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Posted
6 hours ago, Clinically insane said:

*inhale*

ok more dumping 😀

For some reason everyone gets the vibe i hate my mom. When did i say that1 NEVCEVR I NEVER DID. I dont hate her. I have issues with her yes. But I LOVE her to death and back. And also she things one counseling appointment will fix everything. IT WONT YOU MORON. SOMETIKMES I TIKNK I WONT HEAL FULLY!

and 2, everybody acts like its my fault i dont remember anything other then the past like 5 years! yes i willingly forgot my entire life! i willingly forgot rock springs (the place i used to live. i lived there for over HALF MY LIFE, my first friends, my first school. EVERYTHING WAS THERE and i dont remember  anything. Oki remember a lil it but its pieces! 9 storming years and I only remember a few moments with my friends and a less of my family then. And everyyoneee talks like it’s my fault. My mom and sister will say “dad used to do this,.” Or “how do you not remember that” ITS NOT MY FAULT I WANT TO SO BAD, I WANT TO REMEMBER MY FRIENDS. I WANNA REMEMBER MY LIFE BUT I CANT. ITS NOT MY FAULT.    

 PLEASE STOP BLAMING ME! PLEASE JUST LEAVE IT ALONE!

Why is my life so messed up! 

*bangs head on wall* thats my ted talk thanks for listening

*hug*

6 hours ago, TwinStorm said:

I'm dead

so yay

*hug*

5 hours ago, Clinically insane said:

The issues I have with her are... uhhhhhh trauma. Ya know. Verbal abuse emotional neglect. Those stuffs. She's gotten better but the past is still there. Yes she made a mistake. A very very poor one for 13 years of my life. (I'm older then thirteen that's just when she get better)

I want to just ignore the past and look tot he future. But my storming mother keeps getting annoyed that I only have trauma with her and not my dad so she's like "your dad did this" and gets annoyed i don't remember it. 

 

Reference these posts.

Thanks

*hugggggge hug*

*even more hugs*

Posted
6 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

. . . 

*shrug*

Well maybe I need to learn a new spell

wjere can I find an eldritch wizard 

Posted
5 minutes ago, The Wandering Wizard said:

*wind whooshes*

WHAT DOTH THOU WISHETH FROM THE VERY BUSY AND DEPRESSED WIZARD?

*hugs*

I MEED A SPELL TO TAKE PEOPLE’S PAIN 

WHAT MUST INDO TO GAIN SHCH POWER 

Posted
Just now, The Wandering Wizard said:

...NO SUCH SPELL EXISTS OR EVER SHALL EXIST...

GIVE ME YOUR ELDRITCH SECRETS

PLEASE

MY MOTHER ISNIN AGONY

Posted
3 minutes ago, The Wandering Wizard said:

...NO SUCH SPELL EXISTS OR EVER SHALL EXIST...

WHAT

BOO

*sad*

*hugs*

2 minutes ago, Halcyon The Only said:

GIVE ME YOUR ELDRITCH SECRETS

PLEASE

MY MOTHER ISNIN AGONY

YEAH

*agony*

1 minute ago, The Wandering Wizard said:

THEN JUST UNEXPLODE HER, MUCH EASIER

oh good idea

Posted
9 hours ago, Clinically insane said:

*inhale*

ok more dumping 😀

For some reason everyone gets the vibe i hate my mom. When did i say that1 NEVCEVR I NEVER DID. I dont hate her. I have issues with her yes. But I LOVE her to death and back. And also she things one counseling appointment will fix everything. IT WONT YOU MORON. SOMETIKMES I TIKNK I WONT HEAL FULLY!

and 2, everybody acts like its my fault i dont remember anything other then the past like 5 years! yes i willingly forgot my entire life! i willingly forgot rock springs (the place i used to live. i lived there for over HALF MY LIFE, my first friends, my first school. EVERYTHING WAS THERE and i dont remember  anything. Oki remember a lil it but its pieces! 9 storming years and I only remember a few moments with my friends and a less of my family then. And everyyoneee talks like it’s my fault. My mom and sister will say “dad used to do this,.” Or “how do you not remember that” ITS NOT MY FAULT I WANT TO SO BAD, I WANT TO REMEMBER MY FRIENDS. I WANNA REMEMBER MY LIFE BUT I CANT. ITS NOT MY FAULT.    

