronger. Then you disappeared for the first time. And I was like. Nope I am listening to the Lil voice.

I won't leave you alone. I swear it. Contact me whenever. I mean it. I've got the settings so that the notifications will come through my dnd. 

I understand sorta what your going through. And it sucks. Alot. So so much. It feels hopeless. As cliche as this sounds, I'm saying this as someone who has been to hell and back and is currently going back down. 

It gets better. Sure it takes time. But look for the bright. Ok? The little things. I try my best to not be like "oh my family argued alot today." Insead think. "I got alot done today in my classes."

Hunt the good stuff. At the end of each day, text me two good things that happened. I swear it works. We can get better together. Ill help you, you help me.

[Through the Living Hope]

(I’m saying this because I think it’s a good piece of advice and could maybe help someone)

Where I live it’s been really cold for two weeks, in the negative temps f before windchill. But since Sunday we’ve had temps in the sixties be our high. 

My mom said to me on Sunday that we knew these days were coming. They were meteorologist predicted. But on the other side of life’s storms, we don’t have a meteorologist and we don’t know what is coming. 

There is so much good in the world coming everyone’s way- so many warm days, even though right now we only see the cold. 

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

14 hours ago, Clinically insane said:

MOTHER

 

I VOTE IF SHE AGREES SHE IS NOW CALLED MOTHER

SHE IS LIKE THE MOM OF THIS GROUP

 

Also. @MirkerLurker thanks for the hugs and support post

reverse-adoption! YOU'RE OUR MOM NOW

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

Hi ok i have a vent but it does entirely reveal my age. I am not going to actually SAY my real age, I'm not that insane, only a little bit. But it's pretty obvious if you decide to use the magic of inference. I am placing my trust in you guys, who I have told things I have not told my friends, or even mother. Please don't betray that trust, the internet is a scary place. If you don't really need to know the full story, the nutshell is that I got waitlisted in something because of my ADHD.

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Ok so my top choice for hs (yeah i warned y'all, i am a BABY) (i'm an early bday though) waitlisted me!! They're also the only school that asked for my ADHD diagnosis, fun times, fun times. And like why?? How does that matter??? All the schools I applied to are rigorous (...norma why would you do this norma ily you're one of the coolest old ladies i've ever met but WHY) (Norma is in charge of the hs process), and I'd expect maybe wanting to see the full diagnosis from the really, really academic ones where that's all they're known for, super hard classes and homework (yay for new york/new jersey and their insane schools amagad what and why is a college prep school) but my top choice isn't even really known for that. It's supposedly the least-snotty of the snotty all girls schools. Ugh anyways. Oh and one of my schools still hasn't put out their emails of acceptance it's been three days they NEED to get their stuff together lol. Anyways, I'd like it if no one brought up my age again, and just kinda kept it out of stuff. I'm probably young enough to be at least like one of y'all's daughter. I am a little silly baby who barely made the gen z cut lol.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

moral of the story prestigious schools suck and i am two years old 

[#1 Taln Fan he/him]

56 minutes ago, The Sly Cookie said:

He told me that God puts those trials in our lives to strengthen us, to smoothen us out. They are there because he loves us enough to teach us to grow and learn through tough experiences

Yep agreed  And one thing I've learned with mental health struggles is that once you get through them, you're then better equipped to help others with the same problem. I've had 3 instances where I've talked someone out of killing themselves, and I wouldn't have been able to do so nearly as well if I hadn't gone through the same thing, and knew how they felt. So I think that God does use trials to strengthen our faith, but also so that we can be equipped to help others later on

Glad you're still with us 

[Keke They/he]

31 minutes ago, alittleinsane said:

Hi ok i have a vent but it does entirely reveal my age. I am not going to actually SAY my real age, I'm not that insane, only a little bit. But it's pretty obvious if you decide to use the magic of inference. I am placing my trust in you guys, who I have told things I have not told my friends, or even mother. Please don't betray that trust, the internet is a scary place. If you don't really need to know the full story, the nutshell is that I got waitlisted in something because of my ADHD.

