Mental health club!

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

2 minutes ago, Spark of Hope said:

I don't know

The lady who coordinates it wasn't here today and the secretary thinks she's already ordered the tests. I don't know if there's anything we can do.

oh no . . .

*squeezes tightly*

I hope you can

[Through the Living Hope]

2 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

oh no . . .

*squeezes tightly*

I hope you can

It's not in my hands. All I can do is pray.

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

Just now, Spark of Hope said:

It's not in my hands. All I can do is pray.

Even still

*huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugs*

all the hugs

[Keke They/he]

Ok so apparently people dont think i can actually draw…..

*me draws something im crazy proud of bc it looks how i used to want to draw. Tbh i cant stop looking at it im proud of myself for once* *shows people*

NO ONE ACTUALLY THOUGHT I DREW IT! They all were like. nice nice, ok. Then gave me those stupid looks I recognize as ‘he’s def faking that’ Some asked “did you trace it?” Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

tf?

no wonder i have horrible self confidence, bc whenever i do something thats good everyone thinks i faked it. 

Context this is what it looks if you know what the eu sum voce trend is on yt 

back to the point

I SAT THERE AND DREW IT ASK MY TEACHERS AND FRIENDS. HAND DRAWN. 

WHY? WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MAKE PEOPLE THINK I CANT DO STUFF LIKE THIS!

hmmmmmmmmmm

im still proud if it tho. 

Spoiler

 

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

16 minutes ago, Hawks said:

Ok so apparently people dont think i can actually draw…..

*me draws something im crazy proud of bc it looks how i used to want to draw. Tbh i cant stop looking at it im proud of myself for once* *shows people*

NO ONE ACTUALLY THOUGHT I DREW IT! They all were like. nice nice, ok. Then gave me those stupid looks I recognize as ‘he’s def faking that’ Some asked “did you trace it?” Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

tf?

no wonder i have horrible self confidence, bc whenever i do something thats good everyone thinks i faked it. 

Context this is what it looks if you know what the eu sum voce trend is on yt 

back to the point

I SAT THERE AND DREW IT ASK MY TEACHERS AND FRIENDS. HAND DRAWN. 

WHY? WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MAKE PEOPLE THINK I CANT DO STUFF LIKE THIS!

hmmmmmmmmmm

im still proud if it tho. 

  Hide contents

 

BRUH

*hug*

That's so good!

[Through the Living Hope]

25 minutes ago, Hawks said:

Ok so apparently people dont think i can actually draw…..

*me draws something im crazy proud of bc it looks how i used to want to draw. Tbh i cant stop looking at it im proud of myself for once* *shows people*

NO ONE ACTUALLY THOUGHT I DREW IT! They all were like. nice nice, ok. Then gave me those stupid looks I recognize as ‘he’s def faking that’ Some asked “did you trace it?” Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

tf?

no wonder i have horrible self confidence, bc whenever i do something thats good everyone thinks i faked it. 

Context this is what it looks if you know what the eu sum voce trend is on yt 

back to the point

I SAT THERE AND DREW IT ASK MY TEACHERS AND FRIENDS. HAND DRAWN. 

WHY? WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MAKE PEOPLE THINK I CANT DO STUFF LIKE THIS!

hmmmmmmmmmm

im still proud if it tho. 

  Reveal hidden contents

 

That’s very good!

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

On 4/24/2025 at 8:34 AM, #1 Taln Fan said:

Today's check-in, which shremp are you today?

I'm a Nostalgic shremp I think

Ooh!

I missed this yesterday, but I'm probably feeling like an ok shrimp right now. Nothing special, but not really bad, either.

On 4/24/2025 at 10:34 AM, The Shattered Cosmere said:

I've posted an SU on this, but:

My parents have taken my technology away indefinitely at home due to my behaviour. Just wanted to let you guys know that this is why you can't contact me at night now. It's because I'm slightly erratic and can get a bit out of hand. Last night, my brain wasn't fully on board and I annoyed them one bit too much. Now I've got no tech at home except for homework. They don't understand the full reason why I'm on the Shard, even though I've tried explaining it to them. They're Generation X, so that's part of the problem; they don't fully trust the internet and the people on it. I've tried explaining that the Shard is tight-knit, and I am Internet-aware.

