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  1. Keke
    I HIT THE BALL I HIT THE BALL I GOT UP TO BAT AND AFTER A PEP TALK FROM ONE OF MY TEAMMATES I HIT THE BALL then time stopped I froze then after snapping out of it ran to first and got out. BUT I HIT THE BALL AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAGAGAHAG And it was my last game. No *hugs*
  2. Keke
    @#1 Taln Fan apparently your not the only one people think are scary Just support her. And do. Not. Ever. Say your sad/disapointed/annoyed or anything about her sh
  3. Keke
    heh? wh/at
  4. Keke
    agh echo! *late hugs* *hugs and not let go.* apologies. but your awesome and if you need anything let me know.
  5. Keke
    xD SPIRIT theres no need to give everyone such dark nicknames @kpShadowFox how doest thou do my son?
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    back alleys similar to where @The Sly Cookie gets his spiked cookies. i get chikie tendies hehehehehhe
  7. Keke
    i once forgot i was walkng and then proceeded to uhm..... run into a pole 3 times somehow!? also i drop everything all the time. and am generally clumsy
  8. Keke
    nyuk nyuk nyuk, its working. i am all caught up in computer art!!!!!!!!!!!! YWAHhhwhahehaehahwha *dies* *revives* AND I HAVE MY FINAL SOOFTBOOL GAMAYE tonight. horeplfully that gores well. *hugs* yeha ghespt u was born in new zealand!!!
  9. Keke

    *manifests hugs*

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    2. Keke

      Keke

      It’s ok *Hugs* 

      sometimes we cant do that and its alright. We still love you even if we dont see you alot

      *hugs*

    3. Bird Furious

      Bird Furious

      Yeah, don’t worry about it 🫂 

    4. Through the living jeff

      Through the living jeff

      All good cookie :) 

      you take care of yourself.🫂

  10. Keke
    Ok so…. Wait tickets open in June to buy? And then the actual con is when?
  11. Keke

    I missed your birthday!!!!
    HAPPY BIRTHUDAYYYY

    1. Kansas Stormcursed

      Kansas Stormcursed

      Haha thanks!

  12. Keke
    Short story bc bored Extra points if you geuss who is based off of who
  13. Keke
    She sounds beutiful. I've heard her one time when I called null snd they were on a date xD Shhh Yes u no uglyyy Nawr im not, i gibs hugs *hugs* I've yet to meet someone who looks as radical as u do *dabs*
  14. Keke
    Danke? (Which part are you agreeing to?) 1 word. FIRE GANG. nuhhhhh uh your not ugly. Your handsome ok? I wouldn't say that
  15. Keke
    she hummed snd the only thing she could actually read was Ben's name at the bottom. "Oh my gods! Where is he!"
  16. Keke
    *hugs* let her know that you still care about her and that if she ever needs to she can reach out to you. This is yes
  17. Keke
    she looked ar him quizically. "Hes... dead. And he didn't have any enemies when he was alive. I mean. Are you saying he isn't dead?"
  18. Keke

    Alright. It'd probably time to make an official thing for this. 

    It isn't goodbye. But it is serious 

    If you haven't been around the mental health club you dont know much context but to sum it up my life is really freaking crazy. Througg school friends home and community events im getting stressed and having less time for the shard. I love you guys with all my heart and I dont want to leave. Tbh this is my coping mechanism snd without some of yall I wouldn't be here to write this. The jokes and memories made on this app wont ever fade. I will be making less pf them but for my sanity I cant be doing this alot.

    It hurts alor because role-playing is a way I cope with trauma and personal issues and I hate to say this but I might temporarily or permanently back out of some roleplays. God it hurts to say. Im going to be mostly surfing in mental health club and certified gay disasters. Snd tlt whenever people quote me. 

    Basically I wont be on unless someone tags me quotes me etc etc. Feel free to pm me about anything and if you want I can give you my phone number or discord snap chat whatever to talk to you more often. I get it. Some of yall I would do anytbing to be able to talk to more then I do rn. *cough cough* @Through The Living Glass *cough* 

    i love you all so much I cant even verbalize it. I wish this was a joke. Ik I joked about this in the past but alas it became real. Im sorry. See you on the other side

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    2. 𝖂𝖍𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖊

      𝖂𝖍𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖊

      *hugs*

    3. Keke

      Keke

      @Just A Silvereye yeah I geuss so. Still feels super good to hear someone say that. (It definitely helps my self confidence)

      @whirte dude i cant tag u

      *hugs*

    4. 𝖂𝖍𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖊

      𝖂𝖍𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖊

      That seems to be a common issue. You can text me whenever if you need someone to talk to btw.