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Ok so my top choice for hs (yeah i warned y'all, i am a BABY) (i'm an early bday though) waitlisted me!! They're also the only school that asked for my ADHD diagnosis, fun times, fun times. And like why?? How does that matter??? All the schools I applied to are rigorous (...norma why would you do this norma ily you're one of the coolest old ladies i've ever met but WHY) (Norma is in charge of the hs process), and I'd expect maybe wanting to see the full diagnosis from the really, really academic ones where that's all they're known for, super hard classes and homework (yay for new york/new jersey and their insane schools amagad what and why is a college prep school) but my top choice isn't even really known for that. It's supposedly the least-snotty of the snotty all girls schools. Ugh anyways. Oh and one of my schools still hasn't put out their emails of acceptance it's been three days they NEED to get their stuff together lol. Anyways, I'd like it if no one brought up my age again, and just kinda kept it out of stuff. I'm probably young enough to be at least like one of y'all's daughter. I am a little silly baby who barely made the gen z cut lol.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

moral of the story prestigious schools suck and i am two years old 

*hugs*

I.... don't have anything for that. Sorry. 

The education system sucks alot. I'm not sure you live near me...cause we don't got schools like that. ...

So for my schools, some have been good with my 504 and iep. Some have been.... more of a struggle. But legally they have to listen to us. So I'm not much help.

*hugs*

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

10 minutes ago, Clinically insane said:

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I.... don't have anything for that. Sorry. 

The education system sucks alot. I'm not sure you live near me...cause we don't got schools like that. ...

So for my schools, some have been good with my 504 and iep. Some have been.... more of a struggle. But legally they have to listen to us. So I'm not much help.

*hugs*

Thank you for the hugs. I'm still on waitlist though so I could get in...hopefully

bad thing about waitlists is that you don't know if the spots will roll over to you

[Keke They/he]

AYEE

so my sister joined the shard a while ago

but ignores it 

but i made her follow this thread.

@Aredhel

Edited February 25, 2025 by Clinically insane

[Bird Furious she/her/un/important]

1 hour ago, alittleinsane said:

Hi ok i have a vent but it does entirely reveal my age. I am not going to actually SAY my real age, I'm not that insane, only a little bit. But it's pretty obvious if you decide to use the magic of inference. I am placing my trust in you guys, who I have told things I have not told my friends, or even mother. Please don't betray that trust, the internet is a scary place. If you don't really need to know the full story, the nutshell is that I got waitlisted in something because of my ADHD.

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Ok so my top choice for hs (yeah i warned y'all, i am a BABY) (i'm an early bday though) waitlisted me!! They're also the only school that asked for my ADHD diagnosis, fun times, fun times. And like why?? How does that matter??? All the schools I applied to are rigorous (...norma why would you do this norma ily you're one of the coolest old ladies i've ever met but WHY) (Norma is in charge of the hs process), and I'd expect maybe wanting to see the full diagnosis from the really, really academic ones where that's all they're known for, super hard classes and homework (yay for new york/new jersey and their insane schools amagad what and why is a college prep school) but my top choice isn't even really known for that. It's supposedly the least-snotty of the snotty all girls schools. Ugh anyways. Oh and one of my schools still hasn't put out their emails of acceptance it's been three days they NEED to get their stuff together lol. Anyways, I'd like it if no one brought up my age again, and just kinda kept it out of stuff. I'm probably young enough to be at least like one of y'all's daughter. I am a little silly baby who barely made the gen z cut lol.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

moral of the story prestigious schools suck and i am two years old 

As a mobile user, that was an absolute nightmare to try to read

i only got like halfway through I’m sorry  

but yeah, school system really sucks. A lot. 

[Keke They/he]

4 minutes ago, Halcyon The Only said:

As a mobile user, that was an absolute nightmare to try to read

i only got like halfway through I’m sorry  

but yeah, school system really sucks. A lot. 

I coppied it then pasted into this and red it then deleted it.

[KnightSkye Reforged They/Them]

Just came across this and it seemed relatable, and like people here might relate too.

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[Keke They/he]

2 minutes ago, KnightSkye said:

Just came across this and it seemed relatable, and like people here might relate too.