The worst part is that I feel I'm on the edge of a mental breakdown. I can feel one incoming. I don't know why or how I can feel it, but I can, and it's the worst feeling. So now I'm anxious. (Reference @#1 Taln Fan's post above)

My sister is still in the psych ward in the hospital, and I'm also freaking out about living on my own.

When I turn 18, it's out of the house for me because over the last 17 years, I've worn my parents down, and they have very little patience, and they want me out. So, I'll have to find an apartment or shared house or someone's basement to live in until college starts. 

I also need a job. 

I'm not doing well in calculus.

So… yeah…

I ain't doing well.

*hugs*

Oof. My parents are a little similar; they don't want me interacting with anyone I don't know in person over the internet. Of course, your situation is completely different from mine.

I don't really know what to say. But I know you're strong, Shatter. You can get through this. I believe in you.

On 4/24/2025 at 11:08 AM, KnightSkye said:

My Dad just lost his job. 

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Cause the thing he was working on got scrapped, cause the people buying the thing decided they didn't want it.

if I could have hugs, that would be appreciated.

*hugshugshugshugshugshugshugshugs*

4 hours ago, Spark of Hope said:

So earlier this semester there was a Google form to fill out for AP test registration. My school has a grant that makes social sciences AP tests free. 

The roster for the test got released last week and my name wasn’t on it, which I found weird because I knew I filled out the form and said I wanted to take the test. I went to the office and talked about it and my name wasn’t even in the system at all. 

So

I’m upset about it but the only reason I’m crying is because of internal hormone releases

Edit:

*sigh*

I stopped crying and I've calmed down.

*also hugs*

Stupid school system

1 hour ago, Hawks said:

Ok so apparently people dont think i can actually draw…..

*me draws something im crazy proud of bc it looks how i used to want to draw. Tbh i cant stop looking at it im proud of myself for once* *shows people*

NO ONE ACTUALLY THOUGHT I DREW IT! They all were like. nice nice, ok. Then gave me those stupid looks I recognize as ‘he’s def faking that’ Some asked “did you trace it?” Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

tf?

no wonder i have horrible self confidence, bc whenever i do something thats good everyone thinks i faked it. 

Context this is what it looks if you know what the eu sum voce trend is on yt 

back to the point

I SAT THERE AND DREW IT ASK MY TEACHERS AND FRIENDS. HAND DRAWN. 

WHY? WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MAKE PEOPLE THINK I CANT DO STUFF LIKE THIS!

hmmmmmmmmmm

im still proud if it tho. 

  Hide contents

 

Well

I don't know how much this helps

But that is 9^9999999 times better than anything I could ever draw

(which means its awesome)

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

6 hours ago, Hawks said:

Ok so apparently people dont think i can actually draw…..

*me draws something im crazy proud of bc it looks how i used to want to draw. Tbh i cant stop looking at it im proud of myself for once* *shows people*

NO ONE ACTUALLY THOUGHT I DREW IT! They all were like. nice nice, ok. Then gave me those stupid looks I recognize as ‘he’s def faking that’ Some asked “did you trace it?” Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

tf?

no wonder i have horrible self confidence, bc whenever i do something thats good everyone thinks i faked it. 

Context this is what it looks if you know what the eu sum voce trend is on yt 

back to the point

I SAT THERE AND DREW IT ASK MY TEACHERS AND FRIENDS. HAND DRAWN. 

WHY? WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MAKE PEOPLE THINK I CANT DO STUFF LIKE THIS!

hmmmmmmmmmm

im still proud if it tho. 

  Reveal hidden contents

 

That's unfortunate, 'cause that drawing is exponentially better than anything I can do

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

6 hours ago, Hawks said:

Ok so apparently people dont think i can actually draw…..

