Usseewa
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You can read the website I sent... Also I'm pretty sure you just dial 988 and call it, then they'll talk to you and stuff. If you keep saying this, you'll never call. You can't (keep) doing this. Please call, Aeo.
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Well... it probably is urgent. You clearly are having trouble. Even if it isn't extremely urgent, you also don't really have any help. You've said your parents are not at all supportive in the mental health and trans spectrum (pun unintended) and that you don't have a therapist. Sure, you have people like us, but we are also just teens like you. At least most of us, idk. We also struggle with stuff, and aren't really experts? Like... if you have no help then... it may be difficult for it to get better. You can stop it before it gets to that extreme level. You may not even want to get help if you reach that. Maybe. I'm not an expert, as I said, but this is my advice. You have your phone now, don't you?
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A helpline you can call (or text, I think?) https://988lifeline.org/get-help/what-to-expect/
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oh ok
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I'm an Atheist who was raised in a religious family. Not much to say lol, or not much I wanna say, but I think this thread is cool. Hmm, a scientific discovery... srry i got nothin'. I guess I like space stuff, sometimes. Computers, if that counts. Vaccines and medicine and stuff.
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i want hrt like crazy cuz then ill finally be happy and it'll be better or great and yeaahhhh. or, at least i wanted it ealrier today like crazy also, a thought I had earlier, if I'm not trans, what's wrong with me? I'm clearly weird and different, and have only moved towards goodness in the past few weeks from starting to transition (like, new clothes and stuff) i want hrt girl and at this point i dont think i have any reservations left, but the "logic" part of ze brain is telling me i should?
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I haven't researched it enough, I'm "not fully sure I'm trans" (i.e., I'm 100% sure until I start talking/writing/thinking about that certainty/uncertainty), It's been a month (and a week) since I started questioning, so like a month or less since settling on trans or at least considering it, am i "jumping the gun"? Am I not being patient enough? Basically that. Plus, I've been told I should wait. By who I trust.
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ok it's mainly that i rlly wanted to start hrt quickly, then someone made me think maybe not. ALSO the only reason I'm not is cuz i think im not supposed to. you know, there's two sides to my brain. No, I don't mean literally, though that's true too . Basically there's what my emotions and feelings and ME want, then there's what the boring logical, rational, realistic, script-following, expectation-abiding part of my brain that knows what everyone expects me to do and what they say is right. like... i usually know when there's something I shouldn't do, or something I should do, or say, or think or feel or whatever. I know what i should do. i know what I'm supposed to do. i know what script to follow. then there's what i actually want. edit: i think this is deeper than simply not wanting to do a task or whatever and wanting to watch TV instead. It's not that.
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i mean...they were lesbian all along so yeah lol. symptom not cause?
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sounds..fun?
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i rlly don't like ur fam... mental health is serious. so... this sounds kinda concerning?
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I've never dated anyone and I'm a lesbian.
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Ok.. well sorry i honestly don't know how to help at the moment. Do you have a therapist or even gender therapist? I would talk to them about this. For Aki, You know when I came out to my D&D group (it was awesome), I told one of the people - who was there before everyone else arrived - that I had something important to say. The way it helped is cuz once everyone arrived they kinda started talking, and it was hard to join in but also I was super nervous, like my heart was goin' pretty fast and I was like.. yeah. But then that person helped me and gave me an opportunity and that helped. So, if you let ur therapist know in advance, they'll keep that in mind and help you in the moment. That's also what I did with my therapist. Otherwise, it can be easy to let the session/game slip by and by the time u know it it's over and u didn't come out. Hope that helps, and I gtg for a lil bit.
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Well that's actually a good sign, no? You were close. So next time... try to get past that final hurdle and reach the summit. Are you gonna reach out to them?
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u shan't self-deprecate or talk bad abt urself; it's normal to be scared of coming out. that said...if you really want to, then maybe just take the plunge. Text or email your therapist and say you have something important to talk about. If you have a phone, they might be willing to do a phone call off-schedule to talk about stuff, ...or you can wait till next session.
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HELLO
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That's okay Any particular reasons why edit:
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eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
im tired
but not tired as in sleepy
just tired
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maybe tired like rushed-no-rest
no rest
no break
no no no just continuous like a heart beating that never stops because it can't it just has to keep going
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(see my edits to the post; I added a spoiler above the other.) What future do you want?
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why have you been less happy? Like some reasons or things that make you unhappy?
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500th reply noice ok, cool. why don't u want to be trans? or something
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....sorry to bring this up again but did u read the gdb?
