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[Through The Living Glass She/They]

4 minutes ago, Clinically insane said:

*inhale*

ok more dumping

For some reason everyone gets the vibe i hate my mom. When did i say that1 NEVCEVR I NEVER DID. I dont hate her. I have issues with her yes. But I LOVE her to death and back. And also she things one counseling appointment will fix everything. IT WONT YOU MORON. SOMETIKMES I TIKNK I WONT HEAL FULLY!

and 2, everybody acts like its my fault i dont remember anything other then the past like 5 years! yes i willingly forgot my entire life! i willingly forgot rock springs (the place i used to live. i lived there for over HALF MY LIFE, my first friends, my first school. EVERYTHING WAS THERE and i dont remember  anything. Oki remember a lil it but its pieces! 9 storming years and I only remember a few moments with my friends and a less of my family then. And everyyoneee talks like it’s my fault. My mom and sister will say “dad used to do this,.” Or “how do you not remember that” ITS NOT MY FAULT I WANT TO SO BAD, I WANT TO REMEMBER MY FRIENDS. I WANNA REMEMBER MY LIFE BUT I CANT. ITS NOT MY FAULT.    

 PLEASE STOP BLAMING ME! PLEASE JUST LEAVE IT ALONE!

Why is my life so messed up! 

*bangs head on wall* thats my ted talk thanks for listening

*huuuuuuuuug*

[𝖂𝖍𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖊]

6 minutes ago, Clinically insane said:

*inhale*

ok more dumping

For some reason everyone gets the vibe i hate my mom. When did i say that1 NEVCEVR I NEVER DID. I dont hate her. I have issues with her yes. But I LOVE her to death and back. And also she things one counseling appointment will fix everything. IT WONT YOU MORON. SOMETIKMES I TIKNK I WONT HEAL FULLY!

and 2, everybody acts like its my fault i dont remember anything other then the past like 5 years! yes i willingly forgot my entire life! i willingly forgot rock springs (the place i used to live. i lived there for over HALF MY LIFE, my first friends, my first school. EVERYTHING WAS THERE and i dont remember  anything. Oki remember a lil it but its pieces! 9 storming years and I only remember a few moments with my friends and a less of my family then. And everyyoneee talks like it’s my fault. My mom and sister will say “dad used to do this,.” Or “how do you not remember that” ITS NOT MY FAULT I WANT TO SO BAD, I WANT TO REMEMBER MY FRIENDS. I WANNA REMEMBER MY LIFE BUT I CANT. ITS NOT MY FAULT.                         PLEASE STOP BLAMING ME! PLEASE JUST LEAVE IT ALONE! Why is my life so messed up!                   *bangs head on wall* thats my ted talk thanks for listening

I have a lot of those same problems. With the mom thing, I think it's best to try to be more self aware. That's what I do anyway. It can be easier to be forgiving of people when you realize that everyone makes mistakes and your mom is trying just as hard as you are in the best way she knows how. As for the forgetting your past life: That one is hard, but I think you should just let go and focus on the present. You may not be able to remember your past, but you can still treasure the memories you make now. Also, I don't know how old you are, but I've noticed that as I get older I remember more distant memories that I thought I had forgotten.

[TwinStorm He/Him]

I'm dead

so yay

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12 minutes ago, Clinically insane said:

*inhale*

ok more dumping

For some reason everyone gets the vibe i hate my mom. When did i say that1 NEVCEVR I NEVER DID. I dont hate her. I have issues with her yes. But I LOVE her to death and back. And also she things one counseling appointment will fix everything. IT WONT YOU MORON. SOMETIKMES I TIKNK I WONT HEAL FULLY!

and 2, everybody acts like its my fault i dont remember anything other then the past like 5 years! yes i willingly forgot my entire life! i willingly forgot rock springs (the place i used to live. i lived there for over HALF MY LIFE, my first friends, my first school. EVERYTHING WAS THERE and i dont remember  anything. Oki remember a lil it but its pieces! 9 storming years and I only remember a few moments with my friends and a less of my family then. And everyyoneee talks like it’s my fault. My mom and sister will say “dad used to do this,.” Or “how do you not remember that” ITS NOT MY FAULT I WANT TO SO BAD, I WANT TO REMEMBER MY FRIENDS. I WANNA REMEMBER MY LIFE BUT I CANT. ITS NOT MY FAULT.    