*me draws something im crazy proud of bc it looks how i used to want to draw. Tbh i cant stop looking at it im proud of myself for once* *shows people*

NO ONE ACTUALLY THOUGHT I DREW IT! They all were like. nice nice, ok. Then gave me those stupid looks I recognize as ‘he’s def faking that’ Some asked “did you trace it?” Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

tf?

no wonder i have horrible self confidence, bc whenever i do something thats good everyone thinks i faked it. 

Context this is what it looks if you know what the eu sum voce trend is on yt 

back to the point

I SAT THERE AND DREW IT ASK MY TEACHERS AND FRIENDS. HAND DRAWN. 

WHY? WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MAKE PEOPLE THINK I CANT DO STUFF LIKE THIS!

hmmmmmmmmmm

im still proud if it tho. 

  Hide contents

 

Bro… your drawings are super fricking cool and anyone is not smart

[MirkerLurker she/her]

On 4/23/2025 at 10:12 PM, Through The Living Glass said:

Free ice cream, actually

hehehehehehehehehe but yeah thanks

*hugs*

FREE ice cream. It's probably a good thing you're not a huge fan of it...though I am struggling a bit with that concept lol.

On 4/24/2025 at 9:34 AM, #1 Taln Fan said:

Today's check-in, which shremp are you today?

I'm a Nostalgic shremp I think

Well today was Fight Night at sword club, so I am definitely Stabby Shremp. But also Ok Shremp.

On 4/24/2025 at 11:01 AM, #1 Taln Fan said:

Me when I'm in class and learn that teenagers have anxiety  

Who would've guessed

*gasp*
Noooooo, really?
Neat statistic though.

On 4/24/2025 at 11:02 AM, KnightSkye said:

That... seems like too much sugar. By a lot.

BLASPHEMY

I'm going to try this now. It sounds delicious.

On 4/24/2025 at 11:34 AM, The Shattered Cosmere said:

I've posted an SU on this, but:

My parents have taken my technology away indefinitely at home due to my behaviour. Just wanted to let you guys know that this is why you can't contact me at night now. It's because I'm slightly erratic and can get a bit out of hand. Last night, my brain wasn't fully on board and I annoyed them one bit too much. Now I've got no tech at home except for homework. They don't understand the full reason why I'm on the Shard, even though I've tried explaining it to them. They're Generation X, so that's part of the problem; they don't fully trust the internet and the people on it. I've tried explaining that the Shard is tight-knit, and I am Internet-aware.

The worst part is that I feel I'm on the edge of a mental breakdown. I can feel one incoming. I don't know why or how I can feel it, but I can, and it's the worst feeling. So now I'm anxious. (Reference @#1 Taln Fan's post above)

My sister is still in the psych ward in the hospital, and I'm also freaking out about living on my own.

When I turn 18, it's out of the house for me because over the last 17 years, I've worn my parents down, and they have very little patience, and they want me out. So, I'll have to find an apartment or shared house or someone's basement to live in until college starts. 

I also need a job. 

I'm not doing well in calculus.

So… yeah…

I ain't doing well.

*hug*
I'm sorry.
May I recommend? Start looking for a place to live now. Put feelers out, ask around. That way you don't have to panic last-minute, and you can do it a bit at a time, as you're able to handle it, while also handling...all of this. 
*hug*

On 4/24/2025 at 12:08 PM, KnightSkye said:

My Dad just lost his job. 

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Cause the thing he was working on got scrapped, cause the people buying the thing decided they didn't want it.

if I could have hugs, that would be appreciated.

*hug*

10 hours ago, Spark of Hope said:

So earlier this semester there was a Google form to fill out for AP test registration. My school has a grant that makes social sciences AP tests free. 

The roster for the test got released last week and my name wasn’t on it, which I found weird because I knew I filled out the form and said I wanted to take the test. I went to the office and talked about it and my name wasn’t even in the system at all. 

So

I’m upset about it but the only reason I’m crying is because of internal hormone releases

Edit:

*sigh*

I stopped crying and I've calmed down.

hormooooooones. yep.
*hug*
That sucks. I hope there's a way they can get a test for you.

7 hours ago, Hawks said:

Ok so apparently people dont think i can actually draw…..

