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Usseewa

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  1. when u spend the whole evening on the shard: at least i chillaxed?

  2. ill consider it ig.. i could do it soon.. if i wanted to... ill probably just wait.. i dont rlly wanna come out to them rn?
  3. but- but- but where's the right time do i just say, like, 'i gotta talk to u 'bout smth' but what if they either dont take it seriiously or, like, dont understnad or ... just dont rlly say anything...
  4. Are we still doin' this? Here me out... Shallan. Maybe. Or............................................................................................................................... *tries to think of someone in the Cosmere I'd actually date* *Fails* Maybe Yumi lol...?
  5. ok aaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyiiiiiiiiiiiiii maybe but i dont want them to see me weirdly or differently i also dont want them to keep *shudder* seeing me as a man like...it's kinda cringe sometimes, but also it feels so ... old... like when they use he/him or male-gendered terms... it feels weird and ugh idk how to describe it
  6. Probably trans. I did have the thought that it would be easier to just do, like, enby or smth and use they/them... but that would probably... idk not be coming out fully lol
  7. Fun Fact I Discovered By Accident

    You can do shift + enter to...idk what it does but probably line break within the same paragraph:

     

    Lines broken up using enter:

    Line 1

    Line 2

     

    Shift + enter:

    Line 1
    Line 2

  8. i guess and it's probably not that hard but like... idk??? Idk why it's hard, it shouldn't be But family is different than friends At least queer vs cishet.
  9. What flavor of gay/queer are you again? If you don't mind. From ur AAW post, are u aroace?
  10. sis... maybe but it's hard lol.. like what do i say
  11. yo people can u gimme a coding challenge to do? might not do it for a few days or ever but i want one.

    @CoderDrag0n8 @KaladinsSenseOfHumourSpren @Akimikoisthecutest @AnyoneElseCode?

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    2. CoderDrag0n8

      CoderDrag0n8

      yes

      the wheel is cool

      but why not take it apart and put it back together?

    3. KaladinsSenseOfHumourSpren

      KaladinsSenseOfHumourSpren

      Here's a bunch, in no specific order:

      1. Learn p5.js
      2. Create a gravity simulation
      3. Create an evolution simulation
      4. Compute the golden ratio to a lot of digits
      5. Make an AI
      6. Create a boid simulation
      7. Implement ant colony optimisation
    4. Usseewa
  12. Usseewa

    2026/02/18

    Did I really miss three days? Oopsie. I’m a Heart Sometimes I feel like a heart, In this cycle. Never stop working, No rest. But I can’t rest—can’t stop. I’m on the treadmill—not slowing down. I’m on the wheel. To stop means chaos. To not means…a cascade. So I keep going. Check it off, momentary relief, sigh and continue. Thus is the true cycle of life. If this is even life. It’s not what I dreamed of—not what I hoped for. I have hope, though—small tastes of reprieve. I keep that one hope in mind. That salvation—I hope. Some joy to the monotony and stress. More joy. For—yes—some joy has emerged. When I feel it, I am content—ecstatic—happy. And when it retreats—I fall back to bleakness. And that’s when I most yearn for that hope. Small Moments There are these small moments that I’ve come to experience. These moments I’ve come to look forward to. These small moments bring with them perhaps more happiness than I’ve ever felt. These small moments are what I seek. Sometimes they occur through thoughts—dreams. Sometimes through reflections—myself. Sometimes through others—interaction. And, sometimes, through me. I try something new, and it feels right. Over the weeks I see, uncover, discover, and come to know myself—to be myself. I am so sure now—more so than before—of what I want, what I need. I am more sure of me, through the small-yet-significant moments. I might write more short stories soon.... hmmm... - Lily
  13. Any advice for coming out to family? Like I keep saying I will and then ... don't. Idk if I want to, but I know I probably should. Actually, I think I do want to, but just worried it'll be...weird?
  14. Dance
  15. Nice one Now I'm wondering what it's about lol
  16. holy storm u guys have no idea (well, maybe u do) how wonderful it is to actually plan out ur work for the next few days!!!!

    Like... I was basically panicking and very stressed and anxious and then I decided to plan everything I need to do and stuff and omg the relief is storming amazing. It feels so storming good to lay out everything with hour zones and have everthing there on paper instead of just storming, like, floating around in your brain in an intangible mess of anxiety. It feels so storming good to know what I need to do and see that I can actually accomplish it.

    Otherwise, I just storming procrastinate so much until i come to the horrible realization that the deadline is almost upon me.

    need to do this every single storming week/day.

    Also i have adhd so this helps so storming much like omg its crazy

    also ive never planned things out like this except when i absolutely have to - and even then ...

    ANYWAY U GOTTA STORMING TRY IT!!!!!!!!!

    wish me luck :3

  17. Oh crap i'm stormed

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    2. Usseewa

      Usseewa

      srry if i made it seem blown-up but it actually is rlly stressful/anxiety-inducing for me even if it's not, like, life-or-death

    3. Usseewa

      Usseewa

      guys what do i do pls help

    4. Usseewa

      Usseewa

      ok im planning it out and stuf...whatver

  18. Côntrâdîctôry ôr Dûmb Sêntêncês, pt. 1

    "Data are not plural."

    "I hate people, but I'm so lonely."

    "I've never lied."

    "This sentence is false."

    "Java? Yeah, I've used JavaScript before, why?"

    "I just invented time travel: it's called an imaginary line."

    "What in the skibidi sigma Ohio did you just rizzle-up, you brainrotted fanum tax?"

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    2. Usseewa

      Usseewa

      lol glad u guys liked them

    3. Through the Living Wrath

      Through the Living Wrath

      I like the This Sentence Is False but only bc it’s a paradox.

    4. Usseewa
  19. well... I might be wrong... but aro ≠ ace, if that helps. and tess said aro, not aroace, but idk. and I think you can be both aroace and attracted to people or find them attractive or smth, idk.
  20. Happy bday! (sorry no ketek)

    1. Keteᛕ

      Keteᛕ

      thank you!

  21. luckily sadness seems to pass more quickly these days.

    yee

    eepy

    1. Usseewa

      Usseewa

      nvm it.depemds

       

      also tuxedo mask guy is totally chat noir

  22. ok.. i should do that talk to a dr .. me sleepy and sad edit: less sad now phew that was just one of those anxiety attack thingies i think edit 2: or panic attack? idk. it didn't seem quite that severe.. but i never know if it's one or not
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