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  1. Verdance
    kowat The garden is overgrown The kingdom overthrown The future still unknown Midst dark, storm and stone Here we stand, not alone Retribution takes the throne Offering honor to atone The spirits he won’t own Honor is dead, But you won’t suffer this time. Shadows Staring out a window Shadows on the pavement Surely these are monstrous Who would say so They are shelter, sent To hide us in the dust Children huddle under the playground A lizard lurks under a rock Waiting for the reprise of shade Nostalgia lies, yanks you around You miss the sun, the moon is blocked Night is as good as day What is Love? phileo The youth group’s singing praises Together siblings paces, Best friends in all the places the closest ones leave traces eros Nervous in the morning The rain outside is pouring Loneliness take warning Find someone to be for me agape a father sprints to meet his son A spike in wood, the blood will run the sacrifice of only one to pay a price, the work is done broken strings some storm of catharsis builds the base of my skull i need an arena to play to be whole The sky breaks open the numbers still roll the strings dont match up the notes aren’t quite full twisting, hashtag alphabet tuning, lowercase, not yet tearing, dozen scales, one fret SNAP time to buy new strings
  2. Verdance
    Coder’s back!!! Wher were you bud? idk where i am in ORV like 250 something but dokja is getting steadily more gay :3
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    Hmmm, i will never be able to solve any of these, but if i do, i already have a puzzle planned
  4. Verdance
    This is really helpful! Thank you!
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    I have been in like four or five different types of school because my parents are picky. I could tell a whole story about that. There are thematic implications in each of the entries based on my impressions from each type.
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    Yeah only been here since the new year also im on here exclusively on mobile, so that doesn’t work, though i can use the link tool to change the text
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    Hm? It’s just a link. How do I embed? ive taken my name out of all my spotify playlists and profile, as well as old usernames.
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    Verdance’s Playlist does this make me emo
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    Yeah imma seriously peruse their discography this is right up my alley
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    Same. ooh, it’s advertised as indie and its from the 2000’s. Her voice is excellent and the guitar is great.
  11. Verdance
    Okay but yeah context i am a christian and we take sex pretty seriously, like, that’s something saved for marriage, so the way it’s just thrown around feels icky. Happy music about being in love that i like is idk, Cicada (Good Kid), I Won’t Run (Keanu Bicol), or Banana Pancakes (Jack Johnson)
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    XD scrolling Genius for lyrics right now okay im going yo be completely honest this is not music i would listen to. Like i really dislike it. Sorry.
  13. Verdance
    Can you recommend a clean chappel roan song?
  14. Verdance
    Oh, Good Luck Babe. I’ve heard like three songs by her and that’s one of them, only one more overplayed than Pink Pony Club.
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    Some of the titles make me uncomfortable. Depressing stuff? All in, i want all of the emotions. Like, NSFW stuff? I don’t need that in my life. This may be judging a book by its cover but if it is a red herring I don’t want to be a part of that
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    That was way back when i listened to music via a radio and didn’t get to choose also it’s literally one of your favorite artists not mine, I’m only mentioning to try and show common interest tbf
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    Again, i can make judgements based on my own experiences and try to extrapolate a few possibilities, but you’re best off talking to a professional. Something to note, the most depressed i ever was was a month ago and i haven’t consistently been on meds for like at least six months because i am poor
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    “Nazi punks”? should i take offense at that? the rules of what? Secret about me: i used to enjoy pink pony club but my brothers made fun of me
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    It makes what is already there slightly worse, and sometimes i get just a blanket feeling of apathy and lethargy that is very similar to actual depression, but its so strong i just write it off and force myself to smile and listen to fun music or something
  20. Verdance
    You’re thinking of methamphetamine. I love to tell my friends i take meth for my adhd. It’s just a general stimulant, meaning it helps you focus and calm down and sort of tamps down your emotions a bit, but- well just talk to your doctor about it
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    Ask your psychiatrist about your meds and depression. Do not listen to me for medication advice. However, I have found it helpful to take a short break from being medicated for a day or two every once in a while. The banner is even cooler :3 uh, music? You’ve already tried acloudyskye, but Good Kid has some fun stuff, not quite as high energy as your J-pop but really fun and clean. I recommend their fourth EP
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    Oh you know what I totally forgot- i do know that medication can also make you feel depressed or disinterested in life, depending on what type, i take a methylphenidate derivative
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    I made a tentative guess at hormonal mood swings storm puberty, only I didn’t say storm it the shard did
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    I would recommend changing those, yeah. Try not to just be depressed because that’s who you are. What you put as your profile definitely affects how you perceive yourself. well, i’m under the assumption you’re a teenager? High school to college age, is that correct? Cause it’s likely hormonal mood swings if you don’t know why.
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    You feel depressed, but you don’t know why? Am I understanding correctly?
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