*me draws something im crazy proud of bc it looks how i used to want to draw. Tbh i cant stop looking at it im proud of myself for once* *shows people*

NO ONE ACTUALLY THOUGHT I DREW IT! They all were like. nice nice, ok. Then gave me those stupid looks I recognize as ‘he’s def faking that’ Some asked “did you trace it?” Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

tf?

no wonder i have horrible self confidence, bc whenever i do something thats good everyone thinks i faked it. 

Context this is what it looks if you know what the eu sum voce trend is on yt 

back to the point

I SAT THERE AND DREW IT ASK MY TEACHERS AND FRIENDS. HAND DRAWN. 

WHY? WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MAKE PEOPLE THINK I CANT DO STUFF LIKE THIS!

hmmmmmmmmmm

im still proud if it tho. 

  Hide contents

 

That's rough - the not being believed part, not the drawing!

The drawing looks awesome. Your lines are very clean.

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

1 minute ago, MirkerLurker said:

FREE ice cream. It's probably a good thing you're not a huge fan of it...though I am struggling a bit with that concept lol.

SEE?? SOMEONE GETS IT :D:D thanks lol

[Keke They/he]

Had a dance today!!!!

Dance check list

Dance check

Have fun check

Talk with friends check

Eat food check

Line dance until I almost fall over check

Dance until I'm drop dead exhausted and can't breath check

Dance with a guy double check!?

Get a guys number... wait what 

Check!?!!?!?!??!?!

Well that ... happened.... *panic* *squeel and tell friends who all squeel*

6 hours ago, Hoid Slayer said:

Ooh!

I missed this yesterday, but I'm probably feeling like an ok shrimp right now. Nothing special, but not really bad, either.

*hugs*

Oof. My parents are a little similar; they don't want me interacting with anyone I don't know in person over the internet. Of course, your situation is completely different from mine.

I don't really know what to say. But I know you're strong, Shatter. You can get through this. I believe in you.

*hugshugshugshugshugshugshugshugs*

*also hugs*

Stupid school system

Well

I don't know how much this helps

But that is 9^9999999 times better than anything I could ever draw

(which means its awesome)

awww thank yiu

2 hours ago, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

That's unfortunate, 'cause that drawing is exponentially better than anything I can do

danke

2 hours ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

Bro… your drawings are super fricking cool and anyone is not smart

gracias

59 minutes ago, MirkerLurker said:

FREE ice cream. It's probably a good thing you're not a huge fan of it...though I am struggling a bit with that concept lol.

Well today was Fight Night at sword club, so I am definitely Stabby Shremp. But also Ok Shremp.

*gasp*
Noooooo, really?
Neat statistic though.

BLASPHEMY

I'm going to try this now. It sounds delicious.

*hug*
I'm sorry.
May I recommend? Start looking for a place to live now. Put feelers out, ask around. That way you don't have to panic last-minute, and you can do it a bit at a time, as you're able to handle it, while also handling...all of this. 
*hug*

*hug*

hormooooooones. yep.
*hug*
That sucks. I hope there's a way they can get a test for you.

That's rough - the not being believed part, not the drawing!

The drawing looks awesome. Your lines are very clean.

thanks it took ALOT of erasing re drawing sketching again. And three pieces of paper to get

[Existential]

2 minutes ago, Hawks said:

Had a dance today!!!!

Dance check list

Dance check

Have fun check

Talk with friends check

Eat food check

Line dance until I almost fall over check

Dance until I'm drop dead exhausted and can't breath check

Dance with a guy double check!?

Get a guys number... wait what 

Check!?!!?!?!??!?!

Well that ... happened.... *panic* *squeel and tell friends who all squeel*

awww thank yiu

danke

gracias

thanks it took ALOT of erasing re drawing sketching again. And three pieces of paper to get

NUMBER?!? GO HAWKS!

[Keke They/he]

1 minute ago, Dabi said:

NUMBER?!? GO HAWKS!