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That’s real.

one time i was like, oh yeah everyone gets panic attacks…. No some people haven’t had one before. 

And like those feelings of worthlessnesss. SOME PEOPLE DONT HAVE THEM. What do you mean your confident in yourself and dont constantly see flaws on why your useless and should die. WHAT DO YOU MEAN you look at your art and think it looks good. HOW TELL ME HOW

[Through the Living Elan He/Him]

18 minutes ago, Clinically insane said:

That’s real.

one time i was like, oh yeah everyone gets panic attacks…. No some people haven’t had one before. 

And like those feelings of worthlessnesss. SOME PEOPLE DONT HAVE THEM. What do you mean your confident in yourself and dont constantly see flaws on why your useless and should die. WHAT DO YOU MEAN you look at your art and think it looks good. HOW TELL ME HOW

Occasionally I'll actually feel bad because I don't have things as bad as like pretty much everyone else on this

I get like impostor syndrome

[echo74 she/her]

21 minutes ago, KnightSkye said:

Just came across this and it seemed relatable, and like people here might relate too.

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20 minutes ago, Clinically insane said:

That’s real.

one time i was like, oh yeah everyone gets panic attacks…. No some people haven’t had one before. 

And like those feelings of worthlessnesss. SOME PEOPLE DONT HAVE THEM. What do you mean your confident in yourself and dont constantly see flaws on why your useless and should die. WHAT DO YOU MEAN you look at your art and think it looks good. HOW TELL ME HOW

this but with dissociation

for the longest time i didn't realize that it wasn't normal to feel dissociated from yourself

2 hours ago, alittleinsane said:

Hi ok i have a vent but it does entirely reveal my age. I am not going to actually SAY my real age, I'm not that insane, only a little bit. But it's pretty obvious if you decide to use the magic of inference. I am placing my trust in you guys, who I have told things I have not told my friends, or even mother. Please don't betray that trust, the internet is a scary place. If you don't really need to know the full story, the nutshell is that I got waitlisted in something because of my ADHD.

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Ok so my top choice for hs (yeah i warned y'all, i am a BABY) (i'm an early bday though) waitlisted me!! They're also the only school that asked for my ADHD diagnosis, fun times, fun times. And like why?? How does that matter??? All the schools I applied to are rigorous (...norma why would you do this norma ily you're one of the coolest old ladies i've ever met but WHY) (Norma is in charge of the hs process), and I'd expect maybe wanting to see the full diagnosis from the really, really academic ones where that's all they're known for, super hard classes and homework (yay for new york/new jersey and their insane schools amagad what and why is a college prep school) but my top choice isn't even really known for that. It's supposedly the least-snotty of the snotty all girls schools. Ugh anyways. Oh and one of my schools still hasn't put out their emails of acceptance it's been three days they NEED to get their stuff together lol. Anyways, I'd like it if no one brought up my age again, and just kinda kept it out of stuff. I'm probably young enough to be at least like one of y'all's daughter. I am a little silly baby who barely made the gen z cut lol.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

moral of the story prestigious schools suck and i am two years old 

oh dang im sorry

i hope spots clear up so you can still get in

[Keke They/he]

2 minutes ago, Ancient Elantrian said:

Occasionally I'll actually feel bad because I don't have things as bad as like pretty much everyone else on this

I get like impostor syndrome

Hmmm 

YOUR VALID AND REAL AND AWESOME AND COOL

i used to have major imposter syndrome with my art cause it looked a lot like references and people would be like, “oh you traced it.” Or “you didnt do that yourself. No way.” And then i would think im not good enough. 

But your just as valid as us ok?

2 minutes ago, echo74 said:

this but with dissociation

for the longest time i didn't realize that it wasn't normal to feel dissociated from yourself

oh dang im sorry

i hope spots clear up so you can still get in

I dunno really how dissociation feels like tho sometimes i think i may….  If your comfortable could you educate me?

[Through the Living Elan He/Him]

6 minutes ago, Clinically insane said:

Hmmm 

YOUR VALID AND REAL AND AWESOME AND COOL

i used to have major imposter syndrome with my art cause it looked a lot like references and people would be like, “oh you traced it.” Or “you didnt do that yourself. No way.” And then i would think im not good enough. 