 PLEASE STOP BLAMING ME! PLEASE JUST LEAVE IT ALONE!

Why is my life so messed up! 

*bangs head on wall* thats my ted talk thanks for listening

I don’t remember much of my life either to be honest. So I relate a teeny bit. I’m sorry  

Tell them theyre scuds and turn them to fish. 

2 minutes ago, TwinStorm said:

I'm dead

so yay

*hugs also *

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

2 minutes ago, TwinStorm said:

I'm dead

so yay

*hug*

[TwinStorm He/Him]

1 minute ago, Through The Living Glass said:

*hug*

2 minutes ago, Halcyon The Only said:

I don’t remember much of my life either to be honest. So I relate a teeny bit. I’m sorry  

Tell them theyre scuds and turn them to fish. 

*hugs also *

thanksee

[Keke They/he]

12 minutes ago, WhiteHairedDrifter said:

I have a lot of those same problems. With the mom thing, I think it's best to try to be more self aware. That's what I do anyway. It can be easier to be forgiving of people when you realize that everyone makes mistakes and your mom is trying just as hard as you are in the best way she knows how. As for the forgetting your past life: That one is hard, but I think you should just let go and focus on the present. You may not be able to remember your past, but you can still treasure the memories you make now. Also, I don't know how old you are, but I've noticed that as I get older I remember more distant memories that I thought I had forgotten.

The issues I have with her are... uhhhhhh trauma. Ya know. Verbal abuse emotional neglect. Those stuffs. She's gotten better but the past is still there. Yes she made a mistake. A very very poor one for 13 years of my life. (I'm older then thirteen that's just when she get better)

I want to just ignore the past and look tot he future. But my storming mother keeps getting annoyed that I only have trauma with her and not my dad so she's like "your dad did this" and gets annoyed i don't remember it. 

On 2/25/2025 at 11:23 AM, Clinically insane said:

*HUGS*

yayyyyyhhhhh

Yeah.

my moms all like. “How come you only hate me even though your dad was just as badbut nooooo im the bad guy you all love dad so much even though he was just as bad as me.”

IM OSRRY ITS NOT MY FAULT

i dont remember 90 percent of living in rocksprings or anything like that!

and she gets frustrated that i have trauma with her and not dad. Maybe it’s cause whenever you would scream at us and get that close to smacking us! And did a few times! You hurt my siblings and me!And guess who defended us! Dad, gesuss what only got worse when dad left. The yelling!

Im osryy dad treated you like rust but maybe you shouldnt have treated us poorly. I gert that she was treated bad but that doesn’t mean you traumatize your children! 

Ok dad may have been bad but he fixed himself better then you did becayse HE NEVER stormING HURT US!\

 

dang.

that

was a lot. Holy cow.

 

On 2/25/2025 at 11:31 AM, Clinically insane said:

 

*huggggs*

dont hate me.

please.

most of that was in the past.

it just gets brought up whenever people argue. And yesterday there was a big argument between my mom dad and foster brother. 

And when i asked my dad after it to please next time Yall are gonna yell go into another room he was all like “we didn’t even raise our voice” all atitudly then i snap. “It doesn’t matter! I could hear you over my game and music both loud. Argue in another room. Arguing born g up bad memories.” Then he nods and goes. “Ok well go to the bedroom next time.” As more of an after thought. Like whatever. Like he didn’t care. And my brain thinks im back in the past so im trying not to have a panic attack. But. I didnt have anyone to talk to. And i didnt want a lecture from my mom about how i should “work on it in counseling” as if one session can undo a lifetime of trauma. I AM YOU IDIOT BUT YOU WONT STORMIGN STOP PRESSURING ME.

i stg i was so close to running away.

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9 minutes ago, Halcyon The Only said:

I don’t remember much of my life either to be honest. So I relate a teeny bit. I’m sorry  

Tell them theyre scuds and turn them to fish. 

*hugs also *

Thanks

16 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

*huuuuuuuuug*

*hugggggge hug*

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1 minute ago, Clinically insane said:

The issues I have with her are... uhhhhhh trauma. Ya know. Verbal abuse emotional neglect. Those stuffs. She's gotten better but the past is still there. Yes she made a mistake. A very very poor one for 13 years of my life. (I'm older then thirteen that's just when she get better)

I want to just ignore the past and look tot he future. But my storming mother keeps getting annoyed that I only have trauma with her and not my dad so she's like "your dad did this" and gets annoyed i don't remember it. 