RIZZ AURA

after the first time we danced he told my sister to tell me that I made his day

Tbh I almost cried with joy

[Existential]

5 minutes ago, Hawks said:

RIZZ AURA

after the first time we danced he told my sister to tell me that I made his day

Tbh I almost cried with joy

WOO!  

[Keke They/he]

5 minutes ago, Dabi said:

WOO!  

And (yes om talking alot but I'm alone rn so I got no one else)

WE BOTH LOVE AnW ROOT BEER

We both have similar fav colors (mine teal his turquoise)  

And i had been watching him half the night bc he looked like he has a good personality (im rlly good at telling) and then i took my chance!

Also rizz(at the end of the dance)= "hey uh *name* so i was uh like wondering if I could get your number or something I dunno." *looks down awkwardly* "sure do you have your phone" "no but I can go get it" starts to go to get it "hey here give me yours and I'll text you." 

Also he asked while dancing "are you apart of any clubs" 

I ALMOST SAID GSA (gay straight alliance( gay club)) AT A CHURCH DANCE BRO I ALMOST EXPOSED MYSELF!

fear not i made a quick recovery 

"I used to be in chess club"

I was in ches club for like half a year I SUXK AT CHESS. 

And he's freaking cute! AGH

*deep breath*

Ok that's alot and it is hopefully all

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

28 minutes ago, Hawks said:

Had a dance today!!!!

Dance check list

Dance check

Have fun check

Talk with friends check

Eat food check

Line dance until I almost fall over check

Dance until I'm drop dead exhausted and can't breath check

Dance with a guy double check!?

Get a guys number... wait what 

Check!?!!?!?!??!?!

Well that ... happened.... *panic* *squeel and tell friends who all squeel*

awww thank yiu

danke

gracias

thanks it took ALOT of erasing re drawing sketching again. And three pieces of paper to get

4 minutes ago, Hawks said:

And (yes om talking alot but I'm alone rn so I got no one else)

WE BOTH LOVE AnW ROOT BEER

We both have similar fav colors (mine teal his turquoise)  

And i had been watching him half the night bc he looked like he has a good personality (im rlly good at telling) and then i took my chance!

Also rizz(at the end of the dance)= "hey uh *name* so i was uh like wondering if I could get your number or something I dunno." *looks down awkwardly* "sure do you have your phone" "no but I can go get it" starts to go to get it "hey here give me yours and I'll text you." 

Also he asked while dancing "are you apart of any clubs" 

I ALMOST SAID GSA (gay straight alliance( gay club)) AT A CHURCH DANCE BRO I ALMOST EXPOSED MYSELF!

fear not i made a quick recovery 

"I used to be in chess club"

I was in ches club for like half a year I SUXK AT CHESS. 

And he's freaking cute! AGH

*deep breath*

Ok that's alot and it is hopefully all

Dang, way to show some of us up!

How did you do it? I must know. Teach me your secret to attention please

[Keke They/he]

Just now, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

Dang, way to show some of us up!

How did you do it? I must know. Teach me your secret to attention please

Ahem

(Have anxiety meds xD)

((Have social anxiety fear you bc being around friends makes it go away bc everyone at church matches energy))

1: have absurd amounts of energy to jump and interact with people

2: walk to guy. "Hi wanna dance" they say yes. They lead *perks of not being a bio guy* 

3: after slow song part ways 

4: find him again. Awkwardly ask if they want another dance (if the first went well)

5: after event is over. Walk to them and ask. "Hey could I get your number"

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

Just now, Hawks said:

Ahem

(Have anxiety meds xD)

((Have social anxiety fear you bc being around friends makes it go away bc everyone at church matches energy))

1: have absurd amounts of energy to jump and interact with people

2: walk to guy. "Hi wanna dance" they say yes. They lead *perks of not being a bio guy* 

3: after slow song part ways 

4: find him again. Awkwardly ask if they want another dance (if the first went well)

5: after event is over. Walk to them and ask. "Hey could I get your number"

Yikes

So be an extrovert. Got it

*cries*

[Keke They/he]

Just now, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

Yikes

So be an extrovert. Got it

*cries*

xD as much as I say oh I'm an introvert. 