  19. Keke
    Okie tw there is alot of queer in these photos Trains Bow and ace of hearts
  20. Keke
    XD
  21. Keke
    Giant flags if colors of queerness. Trans and aroace flags. Like human sized
  22. Keke
    Danke. It feels great! Side note: QUEER FLAGS!!!! If yall wants i shall sends pics of the queer flags when I open em up
  23. Keke
    I took a big queer step today I got my first haircut. But Short and trans. (The haircut is nicknamed the queer cut xD) Im happyyyyyy
  24. Keke
    *hugs* thanks Also if anything important happens in how to kill a dragon can you tag me? I hope i will. *hugs* Though tbh recently the sh urges have been coming bsck and i dont wanna relapse. *hugs* *hugs* I... dont have any help for that other then your not alone. *hugs* *hugs*
  25. Keke
    I've had alot of thinking time lately. Time to just ponder existence in a school bus or car and question life. And so here is your weekly monolog by Hawks. (Should I make my monologes a blog) Tw suicide, basically mental health issues As I was moving my stuff I stumbled across my middle school journal. I did this for some time back when and it wasn't for very long but like any normal 13 year old I started like haha if someone finds this when im famous blah blah. And the thing is. I could see my mental health slowly crumble as I wrote. And the last page in the book is a Suicide note I wrote. There's a couple in there. I stopped because I felt words couldn't express my emotions enough. I felt that no one understood how I felt. Looking back now, I wish I could give myself a hug. I see the rust and the pain I went through. The sleepless nights I screamed myself to sleep. The days I felt alone and the panic attacks I kept hidden. How I would wake up and put on a mask to make people think I was OK. I wish I could tell myself to show my emotions and get help. Because I needed it. I see now that it built me. It made me who I am. I see my friends. Alot of people are just friends. But with the recent thing with sprout I told my therapist today about him. Hes been there through light and dark. Had he not walked up to the shy weird Minecraft kid in 7th grade I wouldn't be alive. I wish I could tell him how much he means to me. Another thing. Mother's day. Its always been a tough day in my house bc my brother would yell at my mom about everything and rhats how it would go. It was worse. This year my parents are broken up and my brother is a good dude now. Its gonna be strange. My present is a work on progress bc I have to animate and im still learning. Throught my pondering my thoughts drifted here. To the shard I call home. Yall are some of the best people god has ever made. I cant explain how much you mean to me. Snd I haven't been as active lately snd I've been busy. I miss the days where all I did was this. I've drifted away from the shard and started working on my life. Properly fixing myself and focusing on the priorities. I've noticed a change. I feel sadder bc I dont have you all eith me every day. But I am interacting more. Im seeing more. I wont leave the shard. But READ THIS PSRT if you want me to respond then tag me or quote me. I dont check the shard otherwise ok? And then I thought about roleplays. I signed up for alot like any sane rper. but I feel I've fallen behind in alot of them. Gsrp and htkad specifically. Idk what to do about thar and I'll reach out to the leaders eventually. Tonight I started another project (bc i don't have enough going already) and tbh it's a sad one. I had this friend. My first one in the new city. And we were inseparable. We hung out daily. Every weekend was a sleepover. And, when we went to Jr high we kept it up. (She is at the other school) Then slowly stopped. I haven't seen her in forever. Thinking about it feels painful. Sad. She wad the first person who I trusted, who cared about me. I saw an audio and then the memories came and I was like. We drawing this now. And we both changed so much. We grew in dofferent direction I fear. I want to get back together and talk again. To rwvist the old days. And to tell her how much she means. And in this time during the end I thought about one final thing. This guy. Lets name him jory (iykyk ). Jory is awesome right? Smart funny kind and empathetic. Anything a man could ask for. And jory freaking scares me. Hes one of my best friends ever. And he will randomly just disapesr then be back like oh mb I was in the er. Ok then. . The thing is we live in different states. sad sad, but I sent him a message recently about feeling and he hasn't responded yet but I depreatly hope that it doesnt f up our friendship. Anyways the point of this whole brain barf is that we need to sometimes not ignore existence and run away in books. Yes books are good but it could pay off to look at your life and think of all the variables. *whistle* that's long. Tbh u dont blame you if you dont read it all I just needed to tell someone. *hugsiessssssss* I feel you on that. I get that sometimes. Like. Why cant I be the first choice. Ok don't think of it like that. Sometimes I don't go to people first because I dont wanna hurt them eith specific issues. Its not that your dead weight its that they dont wanna weigh you down with their issues. *hugs*
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