 PLEASE STOP BLAMING ME! PLEASE JUST LEAVE IT ALONE!

Why is my life so messed up! 

*bangs head on wall* thats my ted talk thanks for listening

9 hours ago, Clinically insane said:

The issues I have with her are... uhhhhhh trauma. Ya know. Verbal abuse emotional neglect. Those stuffs. She's gotten better but the past is still there. Yes she made a mistake. A very very poor one for 13 years of my life. (I'm older then thirteen that's just when she get better)

I want to just ignore the past and look tot he future. But my storming mother keeps getting annoyed that I only have trauma with her and not my dad so she's like "your dad did this" and gets annoyed i don't remember it. 

 

Reference these posts.

Thanks

*hugggggge hug*

I'm really sorry that you had to live and grow up through all of this. *hugs* 😢🫂

And yeah, it will take a while and many sessions to sort through all this, and hour mother should understand this.

And I can imagine how frustrating it is to forget so much of your life, and THEN to be blamed for that.

*big bear hugs*

 

6 hours ago, KnightSkye said:

*hugs*
I get this. I'm sorry. 
 

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I sometimes wish I could forget some things though.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Yeah... I kinda get that. *hugs*

 

9 hours ago, Through The Living Glass said:

gosh dang

*huuuuuuug*

 

Psst

@Just A Silvereye

BEDTIME :P

Your mother commands you :D

I was already in bed, and am reading this after a full night of sleep 

But thanks :)

Posted
5 hours ago, Just A Silvereye said:

I'm really sorry that you had to live and grow up through all of this. *hugs* 😢🫂

And yeah, it will take a while and many sessions to sort through all this, and hour mother should understand this.

And I can imagine how frustrating it is to forget so much of your life, and THEN to be blamed for that.

*big bear hugs*

*hugs*

Thanks

Posted
7 hours ago, Just A Silvereye said:

I'm really sorry that you had to live and grow up through all of this. *hugs* 😢🫂

And yeah, it will take a while and many sessions to sort through all this, and hour mother should understand this.

And I can imagine how frustrating it is to forget so much of your life, and THEN to be blamed for that.

*big bear hugs*

 

Yeah... I kinda get that. *hugs*

 

I was already in bed, and am reading this after a full night of sleep 

But thanks :)

Good boy. 

Or brother, or whatever. 

Posted
10 minutes ago, WhiteHairedDrifter said:

YOU CANNOT HAVE MY PAIN!

THAT’S NOT WHAT I MEANT…

IM NOT AN EVIL GOD AT LEAST 

Posted (edited)
18 hours ago, Clinically insane said:

*inhale*

ok more dumping 😀

For some reason everyone gets the vibe i hate my mom. When did i say that1 NEVCEVR I NEVER DID. I dont hate her. I have issues with her yes. But I LOVE her to death and back. And also she things one counseling appointment will fix everything. IT WONT YOU MORON. SOMETIKMES I TIKNK I WONT HEAL FULLY!

and 2, everybody acts like its my fault i dont remember anything other then the past like 5 years! yes i willingly forgot my entire life! i willingly forgot rock springs (the place i used to live. i lived there for over HALF MY LIFE, my first friends, my first school. EVERYTHING WAS THERE and i dont remember  anything. Oki remember a lil it but its pieces! 9 storming years and I only remember a few moments with my friends and a less of my family then. And everyyoneee talks like it’s my fault. My mom and sister will say “dad used to do this,.” Or “how do you not remember that” ITS NOT MY FAULT I WANT TO SO BAD, I WANT TO REMEMBER MY FRIENDS. I WANNA REMEMBER MY LIFE BUT I CANT. ITS NOT MY FAULT.    

 PLEASE STOP BLAMING ME! PLEASE JUST LEAVE IT ALONE!

Why is my life so messed up! 

*bangs head on wall* thats my ted talk thanks for listening

*hugs*

*huggggs*

Love youuuu

(This is my attempt to catch up. I have a feeling it stops here.)

Edited by Ancient Elantrian

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