Im an extrovert with anxiety lol

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

58 minutes ago, Hawks said:

Had a dance today!!!!

Dance check list

Dance check

Have fun check

Talk with friends check

Eat food check

Line dance until I almost fall over check

Dance until I'm drop dead exhausted and can't breath check

Dance with a guy double check!?

Get a guys number... wait what 

Check!?!!?!?!??!?!

Well that ... happened.... *panic* *squeel and tell friends who all squeel*

awww thank yiu

danke

gracias

thanks it took ALOT of erasing re drawing sketching again. And three pieces of paper to get

OH MY GOSH HAWKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS AHHHHHHH!!!!

53 minutes ago, Hawks said:

RIZZ AURA

after the first time we danced he told my sister to tell me that I made his day

Tbh I almost cried with joy

*SQUEAL*

34 minutes ago, Hawks said:

And (yes om talking alot but I'm alone rn so I got no one else)

WE BOTH LOVE AnW ROOT BEER

We both have similar fav colors (mine teal his turquoise)  

And i had been watching him half the night bc he looked like he has a good personality (im rlly good at telling) and then i took my chance!

Also rizz(at the end of the dance)= "hey uh *name* so i was uh like wondering if I could get your number or something I dunno." *looks down awkwardly* "sure do you have your phone" "no but I can go get it" starts to go to get it "hey here give me yours and I'll text you." 

Also he asked while dancing "are you apart of any clubs" 

I ALMOST SAID GSA (gay straight alliance( gay club)) AT A CHURCH DANCE BRO I ALMOST EXPOSED MYSELF!

fear not i made a quick recovery 

"I used to be in chess club"

I was in ches club for like half a year I SUXK AT CHESS. 

And he's freaking cute! AGH

*deep breath*

Ok that's alot and it is hopefully all

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWw

lol  i'm decent at chess. only decent

23 minutes ago, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

Yikes

So be an extrovert. Got it

*cries*

*hugs tightly*

22 minutes ago, Hawks said:

xD as much as I say oh I'm an introvert. 

Im an extrovert with anxiety lol

real :D:DT~T:D:D:D

[Keke They/he]

2 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

OH MY GOSH HAWKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS AHHHHHHH!!!!

*SQUEAL*

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWw

lol  i'm decent at chess. only decent

*hugs tightly*

real :D:DT~T:D:D:D

*squeal*

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

9 minutes ago, Hawks said:

*squeal*

EEEEEEEE

hehehe

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

1 hour ago, Hawks said:

Had a dance today!!!!

Dance check list

Dance check

Have fun check

Talk with friends check

Eat food check

Line dance until I almost fall over check

Dance until I'm drop dead exhausted and can't breath check

Dance with a guy double check!?

Get a guys number... wait what 

Check!?!!?!?!??!?!

Well that ... happened.... *panic* *squeel and tell friends who all squeel*

awww thank yiu

danke

gracias

thanks it took ALOT of erasing re drawing sketching again. And three pieces of paper to get

1 hour ago, Hawks said:

And (yes om talking alot but I'm alone rn so I got no one else)

WE BOTH LOVE AnW ROOT BEER

We both have similar fav colors (mine teal his turquoise)  

And i had been watching him half the night bc he looked like he has a good personality (im rlly good at telling) and then i took my chance!

Also rizz(at the end of the dance)= "hey uh *name* so i was uh like wondering if I could get your number or something I dunno." *looks down awkwardly* "sure do you have your phone" "no but I can go get it" starts to go to get it "hey here give me yours and I'll text you." 

Also he asked while dancing "are you apart of any clubs" 

I ALMOST SAID GSA (gay straight alliance( gay club)) AT A CHURCH DANCE BRO I ALMOST EXPOSED MYSELF!

fear not i made a quick recovery 

"I used to be in chess club"

I was in ches club for like half a year I SUXK AT CHESS. 

And he's freaking cute! AGH

*deep breath*

Ok that's alot and it is hopefully all

OMG Hawks!!!!

That's great!