But your just as valid as us ok?

Eh...

If you say so...

Bro one of my friends won't stop telling people I'm not okay and she keeps telling them I'm bipolar and I'm like

I'm fine, [her name]. Stop it.

And she's like...

"Hey will you go to therapy?"

I'm like ripping my hair out over it because I def get sad and have some issues but she seems to think I'm like deeply and innately broken.

I don't need all the people I know thinking I'm bipolar

Edited February 25, 2025 by Ancient Elantrian

[Keke They/he]

2 minutes ago, Ancient Elantrian said:

Eh...

If you say so...

Bro one of my friends won't stop telling people I'm not okay and she keeps telling them I'm bipolar and I'm like

I'm fine, [her name]. Stop it.

And she's like...

"Hey will you go to therapy?"

I'm like ripping my hair out over it because I def get sad and have some issues but she seems to think I'm like deeply and innately broken.

You’re not broken. 

No one is. 

This is my biggest stand point.

if you have anxiety or depression your not broken, or suffering. 

You’re just different. And thats good thats ok.

[Through the Living Hope]

7 minutes ago, Ancient Elantrian said:

Eh...

If you say so...

Bro one of my friends won't stop telling people I'm not okay and she keeps telling them I'm bipolar and I'm like

I'm fine, [her name]. Stop it.

And she's like...

"Hey will you go to therapy?"

I'm like ripping my hair out over it because I def get sad and have some issues but she seems to think I'm like deeply and innately broken.

I don't need all the people I know thinking I'm bipolar

*huuuuuug*

1 minute ago, Clinically insane said:

You’re not broken. 

No one is. 

This is my biggest stand point.

if you have anxiety or depression your not broken, or suffering. 

You’re just different. And thats good thats ok.

This

[echo74 she/her]

3 minutes ago, Clinically insane said:

Hmmm 

YOUR VALID AND REAL AND AWESOME AND COOL

i used to have major imposter syndrome with my art cause it looked a lot like references and people would be like, “oh you traced it.” Or “you didnt do that yourself. No way.” And then i would think im not good enough. 

But your just as valid as us ok?

I dunno really how dissociation feels like tho sometimes i think i may….  If your comfortable could you educate me?

sure

for me it can be like being completely spaced out so much so that i forget who i am, where i am, and what i'm doing

but like i can still do the work while being completely zoned out of life if you know what i mean

and then when i come back i don't remember like any of it

and it's a little bit of "woah. i'm real." kinda moment "life's real."

i also think of myself in the third person occasionally which is less of dissociative behavior and has more with the fact to do with that i've been reading since i was 3 years old

(also apparently excessive childhood reading is a dissociative behavior as well)

also just the feeling like you don't really exist

like you're not really a person

like everyone else is a person but you're just not a person

not even like low self-worth just that you literally forget that you matter and exist to other people in the same they do to you

it's kinda like feeling like an observer in your own life

like you're just detached from the world

like on the inside you're one person

but like on the outside you don't even exist

i don't really know how to explain it but hopefully that helps?

[Wittles he/him]

5 minutes ago, echo74 said:

sure

for me it can be like being completely spaced out so much so that i forget who i am, where i am, and what i'm doing

but like i can still do the work while being completely zoned out of life if you know what i mean

and then when i come back i don't remember like any of it

and it's a little bit of "woah. i'm real." kinda moment "life's real."

i also think of myself in the third person occasionally which is less of dissociative behavior and has more with the fact to do with that i've been reading since i was 3 years old

(also apparently excessive childhood reading is a dissociative behavior as well)

also just the feeling like you don't really exist

like you're not really a person

like everyone else is a person but you're just not a person

not even like low self-worth just that you literally forget that you matter and exist to other people in the same they do to you

it's kinda like feeling like an observer in your own life

like you're just detached from the world

like on the inside you're one person

but like on the outside you don't even exist

i don't really know how to explain it but hopefully that helps?

THATS WHAT THAT FEELING IS???

Huh

good to know