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  1. Verdance
    Please, i just got off ban last week. Let’s not talk about politics.
  2. Verdance
    Ah yes, the original novel. Yours is better than mine, my original novel substituted hair color and weapon choice for character design.
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    People need to stop justifying violence with my God He is a god of love, grace, and mercy, and the amount of atrocities accredited to his name… it makes me sick. They discredit themselves, they discredit god, and it disgusts me i dont get angry often, but when people call christianity a hate cult because of a million racist idiots… ugh. Makes me sick.
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    Go for it. I’m honored, honestly. SH
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    Idk that’s kind of cool not hurting anyone *breaking news: man beats son to death with his own bible* ah crem
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    OMG yes how long is it been since I worked in the church nursery SSRIs? tw:sh —— @Through The Living Girl Lily, you’re going to be okay. I know you feel the desire to be depressed, it feels so genuine and deserved. As Vessel said, “basking in the solace of regret”. But in the end, you can’t stay depressed forever. Let it clear your mind, then make yourself determined. If you feel guilt and anxiety, motivate yourself to fix your situation. I believe in you! You are so brave with your transition, you can be brave here too. You might not think it, but you do deserve to be happy. If you’re interested, I’d love to share some bible verses with you that I have been coming back to recently, or if you’re not that’s fine. It’s okay to hurt. But seriously. You’re going to be okay. Someday you’re going to look back on where you came from and it will be amazing, like looking down from a mountain.
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    You’re not a lunatic. do you want to be alive? Do you want to feel like you deserve to be happy? Again, you think you are doing something wrong, and you want it fixed.
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    Please. Don’t hurt yourself. It’s not worth it.
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    In my case, I am jealous of people with depression, because i am so freaking autistic (this is not a joke). I want to feel more sad, i want to feel pain, i want to wake up from this rotting mildly amused complacency, so i have real anxiety and artificial depression. But it’s not healthy. TW self harm i find that this fake depression goes away when i get outside. I really really really enjoy getting out into nature, especially with music, as you already know. So we need to find what lets you be genuinely happy.
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    I have had self harm thoughts for about three years now, and over the last year I’ve actually been like, making myself more depressed for some reason took me a while to come to terms that i was doing that to myself, but yeah. Maybe you are, maybe you aren’t. Only you can tell.
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    Yeah, maybe don’t surround yourself with stuff that brings you down. For me it was music- i listen to a lot of alternative metal, and the more i dipped my toes the more gross and nasty it got, so i kind of had to check myself- “do i really enjoy this? What kind of person is this making me?”
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    You have a fully functioning conscience and you’re listening to it. If you start a bad habit, it will dull your conscience in that area, speaking from experience.
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    What’s important is that you do the next right thing. Make yourself the best version of yourself you can. Don’t feel guilt for having intrusive thoughts- you feel uncomfortable with them, thats a good sign.
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    So yeah, i get the feeling, i have the worst most horrible intrusive thoughts sometimes that i wouldnt even tell my therapist, so if its like, “wha if i commit this unironically unspeakable crime” yeah thats kind of normal. Storm teenage hormones, storm mood swings, storm the tree of knowledge of good and evil. dont tell me if its so bad that you feel uncomfortable, but if im wrong and its something completely different yeah
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    Wdym a different variety of intrusive thoughts?
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    If you started with genesis then yes, its hard. I haven’t read the whole thing through a lot of minor prophets aren’t worth your time, a lot of it is history that really isn’t immediately relevant, but IDK. Ephesians 2:1-10 is my favorite, and the gospel of John is also worth your time.
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    I hate myself context :3
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    XD
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    Oof. Feel for ya.
  21. Verdance
    Storm raytracing. Storm trigonometry. Storm physics
  22. Verdance
    I think she went too far with this one :3
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    I want a dream like this Please
  24. Verdance
    I turn on the gosh dang bat signal
  25. Verdance
    Imma play devils advocate and tell you to drink an energy drink or coffee or something but legit get good sleep please
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