Good luck  

[Throw TheLiving Silverware he/him/il/lui]

On 4/24/2025 at 3:34 PM, #1 Taln Fan said:

Today's check-in, which shremp are you today?

I'm a Nostalgic shremp I think

Somewhere between okay, dead, radical and nostalgic

On 4/24/2025 at 5:34 PM, The Shattered Cosmere said:

I've posted an SU on this, but:

My parents have taken my technology away indefinitely at home due to my behaviour. Just wanted to let you guys know that this is why you can't contact me at night now. It's because I'm slightly erratic and can get a bit out of hand. Last night, my brain wasn't fully on board and I annoyed them one bit too much. Now I've got no tech at home except for homework. They don't understand the full reason why I'm on the Shard, even though I've tried explaining it to them. They're Generation X, so that's part of the problem; they don't fully trust the internet and the people on it. I've tried explaining that the Shard is tight-knit, and I am Internet-aware.

The worst part is that I feel I'm on the edge of a mental breakdown. I can feel one incoming. I don't know why or how I can feel it, but I can, and it's the worst feeling. So now I'm anxious. (Reference @#1 Taln Fan's post above)

My sister is still in the psych ward in the hospital, and I'm also freaking out about living on my own.

When I turn 18, it's out of the house for me because over the last 17 years, I've worn my parents down, and they have very little patience, and they want me out. So, I'll have to find an apartment or shared house or someone's basement to live in until college starts. 

I also need a job. 

I'm not doing well in calculus.

So… yeah…

I ain't doing well.

*hugs*

If I may... it might be for the better that you take some distance with your parents

They are really failing you here by kicking you out as soon as they are not legally responsible for you anymore, without making sure you have anywhere to live

I hope you can get through all this safely

*hugs again*

On 4/24/2025 at 6:08 PM, KnightSkye said:

My Dad just lost his job. 

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Cause the thing he was working on got scrapped, cause the people buying the thing decided they didn't want it.

if I could have hugs, that would be appreciated.

*huuugs*

 

15 hours ago, Spark of Hope said:

So earlier this semester there was a Google form to fill out for AP test registration. My school has a grant that makes social sciences AP tests free. 

The roster for the test got released last week and my name wasn’t on it, which I found weird because I knew I filled out the form and said I wanted to take the test. I went to the office and talked about it and my name wasn’t even in the system at all. 

So

I’m upset about it but the only reason I’m crying is because of internal hormone releases

Edit:

*sigh*

I stopped crying and I've calmed down.

Oh no

It's so stupid

*hugggggs*

4 hours ago, Hawks said:

Had a dance today!!!!

Dance check list

Dance check

Have fun check

Talk with friends check

Eat food check

Line dance until I almost fall over check

Dance until I'm drop dead exhausted and can't breath check

Dance with a guy double check!?

Get a guys number... wait what 

Check!?!!?!?!??!?!

Well that ... happened.... *panic* *squeel and tell friends who all squeel*

awww thank yiu

danke

gracias

thanks it took ALOT of erasing re drawing sketching again. And three pieces of paper to get

 

4 hours ago, Hawks said:

And (yes om talking alot but I'm alone rn so I got no one else)

WE BOTH LOVE AnW ROOT BEER

We both have similar fav colors (mine teal his turquoise)  

And i had been watching him half the night bc he looked like he has a good personality (im rlly good at telling) and then i took my chance!

Also rizz(at the end of the dance)= "hey uh *name* so i was uh like wondering if I could get your number or something I dunno." *looks down awkwardly* "sure do you have your phone" "no but I can go get it" starts to go to get it "hey here give me yours and I'll text you." 

Also he asked while dancing "are you apart of any clubs" 

I ALMOST SAID GSA (gay straight alliance( gay club)) AT A CHURCH DANCE BRO I ALMOST EXPOSED MYSELF!

fear not i made a quick recovery 

"I used to be in chess club"

I was in ches club for like half a year I SUXK AT CHESS. 

And he's freaking cute! AGH

*deep breath*

Ok that's alot and it is hopefully all

*squeals too* Wow it's so incredibly cool! So happy for you! (Really this made my whole morning)