 

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gosh dang

*huuuuuuug*

 

Psst

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BEDTIME

Your mother commands you

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Just now, Through The Living Glass said:

gosh dang

*huuuuuuug*

*ultra hug*

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53 minutes ago, Clinically insane said:

*inhale*

ok more dumping

For some reason everyone gets the vibe i hate my mom. When did i say that1 NEVCEVR I NEVER DID. I dont hate her. I have issues with her yes. But I LOVE her to death and back. And also she things one counseling appointment will fix everything. IT WONT YOU MORON. SOMETIKMES I TIKNK I WONT HEAL FULLY!

and 2, everybody acts like its my fault i dont remember anything other then the past like 5 years! yes i willingly forgot my entire life! i willingly forgot rock springs (the place i used to live. i lived there for over HALF MY LIFE, my first friends, my first school. EVERYTHING WAS THERE and i dont remember  anything. Oki remember a lil it but its pieces! 9 storming years and I only remember a few moments with my friends and a less of my family then. And everyyoneee talks like it’s my fault. My mom and sister will say “dad used to do this,.” Or “how do you not remember that” ITS NOT MY FAULT I WANT TO SO BAD, I WANT TO REMEMBER MY FRIENDS. I WANNA REMEMBER MY LIFE BUT I CANT. ITS NOT MY FAULT.    

 PLEASE STOP BLAMING ME! PLEASE JUST LEAVE IT ALONE!

Why is my life so messed up! 

*bangs head on wall* thats my ted talk thanks for listening

*hugs*

YOU ARE RIGHT!!!! IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT AT ALL!!!!!!!! PEOPLE SHOULD STOP BLAMING YOU!!!!!!!!!!

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Just now, alittleinsane said:

*hugs*

YOU ARE RIGHT!!!! IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT AT ALL!!!!!!!! PEOPLE SHOULD STOP BLAMING YOU!!!!!!!!!!

*hugs*

*grins*

*whispers*

Love the energy

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3 hours ago, Clinically insane said:

*inhale*

ok more dumping

For some reason everyone gets the vibe i hate my mom. When did i say that1 NEVCEVR I NEVER DID. I dont hate her. I have issues with her yes. But I LOVE her to death and back. And also she things one counseling appointment will fix everything. IT WONT YOU MORON. SOMETIKMES I TIKNK I WONT HEAL FULLY!

and 2, everybody acts like its my fault i dont remember anything other then the past like 5 years! yes i willingly forgot my entire life! i willingly forgot rock springs (the place i used to live. i lived there for over HALF MY LIFE, my first friends, my first school. EVERYTHING WAS THERE and i dont remember  anything. Oki remember a lil it but its pieces! 9 storming years and I only remember a few moments with my friends and a less of my family then. And everyyoneee talks like it’s my fault. My mom and sister will say “dad used to do this,.” Or “how do you not remember that” ITS NOT MY FAULT I WANT TO SO BAD, I WANT TO REMEMBER MY FRIENDS. I WANNA REMEMBER MY LIFE BUT I CANT. ITS NOT MY FAULT.    

 PLEASE STOP BLAMING ME! PLEASE JUST LEAVE IT ALONE!

Why is my life so messed up! 

*bangs head on wall* thats my ted talk thanks for listening

*hugs*
I get this. I'm sorry. 
 

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33 minutes ago, Clinically insane said:

Huggies

Is that not a diaper brand?

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1 minute ago, Me Insane said:

Is that not a diaper brand?

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Just now, Clinically insane said:

Edited February 27, 2025 by Me Insane

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Just now, Me Insane said:

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4 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

*slap*

*ouch*

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6 minutes ago, Me Insane said:

*ouch*

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2 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

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These Words are Accepted

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5 minutes ago, Me Insane said:

These Words are Accepted

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*vibrates*

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42 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

:D:D:D:D:D:DDDDDDDDDDDDD

*vibrates*

DONT BLOW UP

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

17 minutes ago, Halcyon The Only said:

DONT BLOW UP

*explodes*